The Saved Wife

84. Endaru's sorrow and fear

Adhisti stared at the chair facing out the big window, surely Endaru was in that chair. Slowly Adhisti walked but he was also wary of the sudden fear of Endaru turning his chair.

Both of Adhisti's eyebrows furrowed when he saw Endaru who turned out to sleep soundly while holding a picture frame in his arms, a picture frame of who he was hugging it.

"I." -." Adhisti was on alert when he woke Endaru up.

"Hem ... what a pity," looked at his lover but his eyes were still dimly looking at Adhisti half unconscious then he put a picture frame that turned out to be a picture of his late mother along with himself, and he put a picture of her, when Mama was pregnant and Endaru was wearing Junior High School uniform.

Adhisti squatted down and looked at Endaru, he rubbed his tears.

"Don't cry anymore Aru, I'm sad to see you like this. Why do I feel like the old Aru is gone? where is Aru who is strict and likes to rule me and forbid me to do this and that." Looking deeply into Endaru's face.

"I can't cry, I have eyes and tears and I have to let go so that my eyes are healthy, too" joking.

Bugs

The punch landed on Endaru's arm.

"Oh you are, sad still can joke. Sure, not sad. If I'm not sad I go home, I don't comfort sad people." In order to turn her back but quickly Adhisti's waist reached Enderu and immediately hugged her, Enderu drowned her face in Adhisti's stomach.

"Don't go Adhi .. don't go," while rubbing his face in Adhisti's stomach.

"Don't gini Aru, wet my shirt." Still had time to think of wet clothes because of tears again.

"Let's go, you're in my arms" Enderu shut up and calmed her heart and mind.

It turns out that in the arms of loved ones it is very comfortable and feels safe as protected and cared for directly.

"Never leave me Adhi, never." He did not want to take off his arms.

Adhisti wonders why the hell Enderu like this, who would want to leave him no ko. Why did he get scared like this, why. Is it the trauma of the past that has scared Endaru up until now, fearing the loss of his Mama the person he loves the most.

Adhisti rubbed the mane of Endaru's hair.

Adhisti feels uncomfortable in the hug possessively like this, because his body feels pinched and there is no freedom for him.

The conscious Enderu instantly pulled Adhisti's body and made him fall on it and he automatically sat on his lap.

"Don't go okay, promise never to stay with me." Cute and adorable face.

"Promise Aru, but let go of your embrace first," rebelled but in vain if Endaru hugged her tightly.

"If I take off your arms, you won't leave me, will you?" Endaru was acting strange again and again, his face was very sad.

Though Adhisti also did not go anywhere why he was so scared as if Adhisti would leave him and choose another that he likes, as he likes, did he not realize all this time if he and Adhisti are already bound to each other and seem to be inseparable.

'Why does Aru talk like this, does he also assume I will be the same as those who leave him alone, I am not them. I'd rather just entertain him than run anywhere.'

Adhisti smiles.

"No Aru, I will not leave you. But ...." Staring at Enderu.

"But what?" still not taking off his arms.

"Let go of her arms first, I'm sultry!" shaking his hands in front of his face.

"Well let me go, but .. You accompany me to work today." A request that cannot be interrupted.

"Yes .. yes ... my spoiled babble," pinched Enderu's cheek.

Adhisti brought a melted chocolate cake whether Endaru wanted it or not which is clearly himself who actually wants to eat the sweet foods.

"Do you want this Aru?" shows the chocolate she opened the box.

Endaru stared at the food, chocolate is indeed good pastoring the lost mood. Endaru nodded and accepted Adhisti's gift and immediately ate it without offering the drooling Adhisti in front of his desk.