
My name is Ariana, an ordinary housewife, now I only live with my two children.My husband has rarely come home since the birth of our second son, I have never been, now my husband lives with his parents, our marriage is 15 years old, and we have been living 11 years apart,mas Aris my husband's name in one month only a week was in the house I lived in with my two children.at that time I once asked why the mas now has changed much, now, never again want to stay with us, and the answer just makes me sick," he said to what aq stay with you guys,let alone you can't give my mother a granddaughter,,and your two kids ain't none of them look like me, it's already shown that they're not my kids, you've cheated on me behind my back""that's the answer from my husband who until now I never again ask why mas Aris rarely come home.don't him I myself confused whom our two ank look like,, who, but,,there are neighbors who say it may be similar to my late father, I myself never know how my father's face, because he died when I was still in my mother's womb,, and,, the photo of the late father is no longer there, now I do not want to take a headache anymore with the attitude of mas Aris, which is important now that my son and I can eat.
My alarm clock goes off at exactly 3am, as I usually wake up in the third of the night to face the creator, after I finish praying I rush to cook for my children's breakfast, because after the morning prayer I will have to go to the garden to tap the rubber tree belonging to the hajj sir in my village.I became a rubber farmer laborer to finance the life and needs of me and my son, he said, because mas Aris does not want to give a living for us since 11 years ago.maybe I am the stupidest woman and wife in the world, it has never been lived tpi still survive with this household, the reason I survived, just not wanting my parents to not have a father, is a stupid reason in my opinion
After I finished cooking I prepared to build my two children to perform dawn prayers,
Tok...tok.tok(i knocked on my ank room door) mas Akmal let's wake up it's time to pray, putek ny jga in wakein,,, and,,
"yes ma'am, it's the same dick you're awake,
"Thank God, my mother's son is awake,
" kriiik... door of my ank room open, with their happy faces I give thanks, Alhamdulillah kmi still given health.
" Come Ma'am let's pray (Ikmal)
" yes come on, son..
After finishing our prayers immediately breakfast, while chatting small talk to just know the activities of the day.
"Mu later to the garden ya(Ikmal)
" yes son, Akmal is still a test,
" yes ma'am, klu mas Akmal hri this is the last test, if it is still 2 days away.
" oh yes, gk feels good again Akmal went up 3rd class MTS(Madrasah Tsanawiyah), and then went up to 4th class.
" yes ma'am, oh how many days do I come home, Ikmal already miss the father.
Deg, my heart feels like it wants to stop beating, hearing my youngest child's longing for his father, God you don't feel what you feel right now..try lh you give your affection even if only a little for this son of yours, my inner voice said.
" With a smile I can only answer, my mother also does not know dex, we both pray yes hopefully father will meet again with us..
"the Lord always prays, ma'am, but why God has not yet granted a prayer adek
" maybe adek prayer has not been much y kan Bu,adek also pray ny often bolong
"yes maybe yes mas, from now on adek want to be diligent ah prayer ny so that father can gather again with us
" yes ma'am, this is ready.
At exactly 05:30 I set out for the garden by bicycle, because the distance of the house and garden where I worked was quite far, only this old bicycle always accompanied me to make a living,,I am always grateful for what I am living today, hopefully one day I and my two children can feel the real pleasure and happiness... fortunately, I have a neighbor who cares deeply about our situation.
Exactly at 11:30 I finished tapping the rubber tree, I quickly prepared to go home, after traveling for approximately 1 hour I reached home.
"Tok... Assalamualaikum said
" walaikum salam,eh mother has gone home, Akmal mother has gone home
" Alhamdulillah mom has gone home, you come in, the new mas finished washing dishes, ma'am, was only able to make fried rice for our lunch, when the mas Akmal want to cook vegetables, but, vegetables that want to be cooked there is no, jdi mas only for fried rice.
" it's okay what is important we can still eat, it's already the mother wants to take a shower first,adek help mas ny y nyiapin ny food later we eat the same.
" yes, ma'am
"after finishing the bath I immediately got dressed and went to the dining room where the two children were waiting.
" long wait for mom
" no, ma'am, but Mom, we eat the same,
" oh y Bu want to tell a story, about it was adek at school
" what story, son,,
" gini Bu was adek first once finished answering the exam question, earlier Bu Sinta hesitated with the answer to the exam adek, I can adek can quickly finish the exam problem, her,after Bu Sinta check it turns out the answer ny almost 99 %gener, Sinta's mother immediately said to adek, """"You are very smart want who is teaching at rmh, adek truck immediately answered, there is an angel Bu who taught Ikmal to study at rmh.ibu tau gk how Bu Sinta's face after hearing the reply adek, mata ny Bu Sinta glared at Kayak fruit jengkol his mouth truss open,just like Akmal klu sleeping,
" hus..adek gk can be like that same teacher Sinta, tomorrow mother asks you to apologize to the teacher Miss ny y nak. That's the name gk politely son,,, son, I'm sorry,,mother never taught children the same polite mother older, let alone the mother teacher, and promises y do not be repeated again
" kapok you deck the map do not nosy
"ih...Mama's ni, ma'am, I'm sorry tomorrow,
" good this is just a mom's son
" well we have also finished eating, before again azan zhuhur let's be ready for prayer