The Shadow Wife

Chapter 27 - A Book

"Well, what is this book?" muttered Devina when she saw a thin book with a medium size pink.

He picked up the book and spelled out the letter in front of him, My Diary.

"Is this Mommy's diary?" inner Devina.

He hesitated to return the book to its original place. But his eyes kept glancing towards the book. His heart was curious to open up. But the logic is not allowed because he knows the book belongs to his mother.

And Binar often advised himself as well as Disya that he should not open or take the property of others without the permission of the owner.

After nearly thirty minutes of fighting between his heart and logic, he finally ventured to pick up the diary of his mother.

Plug...

A photo accidentally fell when he opened the diary. And it turns out it was a photograph of Papi and his biological mother when the two were married. Because he saw Papi and his mother wearing fancy traditional clothes and showed off the wedding book in front of the camera. Both of them smiled happily.

Photos of Dion and Berliana while married accidentally tucked Binar between the sheets of his diary. His small hand stretched out open sheet by sheet of diary belonging to Binar. And finally he was knocked to the heart to directly read the writing on the last page.

I don't know when this love started growing in my heart. This love is only for you, my husband. My first love was painful. But I don't know why I can't easily forget that love and erase your name, Dion Ananta.

But it looks like I need to wake up from my dream. I was slapped because you said you only thought of me as a surrogate mother to your two little angels that I love so much. Because your love belongs entirely to my sister, Berliana.

Living as a shadow of his own twin brother turned out to be really crowded. I'm sorry Berli, if I haven't been able to carry out your trust well.

Papa, Mama, Brahma and Bhishma, forgive me for hiding the pain in my heart and also my illness. I don't want to make you sad and burdened. I want you all to always smile happily. Just you know that my household with Brother Dion is as good and harmonious as any other household in general. Although the reality is not like that. Enough I know.

Brother Berli, thank you so much for thanks to you I can feel what it's like to be in love. Although in the end my love was unrequited and just clapped one hand. I am still very happy and grateful. Because thanks to you, I can be a mother. Although Devina and Disya were born not from my womb. They will forever remain my children whom I love so much. Because they are both my little angels that God has presented to me. Both are born from my heart.

Love you Mami's favorite, Mami,

Devina and Disya💖

The jewel of Mami's heart closed her eyes.

Mami's prayer is always with you both in every breath and in every prostration that Mami does. So the kids are sholeh for Papi and the late Mom yes baby. Amens...

I'm sorry, if Mami hasn't been the perfect mom you'd want and expect. But for Mami, Devina and Disya it is a perfect heart jewel. And priceless from any treasure Mami has in this world.

Hugs and kisses from Mommy.

The Binar Mentari Mahendra.

Degs...

"What does this na mean? Where'd you go?" inner Devina.

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Devina was confused and finally decided to re-read some pages of Binar's diary.

While in the hospital yard where Binar was treated, two people have been running since getting off the taxi online. Both were running to get into the hospital.

"Lang, wait!" yelled Nanda, friend of Binar.

"Let's hunt Nan, let's really you! Asdos kok melt gini anyway! Was Miss Merry not a strict selection? How to choose Asdos as you. Lelet looks like a turtle. Huft!" sky Gerrutu.

Nanda tried to chase after Sky who ran quickly into the hospital area towards an elevator. He knew this man loved Binar. Unintentionally Nanda, who works as an assistant lecturer at UGM, heard Sky talk with someone over the phone.

Both were having breakfast at the campus cafeteria. Coincidentally Sky is having business with one of the lecturers on campus. The two accidentally meet and decide to have breakfast together in the cafeteria.

As the breakfast was engrossed, the Sky's phone rang and the man walked away from it towards the quiet corridor. He was curious, finally decided to walk quietly to hear a conversation Sky with someone who turned out to bring news of Binar was on the hospital.

Nanda finally found out about the secret of Binar's illness after urging Sky to tell him the truth.

"That no one knows about Binar's disease including his family. Because Binar himself forbade it," Sky said with a slightly threatening tone to Nanda.

"Do you still love Binar, Lang?" ask Nanda seriously.

Seriate...

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*Asdos : Assistant Lecturer.