
“……………………...”
In the next day I woke up from my dream, but even then I could say it was a dream. But this reality has not changed because I am currently living in this nightmare
“Ugh...bu jili ! I'm sorry !”
I still remember where the death of the jili-bu was in front of my own eyes, and I lost control and even troubled Misa and Iris ! But…..
“(It...actually what happened to this myself...)”.
The weirdness that happened here is, I know all the events yesterday, Ka Misa who wants to fight the king of zoas using her mitsuruginya technique, and ka Iris who took me to find a vehicle, and Iris, even I remember that last night Iris and Misa tried to warm my body with their arms…
“Hem...I think I should discuss this with them !”
I also exited the tent and arrived – arrived Aimon came towards me
“GRAUU !”
“Aimon ! Thank goodness you're good – is fine !”
“GRAUU !”
“you know where Iris and Misa are?”
“GRAU ! GRAU !”
Aimon ran into the forest, and I followed him because he seemed to be leading me and giving me directions where Iris and Misa were
“(i know that they came out early in the morning – once, but at that time I was sure that I was still unconscious) huh..this is getting crowded only !”.
Then, when I was in the forest, I heard the sound of Iris and Mass from the direction of the River, I immediately approached those who were in the river behind the bush – this bush
“Ka Misa ! Iris Ka ! anyone want me to bic-Ehh?!”
“Ohhhh ?”
“Emmm ?"
te.. It turns out, they were bathing in this river, even though they were not completely naked, but this is not it I've gone too far and even look like I was peeping at them ?
“A...Anu.ma..MAAF I MENG-“.
“Ahh, Ao ! Thank goodness you're aware !”
“how are you doing ? you feel better ?”
“(Wait – Wait ! they shouldn't respond like that right ?!)”
Because it seems like they are not ashamed – shy, I feel something is wrong here, therefore I decided to turn around and immediately sit on this grass
“to-Why do you shower at a time like this ?”
“yaa, my body is full of sweat all ! I want to take a bath with fresh water, hehehe !”
“if I was only invited to Mass only !”
“B-So, then there's something I want to talk to you guys about ! have you guys finished the shower?”
“Hohh ! Sure ! come Iris !”
“Hemm, alright”
They put their clothes back on and we went back to the tent to discuss my problem
“So ? what do you want to talk about Ao ?”
“.......about it.....”.
“do you still think about the death of Jili?”
“………..Yeah, slightly. But this is also a different issue !”
“maybe you should hear a break from Mass first!”
“Ehh ?”
“Misa ! Please !”
I also realized that when the Mass was sitting quietly while closing her eyes, she was very focused with her thoughts, I could feel her aura of seriousness
“AO !”
“i-iya ?!”
“listen to what I'm going to say this !”
“Good !”
“you are my murite and Iris's mitch too ! as your teacher, we don't want to lose the murits we have trained so well, I'm even amazed you can be this strong now !”
“…………...…”
“but the thing is, you're still weak, you're still consumed by your human emotions and your heart controls you until you're out of control, that's human frailness !”
“.....what do iris and mass do not feel it?”
“What do you mean ?”
“Friends...friends..precious people have been lost in front of you ! even he died so horribly in front of your eyes ! if that happens..what do you do ?”
“...... Of course we will also be sad and angry, you remember not the incident when I first realized you were going to die and I activated my blood rush ?”
A few months ago, when King Zoa attacked the fortress ! true too, at that time the Mass also lost control and even endanger themselves
“at that time I was just like you, consumed by emotions and lost control ! it's also getting harder because I inherited this Blood Rush blood, so my emotions are getting higher while fighting !”
“so, then how do you maintain your emotions that?”
“.....Emm....I admit it's hard, even with practice even though !”.
“KA MASS !”
I shrugged both shoulders at Mass and assured him that I did not want to be like that anymore
“Ka mass ! I want to be stronger ! if an incident like yesterday happened again to me, I'm sure I won't be able to protect my friend – like I lost buili !”
“......are you sure ? to be able to do this technique depends on your own confidence and willpower !”
“…..I'm sure !”
Ka Mass looked at me with a serious look, then she looked towards ka Iris, like she was waiting for an answer from ka iris as well
“....hem...good ! because Iris and I agree ! we will train you Ao !”
