The Repentance of the Abject Woman

105 Crying

Zee went to Fatimah's room and sat there crying.

"Umi... hiks hiks.." call Zee on the picture frame late.

"What happened to Adam Umi? He's not like he used to be, umi. I don't know what to do, my mind becomes negative looking at her behavior.

L'm... I have a feeling that Adam will marry Umi again, is it because I am still not able to get pregnant? Is that true umi, I answered umi. replied..."

Zee broke his cry until he fell asleep there.

Zee tries to reconcile with his thoughts so as not to accuse Adam of being a non-no-no.

He tried to act ordinary, but not as cheerful as before.

Zee continued to serve Adam as he should, only he remained silent more often.

Adam realizes Zee's change of attitude.

Who used to always welcome him home from work with a smile, now just open the door and shake hands without a smile.

Preparing clothes and food, no longer sharing stories, speaking only if Adam rebuked him.

At dinner, Zee finishes first.

Usually he would wait until Adam finished as well, but this time he didn't.

He got up from the table and went to his room.

Adam immediately finished his meal and rushed Zee to the room.

There Zee was busy arranging her clothes in the closet.

"Darling.." call Adam.

"Hm..."

"Why you?"

"Ga papa"

Adam approaches and holds her hand, but Zee takes it off.

"I want to dress up" he said

"I'm not papa" Zee replied without looking at Adam.

Feeling increasingly strange, Adam takes the shirt from Zee's hand and puts it back down.

He then pulls Zee into his arms.

"Dear you why? If I'm wrong, I'm sorry"

Instead of returning Adam Zee's embrace, he took it off and took his shirt back.

This time Adam really could not stand, since the beginning of marriage Zee never be indifferent like this to him.

For a few days Zee ignored him.

Adam hugged her from behind while continuing to repeat her apology, but Zee remained unmoved.

"O dear God, what am I wrong until you are this angry with me? answer baby? I can't do it the most if you're on this cake with me"

Zee took his breath and threw out a rough.

"Please, my work is not done yet"

"No, I won't let you go before you tell me what's wrong. I can't stand you being cold like I love you, I can't"

Slowly the tears that Zee endured began to fall soaking into the hands of Adam who was holding her.

"Just a few days I've been acting this weird you said you couldn't, and then what about me?"

"What do you mean, baby?" Adam turned Zee's body to face him.

"Since I got out of the hospital 3 months ago, your attitude has been different"

"What's different, baby, ain't there"

"First, every time I ask you what my illness is you never answer it. Second, you spoil me as if I'm old soon. And the third, you always put limits on me even my phone you confiscated. What's up, mas?"

Adam was silent looking at his wife's tears that were increasingly flowing.

Adam tried to wipe away his tears but Zee brushed off his hand.

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