The Sigadis Bungsu

Better to live alone

Dewita left her mother's house with a heavy feeling.even though she was there as an invisible child but at least there are still her mama workers who love her very much.

By noon, Dewiita was told by Asmita about her mother. Asmita has also given the address of the house to be occupied by Dewita. The house was the house that Asmita bought from her work so far.

Honestly Dewita wanted to go there but somehow her heart felt reluctant. Dewita was discouraged by everything she experienced.

Tired of walking with a suitcase dragged by a raansel on his back and a bag tote Dewita paused for a moment sitting on a roadside park bench.

Dewita sat pensively remembering herself.from childhood until now.as if all the memories flew in front of her eyes.

Unable to stem her tears Dewita cried sobbing alone. I don't know what's wrong and his sin is that he has to live like that.

The grandmother who left her returned to the creator, the mother who, though risking her life to give birth to her, did not want her presence, and the father who did not know the benefits.

It was in his mind to die alone, but it was also fearing the Sin of suicide.

" Huh, it is possible that I am destined to live alone.if they want to be happy without me then I will try to live without them" he said with increasingly heavy crying.

After a while, Dewita who was already feeling somewhat calm continued her journey.

He doesn't want to go to Asmita's.

" I still have savings, can I use for rent ",

" huuuuf, living alone may be difficult but I'm sure I can. The child who was obviously abandoned from childhood and did not know his parents could survive the time I couldn't ", said Dewita a little encouraging himself.

" School has also been repaid until I get a diploma later, God willing I can stay a few more months as well ",

Dewita stops the angkot and heads to a place near her school. There are some boarding houses he can go to.

Before entering he entrust his goods first to the nearest stall so as not to bother.

the first kosan he visited the place was quite good just there were more boys, so Dewita did not choose it.

the second kosan was visited was all full.

With a step gontai Dewita walked out the alley and sat in the hall where he slipped a bag.

" Anya again looking for kosan yah dek? ",A,

Say one of the mothers sitting might be waiting for her order.

" uh yes Ma'am, again look for boarding houses but there are no male residents if there is ",

" wah happened to be a mother there is a boarding house and also only intended for women only, coincidentally there was an empty 1 just came out her person ",

" Iyakah ma'am, um I can see the place first ",

" ooh of course you can deck, goodar well mom pay for the order mom used to just go there ",

Dewita also just nodded while watching the mother who was seen using a large wear with a large hijab complete with socks. It seems like she is a religious person.

Not long after the mother paid for her order and took Dewita to the place in question.

It turned out that the place was right next to his school and just entered the hallway about 500 meters from the asphalt road.