The Rising Sun

Yuki 7

"Let go of me" I said as I struggled to escape. Prince Riana kept blocking me. Refused to release me. He held me in such a way on the bed.

"I have to look at it, let go of me" I said more annoyed.

"You can't see it. Too dangerous for you. Do you still not understand ?" Reject Prince hard.

"I don't care..Let go of me"

But instead of releasing me, the Prince blocked me from getting stronger. I looked at him annoyed.

I don't know what's going on. When I woke up I found him in his arms. When I wanted to see Prince Sera, He prevented me so hard.

My tears spilled when I remembered Prince Sera. I remember the last time we met. He stood with an odd calmness. Staring at me who was taken away by Gererou. I still vividly remember how his smile was when He delivered me.

I can't believe this.

We still ate together this morning. I slept with him last night. I didn't think I'd see him one last time like that.

Happiness is like a dream. Come and go quickly. Makes me feel more confused when I think about it.

I feel helpless. Imagining my day without Him again is something I find difficult to do. My world is dark.

Prince Riana was silent. Looking at me who was crying. Then he pulled me. Hugged me in his chest. I kept crying. This sadness is so deep. I don't know how to deal with it in the future.

The Prince said nothing as I cried. He hugged me tighter. Letting me spill feelings.

I sit by the bed. Lekky lay with a bandage almost all over his body. He was silent not moving. For more than a week he was unconscious. Tomorrow I will go to Argueda for the funeral of Prince Sera and be a patient in the royal court. The Queen is very sad about the death of Prince Sera, a natural thing because Prince Sera is the Queen's favorite child. He asked the royal court to convict me. He wants my death. I leaned back on the chair while looking at Lekky, his breath going up and down. There's no sign he'll be conscious.

I heard Nara's crying outside. She's with Prince Riana. Surprisingly I saw how Prince Riana did not hesitate to take care of Nara. He even bathed Nara, changed Nara's pants if Nara pooped. Nara and playing with Nara. He did not feel uncomfortable while walking while carrying Nara on his shoulder with a sling. Prince Riana does it all like that is what a father in general does. It does not matter whether he is a Prince regent.

I feel like Nara's getting more like her dad. My water dried up because of the burden of thought I was facing. Now Nara has her own mother.

Even though He has started eating companion food, Asi is still the main thing for him.

Remembering Nara reminded me, Today is the first time Nara rolled herself to her stomach without anyone's help. I was surprised when he did that. Netapa rapid development. I don't forget how He looked at me as if to show that He was capable of doing it.

I just realized that Nara is growing so fast. It felt like just yesterday I was hugging him who was still rosy. Now, He has begun to lie on his stomach and grow beside me.

Time passes so fast or is its growth rapid ?. This thought made me not want to lose every first thing in her life. But did I have a chance to see it ?.

Nara was still crying. I took a breath and stood up from my seat. Quickly I walked out. Finding Prince Riana holding Nara, still trying to calm her down.

"What's up ?"

"The body is hot" said the Prince still trying to calm Nara down. I stretched out my hand. Taking Nara from Prince Riana's sling.

"Last noon He was still fine" I said riled up.

Nara seemed to understand I was her mother. She hugged me. His breath was clearly in my ears. Gave me my own peace. I might not be able to miss this sadness every day if there was no one near me. I hugged Nara gently. Trying to get rid of all the negativity from me. Prince Riana was standing near me. Watching us quietly.

"How's Lekky doing ?" The Prince asked when Nara had calmed down enough. Nara put her head on my shoulder. Looks tired after crying hard enough.

"There has been no change. His injuries are severe"

"He's gonna stick around" This is a statement not a question. The Prince already knows I gave Lekky my blood. Yes, Because of an event in the fairy world, I thrust out my bleeding wrist, gave it to Lekky. Maybe to others I was so careless. Giving my blood to Lekky is like creating another dangerous new demon. But I believe Lekky is able to control himself well.

"I hope he'll wake up soon"

I can't delay my time. The kingdom of Argueda has urged me to come to Argueda. There was great friction between Argueda and Garduete after the departure of Prince Sera. If you do not remember that We are still in the holy temple, perhaps the war between these two countries is long over.

I just wish Nara could survive. I have to take responsibility for all my actions. Prince Riana was already reliable enough to nurture Nara. He's much more capable of being a good parent than Lekky. I can relax and release Nara with him.