The Secret of Love's Destiny

Tear

This morning Alisia woke up alone without being woken up by her sister Irfan, out of the room she went straight to the dining table for breakfast. Crying all night made her eyes swollen and red, it was obvious that she was shedding tears. And of course it is not lost from the attention of his mother and father, making them confused what is with their daughter.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" ask Anggi.

Alisia just kept quiet and answered her mama's question with a soft headband, then she walked blankly towards her car. Then go to school excitedly.

Because he did not focus almost his car hit the road barrier, fortunately he quickly realized and shook his head.

"Gue must not be sad, I must be able to escape him for my good" Alisia told him.

At school he parked his car and walked to Rooftop, a place he hadn't been in for a long time because of his problems with Jimi. Alisia sat on the old bench there and took out a cigarette and then she took a sip, it has been a very long time that she did not smoke because of the advice of Doctor Citra.

Alisia bsrhenti smoking hope her condition can improve a little and last a little longer for the person she loves, but apparently the person she loves instead betrayed her. So Alisia thought to let alone him survive to live, if the person who made her want to survive longer even hurt her. It was better for him to follow his destiny to leave this world.

"Know Gini, I will not stop smoking to live longer for him. Mending me damaged myself even worse, let me die quickly and this damn kidney disease does not make it difficult for many people" said Alisia while exhaling cigarette smoke.

Kring~~~~

The entrance bell rang, all the students had entered their class. But not with Alisia, he still lives in Rooftop. The teacher who came in to teach this morning was Rey.

In class X IPS¹ Rey did not see Alisia at all, maybe the boy was angry with her and misunderstood because of yesterday's problems thought Rey. Rey has not yet started her teaching activities, she remains still pensive while staring at Alisia's desk and thinking about where the girl is now. Then Alif scolds Rey and makes her aware of the daydream.

"Sir, why is the learning activity still not started" asked Alif the class leader.

"Ah, sorry I forgot. Anybody know where Alisia's going?" ask Rey for her students.

"Ga know sir, but the car's in the parking lot" Chaca said.

"There are those who can find Alisia, if you have met nantik break time tell him to go to my room" said Rey.

"Let me handle it sir" said Ikbal.

"Lo want to find him where Bal is?" ask Chaca.

"Rooftop." Ikbal replied and left his class.

Ikbal walked quickly to Rooftop, not usually Alisia truant in Rey's lesson hours. Because since Alisia likes Rey, she always entered the field of history and never again skipped.

"Hopefully nothing bad happened to him." Ikbal's inner.

Arriving at Rooftop Ikbal sees Alisia sipping her cigarette while crying and occasionally talking to herself.

"What else happened to her." Ikbal's mind then walked over to Alisia.

"Lo why Al, why do you still smoke hah." said Ikbal angry then took the cigarette from the hands of Alisia.

"Back my cigarette Bal." Alisia's in tears.

"What happens is the same, if there is a problem do not break yourself again. I told you that the cigarette added to make your health deteriorate" said Ikbal then throw the cigarette.

Alisia silently did not answer Ikbal's question, she kept crying without even speaking. Ikbal took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"Lo can cry on my shoulder, if indeed by crying can make you better" said Ikbal then pulled Alisia's body into his arms.

Alisia cries out in Ikbal's arms, and Ikbal lets the friend until he calms down and tells her a story.

In Rey's class still hasn't started at all, she's really worried about Alisia. Plus Ikbal has not returned, then suddenly Chaca asked permission to go to the toilet.

"Sir, I have permission to go to the toilet" Chaca said.

"Judah there, but don't be long" said Rey.

Chaca actually does not want to go to the toilet, but he wants to catch up with his two best friends who are definitely in Rooftop. But when in the corridor Chaca accidentally cross paths with Jimi.

"Eh, where are you going?" ask Jimi.

"You go to Rooftop brother Alisia and Ikbal, from earlier they both have not returned. Fear of anything happening to them." said Chaca.

Jimi who heard that decided to go with Chaca.

"Gue's coming, I'm worried about Alisia" said Jimi.

"Yaudah yuk sak." said Chaca.

Then they both walked quickly to Rooftop, and sure enough they saw Alisia crying in Ikbal's arms. The first pain they feel when they see the person they like so with other people, Chaca who sees Ikbal hugging Alisia tries to ignore her hurt feelings. And Jimi who had decided to forget Alisia was just silent, although in his heart he also felt the same pain as Chaca.

"Would we just go from here, brother, I think we'd bother them both." Chaca asked Jimi.

"Don't you think something happened to Alisia so she cried like that. We'll just stand here and see what happens" Jimi said, preventing Chaca from leaving.

"Yaudah my brother, I also like Al." said Chaca agreed.

After being satisfied in tears Alisia finally took off Ikbal's embrace from him, she was already a little calmer now.

"Now you tell me what's going on?" said Ikbal while holding onto Alisia's shoulder with both hands.

