The Rincarnation of the Great Goddess

18 The Subconscious

Su Lian who noticed Ah Ying crying immediately opened her eyes, to see what was happening.

"Yaing'er why are you crying?".

"It's okay to just remember something".

Ah Ying said while throwing her face to cover her sad face.

Su Lian then grabbed Ah Ying's shoulder and pulled her in her open.

"Let's remember for yourself, don't push yourself too much". Su Lian's whisper in Ah Ying's ear.

Ah Ying who heard Su Lian's words suddenly cried bitterly.

While Su Lian who knew what was happening to Ah Ying was only gently rubbing her long hair occasionally dyed Ah Ying's head to strengthen her mind.

I know Yue'er, it's not easy and I won't force you to remember everything. Su Lian muttered inwardly.

After being satisfied to cry Ah Ying was immediately awakened from the embrace of Su Lian who then stood a bit away from the Silver-haired man while wiping his face from the rest of the tears from his cry earlier.

"Ying 'er... Can I ask you a question?".

Ah Ying just nodded and slightly adjusted her expression so as not to feel too sad.

Su Lian smiled warmly affectionately making Ah Ying unable to deny the beauty in front of her.

"Do you often dream of memories that you think are strange?".

"Yes.." Briefly Ah Ying.

" Do you remember anyone who was in your dream?".

Ah Ying just shook her head, because each dream of memories that she thought were strange when she woke up there were only faint memories in the dream, not even remembering at all.

"Su Lian, do you know anything about what happened to me?".

"I can't tell you yet, let your memory come back by itself".

"Isn't that memory supposed to belong to the owner of this body?". Ah Ying muttered but was still heard by Su Lian .

"I know Ying'er, you are not of this world" . Said Su Lian while turning her back to Ah Ying.

Degggm...

Ah Ying's feelings were not out of hand because someone knew her true identity.

"It turns out you know, ". Briefly Ah Ying was unable to say a word.

"I know from the first moment I met you, ".

" Why then does that memory haunt me ? not the owner of this body?". Ah Ying's asking was a little unkind.

"Because you're the real owner of this body". Briefly Su Lian.

"You mean?, I am Ah Ying from the modern world and how can I possess a real body?".

Su Lian smiled then approached Ah Ying who looked confused.

"That's because Mrs Gu saved you.....He swapped your soul for another weak natural soul to cover your original strength, and so that those demons would not bother you. Until the time comes, the Soul returns to its realm and your soul returns to this world, the same way it was killed at the same time".

"Why do you know everything?".

"Because I am your mother's subordinate in the upper realms".

Ah Ying scrunched her forehead a sign she was confused by what Su Lian had said.

"Whatchu mean? Then if you knew my mother why did you let them kill the entire Wu residence?? Why!!?".

Drop by drop out of Ah Ying's beautiful eyes, an immense pain grew in Ah Ying's heart.

"Because of that time I wasn't in the Qin empire, but if that didn't happen, you couldn't possibly go back in this life". Su Lian replied with extreme guilt.

"Sorry Ying'er". Connect Su Lian.

Ah Ying also fainted from enduring the grief that she could not accept. It was fortunate that Su Lian swiftly caught Ah Ying's fainting body and then moved her onto the bed.

Su Lian also sat near Ah Ying, occasionally gently rubbing the beautiful face that was still asleep from fainting, so even Su Lian's tears could not be contained anymore.

Su Lian cried in silence, on the other hand she was happy that Ah Ying was back to her original body but on the other hand she felt guilty about the massacre of the great General Wu family.

I will help you avenge Ying'er, I promise that even if the Emperor is my brother in the underworld but that's okay, so you can smile back. Mumbled Su Lian.

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Ah Ying also woke up, but she woke up in a place filled with beautiful meadows and flowerbeds, a feeling that was so familiar when she saw the towering expanse of flowers and grass .

"Where am I? didn't I faint next to Su Lian in my own room? but why am I here now? am I dead?". Ah Ying muttered as he tapped knocking on her head to make sure.

"You're not dead yet Ah Ying".

The voice of a woman calling her name from behind.

"Who's there?".

"Do you not recognize yourself Ah Ying?". The female voice was getting closer and closer to Ah Ying.

"What do you mean I don't understand?".

"Blik".

Ah Ying turned around to obey the girl, and their gazes met.

Seemed a girl with the exact same appearance as Ah Ying, a beautiful face with a white robe depicting a Phoenix with golden thread adds an accent of prestige, her head decorated with a crown of greatness that is so beautiful.

"Who are you?, why are you exactly the same as me? And where am I?". Ask Ah Ying .

"I am who you are". said the girl who even made Ah Ying more confused

"Ahhh I'm confused.... ".say Ah Ying while scratching her non-itchy scratching head.

"Let me explain, I am Ah Yue and you are Me in this moment, You are my rival Ah Ying. We are in your Subconscious Realm which you can only access when you experience emotional turmoil".

"Then why can't I remember anything?".

"That's because your Strength and memory are sealed".

"Didn't I have opened up my power with the spiritual beast why there is still a sealed one".

Ah Yue smiled hearing Ah Ying's confused words.

"You're right... They've unlocked your power but it's only partly there's still a seal that seals half of your power and your memory".

"Then how can I unseal it?".

"By dual cultivation ".

"Double cultivation? How-to".

"Yes double-cultivating with a partner who has the same Qi Flow, it will help you break the seal that seals your memories and strength"

"Where do I know of anyone who has the same Qi flow Ah Yue?".

"You've found Ah Ying, she's waiting for you in your room with her tired face". Ah Yue replied with a soft smile.

"Su Lian?".

"Yes you're right, actually he's called Su Qiang if he's above, he sacrificed to go downstairs to meet you Ah Ying, please realize he loves us so much".

Ah Ying was only speechless to hear the statement from Ah Yue, it turned out that all this time he had not only been dreaming but a hunk of his own memory that continued to appear when he was asleep.

"Now come back. Ask her for help so you can remember all of me". Ah Yue Yang said then pushed Ah Ying's soul very strongly.

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