The Secret Behind the Veil

Chapters. 42

“I mean this female photo?” tanya Alfa showed a photo of Sesha in her wallet.

Sesha gave a nod of her head.

“Dia .. the woman I love,” replied Alfa.

“Hah?” Sesha's eyes suddenly opened in shock when Alfa said, “Pe–what's Mr Alfa?” sesha asked, hoping that her hearing was misheard.

“Women I love Sasa,” replied Alfa again. He put his wallet back in his pants pocket and walked back slowly again equating his steps with Sesha's footsteps.

Saliva Sesha felt stuck in his throat, he swallowed it and looked at Alfa with a shocked look. How not to be surprised, the man beside her indirectly said that she loved him.

“Ke–why .. can?” sesha asked in a stuttering tone of voice as she was still shocked and speechless. He was confused what to say and the sentence suddenly came out of his mouth.

Alfa who realized Sesha looked strange was frowning. “You why the hell? How can anyone be surprised?” ask Alfa.

“Hah? No,” replied Sesha. He tried to neutralize his heart and mind to be mediocre so that Alfa did not suspect him, “Why could you fall in love with that woman?” ask Sesha again. Now with a soft tone of voice looks calm.

“Why can I fall in love with him? Hmmm .. interesting question, but unfortunately I also do not know why I can fall in love with him. The feeling just popped up and I only realized it after he went somewhere,” said Alfa.

Sesha looked at Alfa very seriously.

“It's been almost 5 years that I kept this feeling alone and you're the first to know" said Alfa.

Sesha was shocked not to play when she heard Alfa who said she put her heart on him for 5 years.

"Even Daffa who is my best friend and always there for me does not know that I put my heart to Sesha. Not only Daffa, but the woman you saw in my wallet also she didn't know that I loved her. He left first and I haven't been able to say that I'm in love with him. But maybe ...one of the reasons why I fell in love with her is because she was the first woman I touched. So leave a mark and also a lifetime of memories that I will never be able to forget.”

“First woman?” sesha asked again in shock.

Alpha gives a nod of the head. “Then Daffa ridiculed me because I was a virgin and had never slept with a woman. I was upset until I finally asked Daffa to find a woman and that woman Sesha. His name is almost the same as your name,” said Alfa gave a smile to Sesha.

The deg!

Suddenly, Sesha's heart beat faster than usual when she saw a smile on Alfa's lips. For some reason there was a strange taste in his heart, when this was not the first time he saw Alfa smiling at him.

Is it because he just learned the fact that the man put his heart on him?

A sense of pleasure was also felt in his heart when he knew that he was the first woman who Alfa touched. That means that in the past when he did it, it was the first experience for him and also for Alfa.

Sesha was also quite happy because it turned out that the Alpha was looking for a woman at night not because of sheer lust.

“Terus?” sesha asked to find out more.

“What keeps?” tanya Alfa, “There is no continuation because she also now does not know where. I tried to find him even asked people to look for him but did not meet, he left without a trace and I did not manage to find him,” replied Alfa.

“Master looking for him?”

“It is, I want to correct the mistakes I made in the past because I regret everything! For 5 years I have lived with regret! Equal self also, why just consciously fall in love after he left!” sahut Alpha.

Sesha's forehead frowned slightly confused as Alfa said the mistake made. What mistake did Alfa make to her until the man regretted it?

Mistakes sleeping with her? Or what mistake?

“If only I could meet him again. Huuuhhh ..” Alfa exhaled very roughly and put on a sad looking face, “Now what is she doing, huh? How's things going? Is she okay? Is he in good health? Is his life getting harder? How is his life now? Hopefully he is healthy, not in trouble and in good condition,” said Alfa.

Sesha who heard Alfa looking worried about her and caring about her suddenly smiled. I don't know why he was so happy to hear it.

“Indeed if you meet him, what will you do?”

“Fix everything and marry him,” replied Alfa quickly.

“Hah? A–apa?” ask Sesha.

“From yesterday I answered you hah-hah continues. No wonder time anyway,” said Alfa.

“Ya means, why get married?” sesha asked, "Can't just meet."

“Ya why? I will love him,” replied Alfa, “Eehh, but the business first da daftar, if immediately invited to marry later he was shocked to continue to be afraid and run away again. But ... If he knows I feel bad for 5 years, he should without a second thought accept dong. I am sure it's the same him, the last 5 years I have not dated another.” said Alfa.

Alfa thought for a while, then turned her head to look at Sesha who was walking beside her.

“Let's .. If I manage to meet him, you help me, yes. Tell him if I really love him, keep saying also that this 5 years of my life is not regular, not excited or anything. A bit of drama is not pa-pa either, let him be sure of it! Okay?”

Sesha who heard Alfa said like that smiled again. ‘You don't know if the person you want to catch is now in front of you!’ inner Sesha said, 'Seek help to be the same target,'

“Sasa?” call Alfa when her words are not responded to at all. “Sasaaaa ...” call him again.

“Hah? A–apa? O–oke ...” replied Sesha.

Alfa furrowed her brows as Sesha looked unfocused. “Why you? Heartbroken after knowing that I have a dream woman?” ask Alfa.

“Hah? Eng–enggak,” replied Sesha.

“Don't put your heart on me, you'll be hurt, you know."

"Dih .. You're overconfident, sir. I don't put my heart on you" replied Sesha.

Alfa smile. "Who knows, right? After that you look very strange," said Alfa, "But. I say it like that is not because of your status as Abian's nanny so feel that you are not worthy. I don't care about someone's status, Sesha used to be just a factory employee and not a person, but I don't care. I say it like that I don't want to make people wish. I've tried to avoid Sesha by being in a relationship with another woman, but unfortunately until this moment Sesha is still irreplaceable, Sa. She had such an amazing attraction that I could fall this way."

Sesha was really confused as to what to answer Alpha with.

"Sesha .. She's a lucky woman to be loved that way" Sesha finally replied.

Alfa smiled again, she did not answer Sesha's words and continued to walk until she finally reached her home.

"Tonight Abian slept in my room, you are free to sleep where. In Abian's room or in your own room" said Alfa.

Sesha gave a nod to Alfa.

Alfa who got a response from Sesha was then immediately up the stairs to go to her room. Likewise with Sesha, she also entered her room and immediately removed her hijab after locking the door.

Sesha lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling of the room. A smile was again seen on his lips when he remembered the sentence after sentence that had been spoken by many of Alfa's lips.

Somehow he was so very happy, he still did not expect that the man had been putting his heart on him all this time.

It is fitting that the man is still not married, even though several times Mama Mila betrothed Alfa to a woman but there was never an end to the relationship.

Now he knows why Alfa always refused to be betrothed by his family. It's because the man loves her.

"Why is it this happy?" mummy Sesha. "When usually I never want to know and do not care about him, but why now it feels strange?"