
COMMAS
POV Aldo's
the atmosphere was very quiet in the hospital, it did not feel like it was night, I also entered the doctor's room
there was a rush of guilt in my mind ah again - again I hurt the heart of the woman I love, but the words mama always haunt my mind , many times mama said she was busy with her dress joking with a man, even when I left she dared to call someone from the phone plane at home
virgin was one of the girls who was close to me in school again, she was very aggressive and dared to approach me as she wanted, but actually I didn't really pique her much
just because getting my mom's message about my wife's treatment during her stay made me deliberately heat her up and let virgin sit on my lap in hopes she was jealous .
"stupid me." I said in my heart, why does this anger make me crazy, in front of my eyes, I see a thick brown liquid flowing at his feet but I don't even rub it .
if anything happens to him and my son, then I'm the cause
" right now, your wife is in a coma ?" the doctor broke my daydream
" how is my child's condition ? " many worry
" thank God, the child in the womb is still healthy but if in 2 days, the mother is not aware we have to take surgery , to remove the baby ... here I return to Mr. aldo because I have to choose one, if we automatic operation the mother can not be helped because of her coma unless, there is a miracle given by God " the doctor's light to me
" i can negotiate this with my family "my question
" please pack this decision can still be taken tomorrow before the action is taken, hopefully before tomorrow the father's wife is aware" explained the doctor again
" sorry doc. .. if you can know the cause of the bleeding and he got into a coma what "question me
" mom selvi should be pregnant should not be too tired, and think tight, it seems he is experiencing extreme stress in , but that's just some opinion that I can take from seeing his current condition "the explanation of the doctor is very clear
I can only brush my hair as if full of regrets .
" does my mother often have cramps ? " ask the doctor
I was afraid the doctor blamed me so I made an excuse "he can't sit still, doctor... he always busies himself with activities at home and he does often experience cramps at the age of 3 months "killahku so that there is no other impression .
I also left the room
I took my foot out of the room and closed the rectangular object back and then put my foot in the direction where Selvi fell asleep
many regrets mixed with disappointment , I should not have done anything arbitrarily - mena kedia, but considering the short message from mama who sent a photo of her with another man in front of the house , who is it I don't want to know and I'll never ask him .
the two middle-aged parents stared questioningly at me, slowly I stepped on this leg so as not to get there immediately. Because , I was confused what to say
mama selvi was impatient and immediately stepped towards me
" do.... do.... what does the doctor say ? " tanyanya
" mama don't worry selvi is good only when this is in a coma and the future grandchildren mama is also good , we can only pray that tomorrow morning he will realize that there is no action that makes us have to choose "my explanation to mama selvi and my papa
while I sit down to calm down "mama now go home first, later if there is news aldo immediately tell mama . because, kasian papah at home later anxious this is already night " say me again, so that his mother always not worried
the middle-aged woman was standing "well do. mama believes the same aldo, mama went home first yes "he also said goodbye to my father.
far away I saw the footsteps of the woman shortly afterwards someone landed on my cheek
papa's slap landed right on my cheek
his face was red like a merapi mountain that was about to erupt
" where your compassion does. where your human feelings are not as husband but as human human humanized man "her cheer before me .
I just kept my cheek holding back the pain of his slap
" i raised you, not to be ashamed at least you can correct your mistakes, fortunately the boy is still alive if he does not want to put where my face , his parents had a stroke because of you " papa's emotions are mounting
" sit here..how they have to survive everything, after she gives birth if you still want to be happy - glad you better part with her let her pursue her future " say my papa again
" yes .. pi "that's all that can come out of my mouth
papa came home, now I'm alone in the hospital befriending sunyinya night and befriending my ego
there was no sign of him being conscious
sometimes I try to close my eyes, but can't be closed, there's no drowsiness , I was like tossing around while the woman inside that I love but right now I hate falling into a coma without knowing life or death.
I opened my eyes I pointed my way to the hospital toilet, I opened the door squeaking because it was silent so the slightest sound rang out at the edge, I turned the water tap on the sink of the toilet I washed my hands.
long time I played my hand under the water, then I washed my face, while looking at all the words papa had said .
as it is still ringing all papa's true words are very true, why do I always make it difficult, why is there no sense of humanity "arghhhhhhhhhhhhh......... " I shouted in the quiet toilet cubicle no one or no one I just vent emotions.
I put my foot back out into the room where the selvi in the care of, when passing through the window of his room there was the sound of the tool - tit hospital tool ...tit ..... slow but sure
time showed at 4:30 am before dawn, I rested my head on the hospital chair until I could close my eyes even though I was still not asleep .
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tit......
selvi is still recovering from her coma, I peeked from behind the window that the nurse had opened, she seemed to be asleep like nothing - what happened , it looked beautiful when she was asleep however...
the device in the machine was moving too fast, and saw several nurses in salted egg green clothes busy around the body selvi , no matter what happens once in a while they look at the clock on the ladder, pay attention to the infusion, ' he said , and there came again the nurse who brought the device what it was I did not understand how many hoses were attached to her body and like small wires .
soon they sighed, and the other one was like checking my baby's heart rate
I wanted to go in with him, to get rid of the fear I was having right now but , I couldn't get into that room.
I could only look at her from behind the glass, event after event she had experienced there herself, she was fighting against her own .
right now I feel in a very useless phase and as a loser man who can't do anything .
again the voice weakened, and the nurse was again busy around him this time there was anxiety, like my chest stopped breathing, getting very tight as the door of the room opened the nurse ran towards the doctor's room
cold sweat began to wash over my face, it looked as if the doctor and some of his team were rushing towards us, my lips stiff, stiff, my feet seemed immobile - what happened to the curtain where I used to see it closed again.
I could just sit back and pick up my phone, I asked my mother-in-law to come with me, without any explanation that made her anxious just left a message "ma , if not busy being able to accompany me in the hospital now "that's all I'm saying
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