The Split Full Moon

Chapter 106

"Bu Vanessa's condition is currently improving, but sorry we were forced to abort Vanessa because of her condition is not possible" said the doctor who succeeded in making Anton surprised.

"A..what?" anton asked as if he would not believe what he had just heard.

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"What?" surprised Vanessa when she heard the doctor's words, it's appropriate since she realized she felt something else on her body. His stomach was deflated accompanied by pain in his stomach area.

"Bu Vanessa's condition was very bad due to the impact and there was almost no possibility for her to survive while Ms Vanessa's own condition also worsened so we had to act quickly." clearly the doctor.

"No" cried Vanessa.

"My son, hiks.hiks.." suddenly Vanessa started crying while holding her stomach.

"My son.." cried again.

Gedebug..gedebug..gedebuk.

"Vanessa, you're not papa, are you?" asked Anton who looked very worried and immediately approached Vanessa.

Hearing Anton's silly-sounding question in Vanessa's ear immediately made her look at Anton with her sharp gaze.

"No papa?" vanessa asked with her face in disbelief.

"How can I not be a father when my son is gone!" vanessa screams in front of Anton's face.

"It's all your fault, you've made him nooo."

"You son of a bitch ton, you killed your own son. Your own son's a ton!" shouted again.

"Van I really didn't mean it, a. I didn't mean it like this either. I don't want any of this to happen, either, Van." Anton said, trying to find self-protection.

"Then where were you?" asked Vanessa who immediately nodded at Anton's mouth.

"You son of a bitch, you son of a bitch." he cried again before he finally lost consciousness as soon as the doctor gave him a sedative injection, vanessa's current condition is not stable and must get enough rest time to return to have strength, but even more reduced strength due to too much shouting and cursing maki.

Anton walks out of Vanessa's room, his goal this time is to look for the last of his children who he never cared about.

Anton stared sadly at the very small but lifeless baby.

"Hiks, sorry.sorry I failed to be a father to you" Anton said with thousands of regrets that pierced his heart.

"I don't even deserve to be called Dad." he said.

Anton immediately took care of the funeral for his son, but before that Anton strengthened his determination to meet Vanessa again by carrying his son's body.

"Hiks.hiks...hiks." with trembling hands Vanessa tried to reach the red baby who had been living in her stomach from Anton's hands.

"Hiks.pardon Mama son, Mama failed to protect you." said Vanessa staring at the pity of her baby who did not even have time to enjoy the beauty of the world.

There was only Vanessa's cry filling the room, either because of her instincts for her son or what made Anton Langaung aware of all his folly.

"If I hadn't slapped Vanessa, this would never have happened."

"Stupid! I made him present and I also made him have to end his life before he could even enjoy the beauty of this world.

"I beg you to love him by your side god, hiks...hiks" only a thousand words if you wandered in Anton's brain, a word that could only make it worse.

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Day after day has passed, this world feels no longer beautiful for some people. Not just not beautiful but this world is just hell in their life destiny.

Regretting and blaming such a cruel fate on them, why should I? why not someone else? such were the words that again and again echoed in Hanum's heart.

Trying to find the location of the beauty of an artificial lake that is currently a favorite tourist spot of urban communities, said the man-made lake people look very beautiful and not much different from natural lakes.

But in fact in the eyes of Hanum there is no beauty presented, there is only ordinary water that looks calm as if fate has been very good on him.

"I didn't expect to see you here" said someone making Hanum immediately turn towards the source of the voice.

"Sir Tyo?" surprised Hanum.

"May I sit down?" ask Mr. Tyo.

"Please." replied Hanum who immediately shifted his position to the edge of the chair. Mr. Tyo immediately landed his butt sitting next to Hanum.

"Why are you sad?" asked Mr. Tyo directly on the intenya, actually, he had first observed Hanum.

"No, I'm fine." said Hanum.

"Sometimes we just need someone to listen to our complaints" said Mr. Tyo, sure in Hanum's heart he also wanted to speak to tell the pain he experienced to others except his parents. The only friend he had was Maya, but unfortunately Maya had to go home because her sister was sick and in the end made Hanum harbored her own sadness.

"I feel like I'm just trash in this world." Hanum suddenly opened his voice with a straight forward eye, of course, Mr. Tyo immediately turned to look at Hanum with a relieved heart because at least Hanum was willing to open his voice and share with him.

"I thought marriage was a wonderful end to life."

"Beautiful as told a story, filmed a movie."

"At first we married on the basis of arranged marriage, many films that tell the beauty of love after marriage."

"That's what I used to feel, our household eventually went well before in the end my in-laws cornered me for not being able to give children."

"I think my husband's love is only for me, even though he has another wife."

"Stupid, in fact all men are the same." siss Hanum who returned to remember the nature of Anton and Adnan who are not much different.

"Why should I be reunited with such a man, breaking my heart back and scaring me every day. Even I feel like I can no longer live like this, at this time I can still hold it but what if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I really end my life." said Hanum with a tone of despair.

"God chose you because you're a strong woman, you're able to get through all of this" Mr. Tyo said.

"Have you ever heard if the fetus that miscarried was a human who when shown the journey of his life in the world he could not, and he chose not to be born.

"And you are a strong woman, maybe when God asked if you could live it you loudly said you could."

"And it is evident that until now you have taken this long journey, just think of the test you are facing today as a pebble that stands in the way of your long journey. Continue to look upon the journey until the time is over, are you not ashamed of your god because you used to say you could do it out loud?" said Mr. Tyo.

~All the trips you have made you progressively~

^Jungkook^