
A notif cring appeared in my device smoothly,Andil when the device screen misguided, what he wanted my inner self .
I saw a message on my green app,
Danil: "gw ask for dunk flower number, cepet bales ga pake lama".
I let the message from Danil without replying, reading it just makes me want to destroy something.
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As night recalls my past with Gina, I loved her so much that I didn't even think she would betray me.
I don't know why she would betray me, whatever she wants I always try to get her, even I willingly give my kidney for her .
Gina had an accident that almost took her life, the doctor suggested that Gina can transplant a kidney as soon as possible, without thinking I immediately donated my kidney for her so that she survived.
But it didn't make her fall in love with me, she wanted to be with me because of my rich family , later I just found out that the efforts of Om Sugeng Papah Gina went out of business so as to make it will fall poor, but by utilizing our relationship ,om Sugeng forced gina to get engaged to me for treasure .
Maybe that's why he cheated on me behind my back.
And still stuck in my memory when Gina actually prefers her affair compared to me, she was willing to defend the man when I was about to hit him.
Her beautiful face I can no longer admire is lost with my love for her, my disappointment is deeper than my love.
I can still remember all his words to me,
" Stop it, Rio please, don't you hit him" said Gina in tears.
"Why?, do you love her?, then why have you accepted the engagement so far?", I said angrily.
"I, forced for papah's sake, I'm sorry Rio, from the beginning I don't love you, I was kind to you and also your mother for papah's sake" he said, looking down as if sorry.
"Oh so, so great is your play gina, you succeeded ", I said with a cynical smile and removed the collar of his love shirt and I applauded Gina's face.
"Sorry Rio, forgive me, I really didn't mean to get you hurt" he said, sobbing.
"Rio Rio please forgive me" said gina as she ran after me.
I ignored him anyway , go as fast as I can , even if I still see gina still trying to chase after me , that's what I saw from the rearview mirror of my car.
He was still chasing running after my car until he finally tripped and fell, "Rio Rio please forgive me", he yelled as I saw he had fallen .
I wanted to stop and help her to wake up but what is my power this heart is so hurt by her.
A few days after that incident Gina still often tried to contact me even though I often ignored it.
I was still unable to tell the incident to my parents, but I was only able to say to cancel my engagement.
With an uncertain feeling at that time I decided to change schools so that I could stay away from her.
I used to be with Gina at school and we were together all the time and maybe that's what made me hate her so much for the affair
For some reason until now, Gina is still trying to keep trying so I can forgive her.
His persistence can be seen from the way he still tries to meet me, even though I always hurt him with my words so that he leaves me.
Time keeps turning and my feelings have been lost to her, I can completely forget her and open a new life .
even though in the process Gina still continues to disturb me, still trying to establish communication with me even she still continues to try to persuade mama to tell me to cancel my intention not to get engaged with her.
But it was all in vain in my opinion because I was so hurt and somehow seeing it made me very upset.
Raindrops drenched the grass in my garden and from a distance I saw gina coming up to me in a wet shirt because of the rain.
"Rio forgive me, I love you Rio , forgive me the old me", said Gina while hugging me from behind.
I just kept quiet and do I have to forgive him?