
It felt like I was dreaming, I was in school with my friends...
When I opened my eyes, my head felt very heavy to lift and hold, my body was weak, as if all the bones in my body were missing. My whole body feels stiff I can't move, my God. From the beginning I've been here, I've never seen Mr. Rey smile at me. There was only the look in the eye here and the disgust he showed me. It felt like I realized, Diana the prison guard opened the door for me. Only then did I realize, that in this basement there are several rooms that are used as prisons. The rooms are only in the bulkhead using iron pieces that are arranged so that we can see each other. Yes like prisons in general, only next to my room there is one occupant as well. But the cubicle looks more like a private room, is it because she's pregnant I thought??? Ma'am Dian opened the door and delivered food and drinks for me.
"Aware yet??? What do you feel now deck?? "
" Oh..my whole body hurts mbak, to wake up even I feel like I can't! "
" Just lie down on the deck, let the mother who bribe her food. "
" Thank you mbak! "
" Oh, yeah. I almost forgot, I knew it first. The ma'am next to you is Rini's name, he's been here 5 months and he's pregnant. Hopefully he'll be out soon. "
Aq glanced at the woman called by mbak Dian.
He just nodded and smiled at me...
My brain was instantly filled with question marks, why would a pregnant woman end up in this place???
What mistake did she make that she had to separate from her husband???
What if something happens, will her husband or family be notified??
Why did the question come to me, and I myself had to end up in a place like this.
My daydream came to a realization when I felt the tip of the tablespoon touch my lips.
" Dek, what thoughts?? "
" Eh. ga nothing mbak."
" Eat, while it's still warm. Recover your energy and health, your body is hot. Maak is worried you are sick, after eating this you will get medicine. You can rest afterwards."
" Good mother, thank you" I said to this very awe-inspiring girl.
" Rin, have you eaten?? " ask Mommy Dian gently to Mbak Rini.
" Use, ne dh want to snack again. Baby with me, my job is just to eat and eat. All want to be eaten. "
" Have you checked with your doctor this month?? "
" Of course, everything's fine. Thank God Dian, I never got nauseous and vomited again, all the food has gone into the stomach."
"Thank God Rin. if there is a strange taste, don't hesitate to tell me. Mister" also told me to be a surprise to you? "
"Yes, there are no complaints yet. Hopefully healthy until the time I give birth."
"Amin."." said Dian...
I can only hear the conversation of the two of them sambik occasionally take a bribe from mbak Dian. It turns out there are still good people who care about me, even though we only met this time.
I finished eating, I did not finish the food given to me. Because the food n drinks that go into my mouth feels tasteless and bitter.
Madam Dian passed after packing my food scraps and immediately went to take some heat-lowering medicine for me. Maybe it was the wounds and the pain that caused me to have a fever, because I was still unable to move my body.
Before long, Miss Diana also came with some kind of medicine in her hands. He took the water and opened the drugs and gave them to me.
I immediately gulped it down, hoping that when I woke up from sleep I would be able to move back.
" Mom to the guard post yes, if you need something call me" said mbak Dian to me.
"Yes, thank you for taking care of me. "
" If you need something, you can handle it. Move close, fear Ma'am Diananya out break. So if you need something do not hesitate to tell ya. "pinta mbak Rini to me.
From the time I realized until the evening came back, sir never came to see me. Does he really not want to know my situation, whether I'm alive or dead.
Let it be, maybe it's better he doesn't come at all.
When dinner time came, Miss Diana opened my door.
"Sir, are you awake yet?? " Mister Rey told you to have dinner together, as did Rini. You were told to come to eat with him".
I just kept thinking about it, my body was able to move. But the pain of my heart from the torment I felt made me reluctant to leave this iron room. It's safer if I stay inside than I have to get out, I'm afraid there'll be things I don't want anymore. But if I don't participate, I'm afraid it'll backfire on myself.
" Aq dahankan mbak, my body was able to move. I'll go eat with them later."
" Well then, clean yourself up first. Ma'am has prepared warm water for you to clean your body. "
" Good ma'am, thank you...
After I cleaned up and changed my clothes, we were ready to go up to the main room. I saw that Rini was neat and charming in her dress. I just used the clothes that Dian brought from above. Looks like it's new clothes...
The two of us went between Diana and the banquet hall, when my eyes fell on the proud and arrogant young man in front of me. No smile, no sound from him when he saw us both arrive.
Mbok swiftly danced the chair to ka mi i both sat down...
Wait, are only my eyes wrong or how, right next to Mr. Rey, sitting gracefully a girl I can confirm is almost the same age as me. That's how I interpreted it, who is he??? Is she Mr Reyhan's girlfriend???
Mr. Reyhan gave the cue by hand to start his meal.
Since I felt everything I ate was bitter this morning until noon, I only took a little of my food.
Because I also want to quickly return, I don't know what I feel when I see Mr. Rey who is indifferent. The hate and anger I feel.
After dinner, Mr. Rey begins the conversation.
" I invite you to eat together because there is something I want to say, catch it! "
" Meet me, she's my foster sister, her name is Elsy. He will stay with us here, and I want everyone to accept him and respect him! "
I can only be silent in my daydreams, how lucky you are. Introduced and received by Mr. Rey warmly. It's so much different from me because of the problem that I can be in this place.
Without my tears falling down my hands. Ah.. maybe this is my way, hopefully this is the first and last time I receive a whip from Mr. Rey murmured deeply.
I realized when Ms. Rini touched my hand.
"Dec, deck, let's go, the show's over. Our hunt is balek, before being expelled, Mr. Lo... O.. lah. and daydreaming I thought.
" Oh, yes, let's go!"
We set off back towards our respective bar room2, upon arrival on the spot. I also laid my body...
If only I wasn't here...
Even thought can't change my fate.
I thought back to the warm smile of the master that he made to Elsy..
Far turn with me, when I see me there I want in his sambar, chopped and given to his pet.
Her new girl is very charming and spoiled to her...
Maybe I don't have to live here, this way. Struggling to be treated well by Mr. Rey.
I broke down my body after I took a sip of the medicine given by mbak Dian earlier.
Hopefully when I fall asleep, I can dream of getting that smile and warm treatment for me....