
Reni was shocked when she saw Zahran enter her room. Zahran walked up to the bed where Reni was sitting on top of him.
"Where? does it still hurt?" ask Zahran.
"You don't know why I fell?"
"Is that important?".
"Is it because I fell?"
"You mean?" asked Zahran really did not understand.
"If Kaylin is the one who fell you must be making a fuss."
"Wait a minute, anyways if we go over, everyone will blame you, because you were the one who attacked Kaylin."
"So you blame me."
"You're not wrong, there's nothing wrong, only you're so careless, if it's Kaylin who fell you can be sued by Ken Mahesa,because there you attacked their house" Zahran explained.
"I understand you're an emotion, but it's not Kaylin's fault, I've been wrong all this time, I thought the south wind of love was you, why do I think so because I saw you several times in the break hours into our class" Zahran added.
"So what now? I don't care if this marriage is annulled." said Reni with a sick heart.
Zahran knew that even if the woman spoke no problem, but she knew that the woman's heart was breaking. He did not want to destroy the dream of that woman.
Lagian Zahran also could not be together with Kaylin. He was very sure that the woman would not want to be with him after what he did to her.
"We will still get married, the marriage must still be carried out as planned" said Zahran.
Reni looked at Zahran's bead of eyes to look for the blemish of seriousness. But he did not find it.
"But I'm not the woman you've been looking for all this time."
"Maybe this is our soul mate."
"Wouldn't it be pushed back? we still have to think about each other's feelings, later we are not happy, I also want to focus on treatment first."
"Let me take you for treatment, I have a doctor's acquaintance for your feet."
"I don't think the wedding plans should go away, I don't want to live with a man who doesn't expect me to be around, I don't want my husband to think about another woman with me" Reni said.
"Invitation's been spread, it's a shame."
"I don't care if you cancel or postpone the day until where we are equally sure."
"That would embarrass both sides of the family, we stay married as planned, are you not willing to marry me?" ask Zahran.
"The question should be for you, whether you can love me after knowing that I'm not the woman you want to be" Reni said.
Zahrah did not answer. For a long time he thought of the right answer so as not to hurt Reni.
"We can go through, I'm the one who asked you to get married."
"Well, but you want to leave Jakarta, we leave the country, I don't want you to meet Kaylin."
"Me and her will never see each other again, she's in Bali."
"Are you sure you won't regret it?"
"I'll never regret what I've done, I've thought through everything carefully."
"Well, I don't want any of us to get hurt."
"I promise to give you happiness, I will strive for it."
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Kaylin Mahesa was sitting at the window. He looked at the garden behind his house.
Kaylin simply kept silent with a somewhat empty look. His eyes blinked occasionally and sometimes he also sighed.
Since returning home from Jakarta two days ago, he has been daydreaming a lot. His heart had learned to forget about Zahran lately. But when the wedding day comes it makes the woman even more nosy.
"You belong to someone else, there's no point thinking about you" Kaylin said.
Kaylin tried to get up from her seat. He walked to his bedroom bed.
Kaylin laid her body in lethargy. He had not eaten at all this morning. His heart is broken right now.
"Surely at this time he is kabul" he said without feeling his tears flowing.
Kaylin could only ponder in her room. He could not afford to watch the marriage of his beloved man live. He also did not want to find out their wedding photos in the family group.
Kaylin closed her eyes trying to sleep. Yes, he did not really sleep but he still forced to close his eyes.
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Reni was silent in the corner of the room thinking about everything that happened.Zahran did promise to make her happy. But seeing the man daydream about sitting down when he just came, made Reni confident in her decision.
Reni remembers sitting at the Kabul ijab table. Reni saw Zahran's reddened eyes holding back her cries. Reni knows that the man sacrificed his love just to keep his good name.
Reni is happy when Zahran is willing to sacrifice himself for her. But that's not what he wants.
Reni also still remembered when the ruler asked the two of them.
"Is it ready?"
"Ready/no." replied Zahran along with Reni.
A loud voice rang out as Reni said no. And Zahran also looked at Reni with a confused face.
"Ren, why?" tanyanya gently.
"I'm not willing to marry her, I think I still need some time to think before it's too late, I just want to focus on the treatment first." reni said to make people there whisper and splash.
"Ren we've ........."
"My decision is round, I'm backing down, please take me to the room" Reni said.
Mama Reni was confused by her son's attitude. He hesitated to bring Reni. But the father continued Reni brought her son.
Reni is close to her father because from small raised. He used to think that it was his real father. But he ended up knowing after an embarrassing incident committed by his biological father.
Reni sat down by herself remembering what happened earlier. He was sure that soon all the nuclear families would enter and ask him.
"Are you sure Ren by your decision?" Iwan his papa went into the room.
"Yes pa, I don't want to waste my life with a man who loves another woman."
"You mean?" ask Dinda the mom.
"Zahran loves other women, he thinks I'm the woman he's waiting for" Reni explained.
Galuh Kusuma who just entered was shocked to hear Reni's answer.
"What is this An? what Reni said."
"It's not like it's pa's story, mama knows the story." replied mama Siska quickly.
"What ma? you should never try to protect her" Galuh said.
"Zahran is not cheating om, this is just a misunderstanding."
"So look, when this Zahran school had a fan who named herself the South wind blowing in love, well this woman always sends her a canned letter, you know, then our son fell in love with the writing he wrote, he tried to find the woman, and he thought that the woman was Reni." the story of Mama Siska paused for a moment.
"Makanya Zahran tried very hard to get Reni, but two days ago Zahran knew who the woman was, and Reni knew about it too, but Zahran remained committed to marrying Reni."
"But it was forced because it was already done, otherwise Zahran would not have invited me to marry" Reni replied.
"Where do you know the author of the canned letter? it was a long time ago." asked the father.
"Mama told pa, because mama knew who the woman was, at first Zahran felt strange when he saw the woman was close to another man."
"You're ruining the show" said his father Galuh upset with his wife.
"Pa Zahran also felt strange when he saw the woman, so my mother only told me, no more" replied Mama Siska.
"Udah om, Auntie, maybe this is the way God showed them and maybe this is the moment they met" Reni replied.
"How areyou? you don't want to sacrifice yourself." Galuh said.
"No, I saved myself." replied Reni smiling.
"Well, if it's your decision, let the guests eat without telling anything first, find a logical reason so that both parties are not harmed" said Galuh Kusuma.