The Sovereign's Soul

Disappear Dika

That morning, Iren ran to the bathroom to washtaple. He couldn't help but feel bad in his stomach. Since her pregnancy in the first month until the seventh month, Iren always felt nausea and cramps around her stomach. So he can't put food in his garden.

"Wuueeekkk!" Iren continued to spit out whatever he ate.

Dika who heard his wife was vomiting from the bathroom became unbearable. His face stared at the slightly open door. He got out of his sleep and went straight to his wife in the room.

He saw a helpless Iren with a pale face. Intention wants to help his wife to be relieved. Dika approached and massaged Iren's nape slowly, but his hand was patted by Iren.

"Gue doesn't need your attention. You better go, brother!" Ketus Iren to him.

"But Ren, at least I'll help you to make it okay?" Her tone was as gentle as possible so that Iren would not get angry.

"What can you do so that my life is not like this? Just so you know Dik, my life is suffering a lot. So I'm asking you, don't be so considerate of me!" Then again by looking at Dika in the mirror reflection.

It is not the first time Iren ketus on Dika after they were married, but today it hurts Dika's heart.

Every day sleeping in different rooms, eating at separate tables, not even greeting each other was common to him. Being understood because maybe Iren is pregnant and he says pregnant people always feel that way.

But with Iren's treatment today, Dika felt Iren was outrageous. If she hates him, that's okay. Dika just wanted to be appreciated as a husband with all the attention he did. That'sallthatis.

Put that hand down from the nape of his wife. He also just stared at me. "Gue just fulfilled my duty as a husband. If you don't like me and hate me, it's okay Ren. That's your right." Said Dika with a witty.

"But, at least you see the attention of me. Sorry if you suffered during my same life, I'll set you free after our son was born into the world." Dika stepped out of her room and left Iren who just silently looked at her from the mirror reflection.

Like a thousand thorns, Iren's words and treatment pierced into his heart. Indeed they married because of force, but at least Iren must appreciate it as a husband.

While Iren was just pensive in his place. Dika's words seemed to awaken her from one of her obligations as a wife. She sat down and wept over her harsh treatment of her husband.

The accident was not entirely wrong. If Iren hadn't let Dika do it, there probably wouldn't have been a fetus growing in her womb.

Seeing Dika leave just like that, his heart became a little disappointed.

"Have I gone too far with him?" Iren sobbed and wiped the remaining tears on his cheek.

By riding his bike, Dika went somewhere. He chose to avoid Iren's view so as not to affect his mood and the fetus his wife conceived.

A view of the sea became a place to release all his sadness. That handsome face looks sad and tangled.

"Why is my life like this? When I accept everything, even my wife does not appreciate anything I do to her. Why god?" Shouted Dika letting go of his frustration.

He sat down by pulling his hair violently. "Yahoooo!" Shouted Dika again while raising his head upwards.

He continued to walk closer towards the sea and stood on the edge of the abyss above the sea. His gaze began to blur as his teary eyes held back his cries.

Not felt, tears just slid down his cheeks.

"Should I go forever?" Dika's mind began to get out of control. I don't know what demon possessed him, until he thought like that.

"I'm sorry .. sorry!" His shadow in the sea water seemed to call him so that Dika jumped and plunged into the deep sea.

"Renita ...!" He shouted as he splashed into the sea water.

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The night was getting late, but Dika was not seen coming home. He hasn't been home for two days, even just calling her.

Iren was too embarrassed to contact Dika's parents and the And the genk just asked her whereabouts.

What they say later, later they think that I love to die again the same Dika. Hmm!

But he also thought again. If something happens the same way?

Iren was worried. Her feelings were more and more unbecoming because her husband did not come home, plus his harsh words the other day.

"Where did he go? What's to the kids' place?" He also contacted one of his friends.

Tuuuttt.

The waiting tone of the call sounded and he patiently waited for her.

"Hallo!" Geri's voice answered her call.

"Hallo Ger, I'd like to ask. Emm, where are you going?" Iren asked directly after pausing his words.

"When? There is no tuh! After all, I'm not his second wife who has to take time every day!" Reply Geri with the candle.

"Serious gue, Ger!" Iren's tone sounded annoyed.

Geri chuckled at Iren's annoyed remark. "Hahaha, Dika your husband. Why ask me? Anyway, what time is Ren? Midnight gini is the time for husband and wife to make love, not go to his best friend's house!" Geri's words made Iren slightly insinuated.

Never make love, sleep one room even one bed never.

During this time, Dika always slept on the sofa of the tengan room and Iren slept in the room alone. It was not Dika who intentionally did that, but he himself forced Dika to sleep outside and Dika never protested at his request.

In fact, Dika never disputed anything Iren wanted.

