The Soul In The Dream

Hang on

The party is over, all the family back to their respective rooms, some choose to walk the road to shopping ria.

Denis chose to rest in his grandmother's room with his other cousins

while Marsya is in her room, aided by her assistants to open her kebaya and a series of accessories in her head.

"that's hard, half a day's grueling event"

"it's done ma'am, we go out first yaa afraid that sir nando keburu come" uca ela with a ignorant smile

"ihh little boy on naughty, ywdh get out there close the door"

after being alone in the room, Marsya rasany want to go straight to sleep, but it occurred to nando who had not come "does he know my room number, yes, during the event he did not want to, eehhh right he'll stay asked the hotel receptionist, stupid really me"

finally, Marsya took a bath, cleaned her body..

before the shower she turns on the shower, setting the temperature she wants, but she doesn't shower right away, in standing in front of a large mirror in that bathroom..

"*what's the news of Marsya" she asked in the mirror

"what would you expect today to come to you, after a grueling struggle of life, someone loves you, accepts your condition and even loves your child unconditionally.."

"you're very lucky, maybe this kind of soul mate is the dream of all the women in the world"

"but are you worthy of*??"

marsya was sculpting, staring at the cerimin, her inner voice too pessimistic, as if she did not deserve the preferential treatment of nando and his family..

then crying, his cry became in the middle of the sound of the shower that was still lit...

why do I feel unworthy of all this, but I also want to be happy, I also want to get love, why should I feel like this.

without Marsya knowing, Nando has entered the room using another key, looking for the existence of Marsya intends to surprise him.

but what happened was a shocked nando, hearing the cry of Marsya in the bathroom, a million bewilderments entered his mind

why are you crying alone, when you were happy with me during the event.Is my declaration of love too burdensome for you, or is this marriage against your will?

Nando exited the room, leaving no trace of his arrival at all, and opted for a cafe in the hotel lobby.

I'm sorry Marsya, I've forced my will to have you, without knowing your true feelings, don't smile in front of me but behind you cry, it hurts more

until tlp nando rang from marsya

"where are you, my room number 515, but not yet"

"i'm at the cafe, I'll ride"

"okay" phone rang

marsya spirit, thin and thin "okay marsya, a new role starts now, accept the reality and try to be a good wife" she said encouraging herself

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the gem hotel cafe

"i'm sitting where" asked Marsya to nando

nando patted the sofa hinting for Marsya to sit next to him

"marsya" nando's voice began to get serious

"i want Denis to have 4 sisters, I want us to be a big family"

what the hell, suddenly talking about children

"when I get home from work, I'll see you cooking, sambi looking after our children, you smile welcome me, then I will accompany anak2 while waiting for you to prepare the grave of the night"

mr. Nando, realize which wife will smile to welcome her husband when he is bothered with kitchen affairs, while babysitting 5 children.

"after eating I will help you wash the dishes, then we will put the children to sleep in their room2 after that I will carry you to our room, is my imagination too burdening you?"

your delusion is too sweet master husband, you think after giving birth to 5 children, my body will still be this straight? how strong you carry me later. giving birth to tennis alone makes me have crazy sports crazy, let alone giving birth to 4 more children..

"but Marsha, if giving birth four more times burden you, I won't force you, one more is enough for me, even if only Denis is my only child I don't have a problem, as long as you stay with me.."

"don't go, and don't leave me, even if my love weighs too much on you, hang on because I can't let you go" Nando said seriously...while continuing to stare straight without seeing Marsya next to him trying to digest what he had just heard

you say what the hell, I just came, just copy not yet, why should I go

"answer" said nando again

eeh emang had a question, ko should be answered, yes in ajalah let cepet

"yes my husband" said Marsya smiling brightly and then raising nando's hand, and wrapping around his waist to hug him, Marsya put his head on nando's shoulder, and he put his arm around her,

whatever you say, what is important spoiled long ago, has long never spun the same guy, last the same alm his father denis, and that was 5 years ago.

nando was surprised by what Marsya did, hugging women even in public places, he should be happy, getting a wife who had been in his dreams, but why he was sad, he said, sad because Marsya is always smiling, but still crying behind her.

why is he teasing me like this, what if I misunderstand and think he loves me too

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