“T-THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! YOU ARE INDEED MY BEST TEACHER !”
“Sure ! (things like this are delicious too !)”
“the spirit yes Ao ! (can seem like keasikan praised !)”
With this.I will become stronger, I cannot lose anyone anymore ! this is my promise with the – people who have sacrificed themselves in this world ! Jili ma'am, I'm going to get stronger !
“Alright..now your training problem I will talk to Iris later, then.you had something to talk about Ao ?”
“Ahh, True also ! now it's time to explain this ! Ehem.”
I took a deep breath too, as it seemed like this would also be a little unreasonable and confusing to them
“you know yourself yesterday that I fainted and was unconscious not ?”
“True ! Iris was the one who brought your body back then !”
“Yes, what is Ao ? you realize something ?”
“....about that, I actually learned of yesterday's incident when I was fainting ! from the Misa ka who wants to face the king zoa using his technique, and also the Iris ka who took me to find a motor vehicle to escape !”
“....E..Emm….Ao ?! may I ask you something?”
“Sure to Iris !”
“until where did you find out yesterday's incident ?”
“I knew everything until I woke up This morning !”
“Ehhh !!!”
“Ehhh !!!”
“Emm ? what's up ?! why is Misa also surprised so ?”
“J-So..k-you also remember..our time..me-warm your body also ?”
“…………………….”
“…………………….”
“………………….…”
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“ma-sorry ! I remember her !”
“(WE FAILED AS HER TEACHER !!!)”
“(WE FAILED AS HER TEACHER !!!)”
“Ta-But, the problem now is what happened to me, why do I remember all those events not ?”
“Truely too, I am also sure when checking your body, if you are right – completely unconscious and injured quite badly !”
“the color I want to ask ka Iris, was my eyes right – really closed ?”
“I'm pretty sure you still passed out even when we got inside the tent !”
Well then, what I've thought so far might have a point as well
“hem...that means what I think is probably true !”
“Me-About what ? (please don't discuss that last night !)”
“who saw all those events was not me, I also felt that the memory of coming here was a little different from the memories of others !”
“Different how ?”
“basically, human memory will continue to flow like a long and winding road, but my memory of yesterday, when I was thinking about it, everything was immediately exposed just like that !”
“Hemm...so you mean when you want to remember one of the events of yesterday, you even remember all the events of yesterday ?”
“True !”
“It...That means, your memory that came here, received directly by your brain, so it makes the conclusion that you received the memory that you did not make the memory !”
“.... I also think like that to mass”
True, the memory of yesterday is a little different, I also agree with the opinion of the Mass that confirms that the memory here is received by my brain and not me who made it
“Looks...indeed something happened to me this..what exactly did my uncle sir Charles and doctor Savria Angelo do to my body this !”.
“...ya, we will not know what – is, we are not scientists and not even doctors like them ! one – his one way is, find Savria Angelo as soon as !”
True, if not wrong, the person who claimed – admitted myself in the white world also said that I must immediately find doctor Savria Angelo as soon as possible
“kursa you're right ! we have to find Doctor Savria if we want to know about my body!”
“please ! all problems are done ! but don't forget we also have some more problems here !”
Ka Iris also took out the map she was carrying
“as you can see, our zenexter country has been destroyed, and according to Pandora's plan, we will all be transferred to a makeshift hideout that is the village of Zenexte ! the problem is that we don't have any more vehicles, and we're going in the opposite direction towards Zenexter's village ! we are here now !”
True too, we are very far from the village of Zenexter, because ka Iris led us to flee in the opposite direction !
“by foot, we will cover the distance salama 10 days ! but if we have a vehicle or something, maybe in just 2 days we will get to !”
Very far away dispute, I think we should just find a vehicle !
“i think it would be better if we had a vehicle only !”
“ exactly what Ao said, I don't think there will be any harm in checking vehicles around here ! or return to Zenexter Country and pick up some vehicles !”
“Good ! let's do this ! I also don't want to stay silent after they destroyed our fortress ! let's get ready soon ! Ao ! Iris !”
“Baik”
“Ok”
We will definitely reclaim what you have taken, and for that I must become stronger as well !
to be continue.......