Do not greet each other and never sit together if eating.

During the four months of marriage with her, Iren had always paid no attention and had no respect for Dika at all.

"Ren, Renita ..., are you still there?" Geri asked because she did not hear the voice of her best friend.

"Ah yes Ger. I'm ...," Iren can't say anything anymore. What he thought about now was Dika's existence.

"Thank you, Ger. Hye!" The phone call was closed by Iren before Geri said anything.

"Ren, I ..., hello!" He couldn't say anything because the connection had been broken off next to the side.

"Basar Iren, just tell me you're worried." Geri continued her sleep because it was already at 23:30 which means it was late at night.

While at home, Iren was seen pacing back and forth with a very agitated feeling.

"Gue just call Sherly!" In his phone number, Sherly and he shifted the green color and waited for his call to be answered.

"Hallo, assalamuala'ikum!" Zidane's voice answered his call.

Iren became confused between asking or not just being. "Why did Zidane answer!"

"Vaalaikumsalam. Emm, hi Zidane. Sorry to interrupt the nights like this. I just want to ask you guys how you are doing, hehehe!" Finally the question came out of his mouth.

"Oh, we're good news." Zidane replied softly."You're not interrupting. It's still daytime, so relax!" Further again.

"Still noon? Where are you guys again?" Iren asked curiously.

"We are in Amsterdam again. There's business I have to finish at headquarters, and we'll have a honeymoon after." Zidane.

"Owh, yes, I have. I ...!"

"Well, this is your best friend coming!" Zidane stopped Iren's remarks.

"Dear, Iren called." Giving his wife a cell phone.

"Hallo honey, what made you call me after a long stay in the cave toke?" Sherly's slight joke made Iren smile.

"Hey, you think I'm fuckin. You're you!" He smiled at the end of there.

"Hahaha," Sherly chuckled at the voice of her best friend.

"Are you happy, beb?" Ask Iren.

"Gue is very happy. You know Ren, the king ice has promised me that after the job is done, I want to be taken around Europe. Funny right?" Sherly said with a smile that never disappeared on her face.

"Hemh, I'm grinning you happy like this." Said Iren and he did not ask about Dika.

"Only for me, he won't know about Dika's whereabouts." Inner Iren.

"Yes Sher, I'm closing ya. It was late and I was very sleepy. Hooaaammh, bye Sherly. Have fun!" He closes his call after Sherly answers. "Bye Iren,"

"Hufft, the last one is just Indra. Can I hear his voice?" He was hesitant but still made a call to Indra.

"Hallo!" Indra's soft voice made Iren's heart faint. Guilt instantly enveloped him.

He was silent with tears dripping down his cheeks.

"Hallo, Ren!" Indra's voice again sounded and said his name. Not a call like when he was with her.

"Ren, what's my phone? Is there a problem?" Indra's question awakened Iren's daydreams plus the voice of the woman who called Indra affectionately.

"Who is that, baby?" His voice was approaching towards Indra.

"He's my best friend, baby!" Indra said a little away from his phone but still heard Iren.

Iren's heart ached when he heard Indra's soft words to another woman. But, it was her right to choose another woman because indeed Indra had to continue her life.

"Have you forgotten me, Ay?" Inner Iren who continues to cry for her ex-boyfriend.

"Darling, let's go. We are waiting outside!" The woman's whining invites Indra to move from her seat.

"Beauty dong, I'm calling first. You wait for me outside, right?" Pinta Indra with a friendly tone.

"Hallo Ren, if you don't want to talk, will I close? You know, we're going!" Indra said at the end of the phone.

"Gue pray you'll always be happy with Dika and your future children. Goodbye, Ren. Assalamuala'ikum!" And that connection was broken by Indra.

Iren dropped himself on the bed loudly after hearing every word Indra said.

"Yahoo!" He screamed while crying.

"I'm sorry, Dika. I'm sorry, sorry!" Iren cried while curled up on the bed.

He felt very sad and worried.

His three best friends have been contacted, but no one knows where Dika is. Although he did not ask, he knew that they did not know where Dika was at the moment.

Sherly is currently with Zidane in Amsterdam. And Indra is with her new boyfriend. They can't possibly know Dika's whereabouts right now.

While at the place where Indra was, he stared at his dead phone. Actually, he was very happy and also sad to hear Iren's voice.

Glad he hasn't heard it in a long time. Sad to have to deliberately let Iren hear his friendly speech and gentle words to another woman.

"I'm sorry, yank. This is what I have to do for your happiness. I can't forget you, but it's not fair to Dika. Mahardika is my best friend as well as you. So, I'll keep you guys together and happy always." Indra also stepped out to approach her new boyfriend.

"Let's go, baby, let's go!"Take her to her boyfriend with a sweet smile.