The Secret Love of School Thugs

Episode 54: Selfish

But Rey did not say anything more to the girl who was in front of him, only immediately intended to leave from there, even Lea who held Rey's hand to prevent the young man from leaving was in the tepis.

"From today you and I have nothing to do. This is the end of our relationship, Let's not interfere with each other in the future."

Those words, impressed so cold and so heartbreaking Lea, who was currently starting to fall silent there really could not help the pain that was in her heart. Lea really did not expect, Rey would end their unilateral relationship of this kind.

Lea in the end, still did not accept that decision.

In the evening he tries to call Rey, send her an Email Message, or a WA Message, but none of the messages are answered or the phone is picked up.

The next day, Lea intends to meet Rey in class. However, Rey arrives just in time when Class starts, leaving Lea without a chance to talk to the young man. Even when the clock breaks, Rey immediately leaves the classroom somehow disappears where not to give Lea a chance to talk to her.

During the day when it was time to go to the Extracurricular Room, Lea did not find the figure of the young man in the Extracurricular Room. Lea, then just sat in the room with a sad expression alone.

Lea really didn't think that Rey would actually avoid it that way.

Just as he was still immersed in his grief, the extracurricular room immediately opened and someone entered. Lea had become quite happy, thinking maybe it was Rey.

"Rey...."

Unfortunately, when he started staring towards the door the figure who entered the room was not the person he was waiting for.

"uh? Are you looking for Rey?"

"True, I'm looking for him but he didn't grow enough into the Extracurricular Space."

Nathan then began to sit next to the girl while saying in surprise.

"Indeed this is strange, usually he will come here often. Even I heard from the Instructor Teacher, he just returned the Camera he borrowed from Master, this is strange."

Lea immediately had a bad feeling about it.

"I don't understand him either."

"I am too."

Soon the room was filled with silence. Leah was still deep in her own thoughts. Until Nathan starts to open the conversation.

"Lea, actually I want to apologize to you to Rey too, but especially to you, about the things that happened to you, I'm really very sorry because one of my fans you got into trouble."

Nathan seemed very guilty when he said that. Lea who heard that only immediately shook her head as she said,

"It's not Nathan's fault. Who knows, about how someone thinks? We also never know why Kirana can be so reckless."

Nathan was finally only able to sigh while saying listlessly,

"Indeed, I don't understand why he got that far either, but I still feel guilty about it."

"Sister Nathan, there's no need to be too self-blame. Things have already passed and there's no need to be extended any longer I hope you understand,"

"All right then. But Lea, if there's going to be such an incident you better tell me first, don't let there be more things that make you uncomfortable."

"Yes, I'll tell you if there's anything like that, thank you Brother Nathan."

Actually, Nathan still wanted to talk to Lea but seeing that the girl had a lethargic expression on her face he became uneasy to talk to the girl finally decided to leave from there, leaving Lea alone.

Leah was in the room until the afternoon came but the certain young man she was waiting for did not come either. Lea came home disappointed.

Unfortunately, when Lea got home instead of a peace she got. At this moment, his parents had suddenly gathered and were in the living room. If the two were just greeting each other, or being friendly, perhaps Lea would feel a little relief.

"Hana! Look what you did to Leah! You ignored your own daughter and even let her enter the school It's not clear that until she's done naughty things and become a bad boy now who dares to go against her father!"

"Shut up, Robbi! You know what about taking care of your daughter? Are you busy with your new boyfriend?"

"Huh, you really haven't changed one bit!"

"You're even worse!"

"Now, will Lea come with me?!" Lea's father said angrily, it unfortunately made the woman before him angry.

"Who's coming with you? I definitely won't let my only daughter be nurtured by Stepmother later!"

"Huh, than he went with you and was abandoned like this!"

"Who abandoned Leah? I put it to my mom! I was expecting him to be able to get a bit of calm when he was here after all the things that happened!"

"That's just your excuse because you're busy with all your work!"

"However I won't let Lea come with you!"

Lea who saw the quarrel finally became fed up.

"Enough you two! I'm really tired of seeing you guys fight! Aren't you divorced why are you still fighting in front of me? And about who I want to go with, why did you decide? Don't you ever think a little of my feelings?"

Lea was seen saying those words with great anger and decision. He continued his words, though,

"You never ask me what I want, all you think about is yourself! You guys are so selfish! I'm tired of you guys! So if you still want to fight I hope you guys don't fight in front of me and get out of this house! I'm really fed up and don't want to see you guys anymore!"

Lea immediately ran towards her room after saying those words now her heart was overwhelmed with decisions.

But he did not know who to put his heart into..He then stared at his phone at a message that was never answered.

Lea was really sad, she started recording a voice.

'Rey, do you know? I was so upset to see everyone make their own decisions, whether my parents, who always fight and even now come to wrestle about who I'm with. They only think about their own desires without asking me, they don't think about my feelings, they make their own decisions so selfishly. I'm really very unhappy, and you're Rey ... I think you are the same as them making decisions as good as you are without thinking about me. Do you really never love me?'

Lea sent out the message with great sadness, then immediately threw her phone towards the bed.

It felt like his heart and mind were so messed up.

Thinking in his life he was always abandoned, everyone always made his own arbitrary decisions, no one ever asked his opinion.

As if he felt so worthless.

That night, Lea did not come out of her room and only cried all night.

But in the end when in the morning he looked at his phone, there was only one tick. There was no reply from the voicemail he sent Rey last night.

Lea somehow felt really disappointed. But that doesn't mean he's giving up on Rey.

He was determined to meet Rey at school. But when she was at school, she didn't meet Rey, Rey didn't go to school.

It happened for the days after.

When Lea was curious, she tried asking one of the teachers.

"Reyhan Alvarendra's Transfer Letter has been Decided by the Principal. How else, the child's guardian has been very pushy to want to get Reyhan out, and Reyhan doesn't seem to oppose the decision so we can't do anything either."