
Rasya who had just regained consciousness, looked around him. He saw that the Andaksa family was in the room, and Pandu sat beside him with an anxious look on his face. Rasya's head was still so dizzy, even the scars of Pandu's punch still felt pain in his nose.
"You're sober?" tanya Pandu, her voice sounded once full of worry. Rasya did not reply, only staring at Pandu at a glance, slowly nodding and then turning her back to her husband.
"I'm sorry." Pandu's voice was so soft that it was barely even heard. "I've hurt you so much."
"No need to apologize, Om. I'm fine" Rasya said, trying to be normal.
"Face here if you are not angry with me" said Pandu, but Rasya shook his head. Lisa who saw it immediately told Pandu to go first. Pandu refused at first, but seeing the look in his eyes that was so pleading, he was forced to walk backwards and sit his butt on the sofa, sitting next to his father.
"Darling, are you out?" ask Lisa gently. Rasya opened his eyes and looked at his mother-in-law who also looked worried about him.
"Here you go, Mom." Rasya pulled both corners of her lips forming a sweet smile.
"Thank God." Lisa rubbed the top of Rasya's head, and the girl could only close her eyes enjoying how gentle the mother-in-law's touch was.
"After this we go home to the main house" Lisa said. Rasya's face suddenly grim.
"I don't want to, Mom." Rasya refused with doubt. I was afraid Lisa would be offended. Pandu who heard that immediately got up and was about to get closer, but Lisa gave the code telling Pandu to stop.
"Why?" lisa asked softly, still rubbing the top of Rasya's head.
"I'm gonna need some time alone, Mom. I don't want to be disturbed by anyone." Rasya's voice sounded so heavy.
"Stay with mommy and Pandu won't bother you or see you for a while." Lisa seduced, but Rasya shook her head quickly. Lisa took a deep breath and slowly exhaled. "Then how do you want?"
"I want to live in a rented house with friends otherwise I'll just go back to the village." Rasya answered confidently. Lisa was silent, and so was Pandu. Ferdinan and Gilang who had been sitting on the sofa observing, finally nodded their heads in agreement.
"Alright, then mommy let you calm down," Lisa said after seeing the code from her husband.
Rasya's face suddenly nervous as Pandu crouched in front of him until now their faces were facing each other. Rasya was about to turn around, but quickly Pandu held him back. Rasya's heart was pounding as Pandu stared at him very fixedly.
"Don't go," Pandu tidied. Rasya tried his hardest to hold back the tears so as not to fall. He tried not to play with Pandu. He did not want to be hurt because their relationship was not based on love. However, now ... his heart seemed to betray. Looking at the man's eyes alone, Rasya's heart seemed to melt.
"Stay beside me so that I may be sure that my heart has chosen you." Pandu so asked, and Rasya fell silent to pet.
"Om, give me a month to calm down and Om's sure of Om's feelings." Rasya looked at Pandu so begging.
"Rb ...."
"I beg you." Rasya cupped both hands.
Pandu looked at Rasya's face. A face that looked a little pale, and a flushed nose a punch mark. However, the more he looked inside, Rasya's smile was more visible.
"If in a month Om can love me really then we will continue our marriage, but if Om still harbors feelings for other women. Then we shall not meet again. I'm sure we'll be happy even in our own way." Rasya spoke with a bitter smile. The guide who saw that also felt his heart throbbing pain.
It was very desirable for Pandu to reject Rasya's request firmly, but in retrospect there was no harm in any distance between them. At least Pandu can be sure of his own heart.
"alright. I'll give each other time to calm down. Now tell me, where are you going home? House or father's house? Let me drive you." Pandu was so begging. Rasya nodded weakly in response.
"Let's be nice when you're away from me."
Rasya was silent as he felt his heart thump as Pandu dipped his forehead long enough. Rasya's tears almost escaped if not dammed with all his might.
Is the heart of the woman the same? In the real world or in novels? Just because of a kiss and a soft word, it just melted away. I really hate myself being weak like this.