The Soft Heart of Silk

happy with you

Along the way Tiara is more silent if not asked by Sandy. He still looks awkward sitting close to the man, especially this time, because the occasional travel shock of their bodies touching each other so that occasionally they look at each other in a very close distance. Shyness and awkwardness are very evident from their interactions.

" why silence? regretted?" ask Sandy to open the conversation.

" hmm...what ? " tiara asked nervously at Sandy's question that arrived.

" sorry?" sandy's birthday on Tiara

" What?

" sorry to leave my parents and choose to come with me?"

" how did Sandy do that?"

" you seem to be silent and daydreaming."

" I'm not sorry."

" There's still time if you're sorry to go with me, I can take you back home not too far away.."

" i told you, I'll never regret it."

" are you sure?"

" very sure. Why doesn't Sandy believe the same thing I said?"

" Because you will suffer greatly with me."

" how do you know I'm going to suffer?"

" you're used to living a good life and always being served, but with me you won't get any of that."

" i'd be happy if Sandy always loved me."

Sandy was silent at Tiara's words, only her eyes could not escape looking at the beautiful face sitting beside her, unable to be prevented again and Sandy's hands stretched out and touched Tiara's soft cheeks, and he began to caress her slowly, slowly but surely Sandy's face approached Tiara's face and would kiss her.

" Mas.." prevent Tiara while looking to the left right while holding Sandy's chest in front with her hands, because the bus is full even though there are still some passenger benches that look empty. Fortunately it was night, while the lights on the bus were not being turned on. What they did was not seen by the other passengers.

Sandy realized what had happened, hurriedly she immediately pulled her head and returned to sitting on her chair properly.

" i'm sorry Tiara, I didn't mean it." said Sandy, rubbing her face rough while easing the turmoil in her heart.

" no papa mas.I understand."

" please never get tired of reminding me that I'm going too far and starting too far huh. I'm afraid I can't control myself."

" yes, I will always try to remember all our promises to Aunt and Uncle, I don't want them to be disappointed, because they already believe in us" Tiara replied slowly

" yes, I love them as much as my own parents. I don't want to disappoint them either ."

" why don't we get married first, at least we won't sin."

" Tiara.I want Restu from your parents, so I will try to establish myself with you first."

" we will try and continue to pray, I believe that God will help us if our intentions are good."

" what if it takes a long time?"

" i'll be patient."

" really?"

" you doubt me? I should have talked to you like that. Could it be that you are patiently waiting for me?"

"thank you, man. I will be very patient waiting for you." said Tiara as she leaned her head on Sandy's shoulder. While Sandy grabbed Tiara's fingers and kissed her gently. Just doing that thing only the two teenagers had their hearts pounding uncontrollably. Sandy only hoped that Tiara did not know, of course, that hope was in Sia's vain, especially now that the head of the tiara was close to her chest. That's why Tiara was looking at him with a smile.

" Don't be ashamed, I'll be too. After all, you are the first man I have ever been beside me this close, and dare to hold my hand like this, because you are the one I love" Tiara said

" really?"

" yes." "yes."

" you are also the first woman besides my Aunt and my mother to ever touch me and the one I touch."

Tiara and Sandy looked at each other again. Their eyes fell on the lips of the two and as if they were given aba aba both licked their lips. Sandy Dan Tiara realized their silliness ended up smiling while turning their faces away.

"Mas...in Surabaya later we want to live where?" tanya tiara threw away the awkwardness between the two.

" for a while, we stayed at uncle's friend's house. He was very kind, already like a brother to uncle Dan Bibi, he had been living alone since his wife died a few years ago." sandy said while confirming his sitting position to be more comfortable because their journey is quite far away.

" Did he have no children?" ask Tiara

" had, but died in an accident with his wife. Though soon to be married at that time, uncle was very sad when it lost a loved one at the same time."

" pity.." said ayu slowly imagining his uncle's feelings.

" the fate of a man no one ever knew. But..I ask you later do not be surprised when you get there."

" why?"

"in that house there are only two rooms, so if one is already in uncle's use, it means you sleep in a room with me.But if uncle is working at night I can use his room, I can use his room, so you can sleep alone." explained Sandy, And of course Tiara looked a little surprised, but it didn't last long.he just nodded his head in response.

" So.it is important for us to always be in a conscious state yes."

" do we often faint?" tiara asked with a mocking smile.

" yes, if it's near you I'll faint easily." replied Sandy firmly.

" where was there a fainting on purpose?"

" There's. Wanna see?" suddenly Sandy Pura Pura fainted and fell right on Tiara's chest. Of course Tiara tried her hardest to wake up Sandy's sturdy body so as not to do that until finally she was annoyed because her efforts ended in vain, and finally Tiara pinched Sandy's stomach very hard. Sandy's scream of course invites the attention of other passengers. Some who smile there are also those who sneer even say they forget the land, some are just staring at them with a flat expression. Of course it embarrassed Tiara Tiara to death. But what can he do except just be silent while Sandy apologizes to the passengers who have disrupted their trip all.

Tiara Pura Pura sleeps to reduce her embarrassment. While Sandy only laughed softly with occasional teasing him by whispering in the ear huh. But Tiara did not want to respond, finally he really fell asleep next to Sandy with his head leaning on Sandy's sturdy shoulder. And Sandy hugged him tightly so that Tiara would not cool down during the journey, in her position Sandy freely kissed Tiara's head. Tiara's fragrant hair immediately ushered Sandy into dreamland as well.