The Sincere Love Of The Ustadz

Grief tidings

Mother who just came to the house, seeing the door open wide

"Did Risa forget to close the door?"mumbling mother, because not usually Risa forgot.

Mom went in and looked for Risa's whereabouts, mother furrowed her eyebrows, seeing that there was still food on the table.

"Risa, haven't you eaten since this morning?" mother asked, approaching Risa in her room.

"Not yet ma'am, sorry Risa forgot, because it was the keasasi take care and breastfeed Anisa" said Risa, smiling, Risa had not had time to eat since this morning, and in addition to the incident earlier, making Risa not appetite.

"O Allah, Risa, you are breastfeeding son, do not let you forget to eat, then your baby" said the mother, advising, Risa also nodded her head slowly.

Mother approached and looked at Risa's face, Risa's eyes look swollen and swollen.

"Son, did you cry?your eyes look swollen" asked the mother, rubbing Risa's head.

"Maybe because Risa was staying up last night, so it looks swollen" said Risa, covering her sadness, she did not want her mother to feel sad, what if she found out the two princesses had a fight.

"Yes already, you should eat first, let Anisa's fat mother"the mother, while taking over carrying her granddaughter, Risa nodded with a smile.

"Son, when I got home, my mom saw the outside door open, did you forget to close it?"ask mother.

"Like her, Sarah who forgot to close her door ma'am, so ka Sarah had to go home, to pick up something left behind, maybe because in a hurry, if Sarah so forget to close her door, Sarah so forget to close her door,and Risa also forgot to check her door back," said Risa, feeling bad.

"So then, yes already...other times, you should not forget to close and lock the door of the house, what if you are alone, the danger, if there are bad people enter how?"said mother.

"Sorry ma'am" said Risa, the mother nodded her head with a smile, and Risa immediately ate.

Already 3 days Sarah and Risa did not respond, Sarah always avoided anything when she saw the existence of Risa, the mother was confused and felt astonished to see the behavior of her two daughters.

"Are you guys fighting?"asked the mother, Lisa only shook her head with a smile, the mother breathed her rough, she was not satisfied with Risa's answer,I was confused to see Risa 3 today more silent do not talk and Sarah is more indifferent and often out of the house.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Reihan, who had just returned home.

"Wa'alaikum salam,"sahut Risa and mother.

"Have you gone home?"risa asked, she was confused to see her husband coming home sooner.

"Yes, she came home early, because she heard, Abah went to the hospital again last night, and Abah's condition was critical" replied Reihan, Risa and mother were surprised to hear her.

"Oh Allah, may Pak Kyai be given healing and health as before "say mother felt sad while praying Pak kyai.

"Aamiin"sahut Risa and Reihan.

"You want to shower and change clothes first, after that Kaka will go straight to the hospital" Reihan said.

"What Risa, may I come?"risa asked, hoping, she wanted to visit Kyai.

"No dear, kasian if our child is staying, and if it is not possible, because it is still small" Reihan said, rubbing his wife's head, giving understanding, Risa also nodded her head.

"Darling, we went to the hospital first" said Reihan, who had taken a shower and changed her clothes.

"Yes ka, don't forget the news, Abah's condition is there" said Risa, feeling worried, while greeting and kissing the back of her husband's hand.

"Honey, "Reported Reihan, peeping at his wife's forehead.

In the hospital.

"Where is Abah ka?"reihan asked, to Jonah who was in the hospital first, he was very worried.

"It is still critical, and there has been no change" Yunus said, deeply saddened.

They also see kyai from behind the glass, because it is not allowed by the doctor to enter first.

Seeing his adopted Abah lying helpless, and many tools attached to his body, Reihan's tears dripped down his cheeks, the figure of an Abah and a teacher who became role models for Reihan,now struggling with his illness, the cheerful Abah never complains, never gets angry and never discriminates against others,that is something that he has always been disinclined and loved by many people.

"Umi, has Umi eaten?"asked Reihan, while sitting near the Umi, he saw the face of the umi pale and very tired, the eyes of the umi also look swollen, Reihan felt unable to see the condition of the umi like this,umi just kept quiet and shook her head.

"Umi, you should eat first, this Reihan was able to buy food and cake for umi" Reihan said, taking food for umi.

"Reihan,umi no appetite" Umi said, refusing.

"Umi, if Abah knows,umi does not want to eat, Abah will definitely be sad, eat umi, even if only a little, so that there is energy and not sick" Reihan said, persuading umi,and Umi also wants to eat the food Reihan gave.

Jonah and the children of Umi also felt relieved, seeing Umi want to eat, because from yesterday they persuaded the umi, but umi still did not want to eat, and made others become worried.

Kyai's situation is increasingly alarming, Kyai asked the doctor to gather his entire family, with his eyes and lips cues, the doctor understood and immediately gathered all members of the Kyai family to accompany him, all gathered around the kyai, mumi asked Reihan to whisper and lead the kyai, after Reihan finished saying the two sentences of the shahadah, which was followed by the kyai, kyai also breathed his last breath, his last breath,umi who was beside Kyai was crying, the children of Kyai and others were crying too.

"Innalilahi wa Inna ilaihi Raji'un" Reihan said as he shed tears.😭😭😭

Reihan also read do'a.

"Bismillahirahmanirahim"

"Allahu hummaqfir lahu war hamhu wa'afihi wa'fu anhu wa akrim nujulahu wa wassi' madkhhu waqhsilhu bilma'i wats tsakji Walta ats-tsauba al-abyadh Minad danasi, waabdhilhu daran khiran Min darih,wa ahlan Khairan min ahlihi wa zaujan Khairan minzaujihi wa adkhilhu al-jannata wa a'idzhu min 'adzabil qabri wa min adzabannar, Aamiin."

The others also helped amen do'a Reihan.

"We all belong to Allah and to him we will all return" (QS Al-Baqarah verse 156) Reihan said.

Everyone was preparing for Kyai's return to the funeral home, and Reihan also reported to his entire family and his wife at home, everyone who heard this news also lost and felt sad, including Mr. Amin who became a disciple of Kyai.

After bathing and praying, Kyai was taken to his final resting place, the whole family, the kyai-kyai, the healers and all the worshippers and the disciples of Kyai, come to drive him, so many who love him, until the weather also cry, kyai body berahan down and in the entrance to the burrow, lahat, reihan's tears could not be withstood, the sadness that was so great for the departure of parents and teachers who were greatly respected made him cry.

Reihan remembered Abah's advice.

"Death is not the greatest disaster in life, but the greatest disaster in life is when our fear of God is dead when we are alive"

"The best love is that when you love someone who makes your morals more beautiful, your soul more peaceful and your heart more wise, he becomes an affirmer when your obedience wears off,he became an advisor when he was careless to do'a, he was limp when you were happy to melt.Yes, he was the best love who not only wanted to be with you in the world, but also met again in the paradise of God."

Seriate......

(Author is also saddened 😭😭😭)

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