And Jimi with Chaca just silently behind the wall watching the two of them and trying to hear what they were talking about.

"It seems there is no longer any hope for me to live" said Alisia lirih.

Jimi and Chaca who heard Alisia talk like that frowned confusedly, because they did not know about the pain that Alisia was in. And only Ikbal and the doctor know Alisia's disease.

"Because the person who made me survive to live hates me, that's why I also have to stay away from him" said Alisia with tears that broke again.

"Gue doesn't understand what you're saying Al." said Ikbal.

"Gue loves Rey, but I can't be with her" Alisia said.

"Why can't you be with him?" ask Ikbal confused.

"Because he and brother Irfan have an old grudge, so because of that grudge he hates me. And he turned out to have a girlfriend, yesterday I saw him walk the same boyfriend." said Alisia wipe his tears.

Jimi who heard that clenched his hands in anger, he was about to go beat Rey but Chaca held him back.

"Maybe you misunderstood Al, maybe it was his friend or his brother" said Ikbal trying to make Alisia calm.

"Misunderstanding you saying, obviously the woman called Rey dearly." murmured Alisia.

"Then now what is your decision, self-destruct you again by smoking it. I wouldn't have told you, even if you were angry because I interfered with your business. I don't care." said Ikbal.

"Even if you try to stop me from smoking, I will still die and leave this world." said Alisia.

"Lo will not die if you want to fight to heal" said Ikbal.

"For what reason am I healed, if my loved ones hate me. I'd rather die and I'll calm down." replied Alisia shriek.

"Lo thought that now you are already bod* and beg* because of love, you can struggle to recover for the sake of mama papa lo, for the sake of Irfan. And for my sake Chaca is your best friend." said Ikbal who was not in thought with the way his friend's mind.

"Gue don't want to make mom papa and brother Irfan worried, if I get automatic treatment they all know about my disease. And I don't want my family to know about my illness, because they will be sad later." said Alisia blankly.

"Lo thought no, if you hide your disease and they know when you are dead, they will be sadder and feel guilty. They will feel very hit because of your humiliation" said Ikbal advising his best friend.

"And they will feel the most useless parents because they do not know about the disease lo Al, you have to think about the feelings of your family. Don't you think it's just your ego doank that you feel is right, because there will be many people who are sad and hurt because of losing you. And all that because of your stupid thoughts that you think are right" said Ikbal who began to get angry with a high tone.

Alisia fell silent and she felt that what Ikbal said was true, she had been so selfish that without her being aware of the many people who were hurt because of the choice she thought was right.

"But the doctor said my disease can only be cured if I can donate a kidney, and if the chemotherapy will be very long and will not necessarily be successful. And in the end I will also die if I can not donate the kidney to replace my damaged kidney" said Alisia frustrated.

"We will definitely find a kidney that is suitable for you" said Ikbal.

"Of course I will definitely be met, my family especially brother Irfan will definitely donate his kidney for me. And I don't want to bother him let alone lose one of his kidneys because of me." said Alisia.

"There must be another way besides Al, if you want to try there must be a way. Now all you need to do is be honest with your family about your illness." Ikbal suggested.

"If for now I'm still not ready Bal to be honest about my kidney disease" replied Alisia.

Jimi and Chaca who had just been a listener finally fell silent, they did not expect Alisia who had always been cheerful in front of them to hide a problem of this magnitude. Chaca who from earlier held back her tears finally fell as well, Jimi now finally understood why Alisia refused him and always said she would go far.

"You hid this from me Al" said Jimi who came out of hiding.

Chaca follows Jimi and also comes out of her hiding with tears constantly falling on her cheeks.

Alisia and Ikbal turned to Jimi and Chaca who were already standing behind them.

"Tega lo Cha did not tell me the same, but I am your friend. Do you think I'm a friend" said Chaca staring at his friend was sad.

"I'm sorry, I don't want a story. But I don't want to make you sad and be thinking because of my disease" said Alisia bowed.

"Now I know the reason you refuse me Al." said Jimi as he walked closer to Alisia.

"Lo mad at me Jim?" alisia looked at Jimi.

"Gak Al, I can never be angry with you. I am not a fool who is angry with you after knowing your circumstances" said Jimi.

"Thank God that's it, but I'm telling you not to tell my family" said Alisia.

Jimi and Chaca were silent, preoccupied with their thoughts.

"Gue felt guilty for making your situation worse Al" Jimi said full of faces of regret.

"You mean?" alisia asked, not understanding Jimi's words.

"Gue biarin lo smoke and even not forbid you at all" said Jimi.

"It's not your fault Jim, you don't know at all" said Alisia who immediately embraced Jimi.

"After knowing all this I will never let anyone hurt lo Al, including Rey the brengse* it. I will always take care of you and find a way so that you can heal and smile again, I'm sure Rey will get the reply because you have dared to hurt you and make you sad like this." jimi said in a heart full of anger at Rey and deeply saddened at the state of Alisia the girl he loved so much.

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