The Reincarnation Full Of Suffering

The Reincarnation Full Of Suffering
Chap 19 - Discriminating planet (2)



Now that I was sitting on a horse, precisely in the middle of the battlefield, the humans that were in front of me were almost as physical as animals, some had wings, rabbit ears, and there are some of them who wear full armor, unlike the half-human animals who wear gear as is.


the moment I was at a loss to think about it, my body suddenly moved on its own,


"ALL PREPARE FORMATIONS !" me


but I can control this body, and my hand takes the sword from beside my waist,


"ALL ATTACK !!" me


"YAHOO!!"


and the half-animal warrior that was in front of me also came forward while carrying a weapon towards me,


"si*l!, I don't want to die here bajing*n !" cristian in heart, cristian,


and at that moment I immediately woke up on my soft mattress while staring at the unfamiliar ceiling.


"That dream again!, what exactly does it mean in those dreams that always haunt me !?" in cristian's heart while holding his head,


I held my head, and felt something in my head,


"what is this!?, isn't this ....!" cristian in heart, cristian,


it was a bandage that was used to cover the wound, now my head and several injured bodies are full of bandages due to the attack I received from the barn during the training, which is enough to keep my blood flowing,


"si*lan you're fighting to make me battered like this !" cristian, mania,


I immediately got up from my soft bed and saw the window in my room that was covered by a curtain,


"it looks like I woke up last night, but those 2 months were so beautiful tonight" cristian, said,


I immediately closed the curtain again, and I went straight out of this room, because I couldn't stand it, wanted to go to the bathroom, so I could not stand it,


"i need to get to the bathroom right now before this gets out" cristian with her panicked face,


but I don't know where the bathroom in this house is, and the hallway is very dark.


I just followed my intuition that this bathroom room would exist if I followed this dark hallway, and it was the chill that gave me goosebumps,


"hwahh.., it's cold tonight".


I followed this long hallway straight into the bathroom, but from then on I only found the doors of the room closed, and,


"do they really not need a toilet ?" in cristian's troubled heart,


I continued to walk slowly so that the galang children here would not wake up, and followed me later to the toilet. it was like my thief kept walking so I could find something I was looking for: a toilet, but I instead heard a conversation in one of the rooms,


"this voice is not this....!" in cristian's heart, with his shocked face,


"Please luna, I have told you right?, about the rules here, if I hadn't stopped you then maybe you could have been punished by the leader here !" like a thunderclap, like,


"but he's a hero, why should we really keep it a secret !?" lunae, luna,


"the leader hasn't really confirmed that he's really siding with us, or the so-called hero who can defeat the demon queen!, I'm doing this for your good !" galang,


"si*l, what are they keeping from me !?" in cristian's heart, with an upset face,


"alright, if it's for our good, I'll obey him, if dad has no business or questions anymore I want to sleep" Luna,


"so stupid !" stare with a small laugh, though,


"huh, stupid !" lunae, luna,


"i'm here not only to deliver that, I also want to do a check as usual to all of you !" stare with a small laugh, though,


"he-he-stop, it's midnight, what are you gonna do check in the middle of the night like this !" luna's voice was nervous


"i told you it's just a routine check" galang, though,


"what are you going to do with your own son !?" cristian in heart, with her curious face,


"si*l, I'll run away" luna,


"husss, you can't run away, and noisily you'll wake your sisters up" galang said,


"false father, let me go !" lunae, luna,


"ZUJIR !" galang,


" 'ahhh" luna's voice


"ZUJIR!?, what is a skill?, what is it for !?" cristian in heart with a curious face,


"it's time for the examination !" noise, galang sound,


"Ti-no!, please let me go" luna said


"who holds you?, no one holds you at all !" noise, galang sound,


"it turns out it was a paralysis skill, I didn't think you were fighting, doing something like that to your young son, I'll stop this !" in cristian's heart with a sense of annoyance,


for a moment I wanted to move to stop the galang, my doubts arose,


"wait a minute, if I do this I won't be able to reproach -, I mean did the galang actually do it to his own son!?, I have to look for solid evidence, I have to find a, then I will force the galang to peddle, I mean admit his mistake before me and teach me the skill to know how it works!, I mean admit his mistake before me and teach me the skill !, and after that I will use that skill to the jal-, I mean to my rebellious enemies" in Cristian's heart with pleasure, I mean,


for a moment I thought about how to threaten the galang, it turned out they had already started it,


"hmm, your muscles are so stiff, why didn't you tell me from yesterday, if this was left on and on, it would have an effect on your health !" noise, galang sound,


"ti-no, please don't touch that part, 'ahh, please let me release, 'ahhhhh, hahaha amused me" luna's voice laughed, saying,


"in any case you can really conquer that woman, I will force you to teach me that skill !" in cristian's amazed heart,


"alright, the examination is over, ZENTAI !" noise, galang sound,


"the road I don't believe you're that weak, but I can finally get a solid proof !" in cristian's heart, with a happy feeling,


"Si*l, you perverted father !" luna's voice, luna,


"a-what are you doing, suddenly stroking me!, le-let go !" luna's voice was grunting,


"didn't you think, the kid I always bathed in, the food I cooked, and I told you about the history of each sleep, is now grown up. That afternoon I apologized well, for doing such an inappropriate thing as a father" said the voice,


"o-oh, that one, it seems like it doesn't need to be discussed anymore" luna's voice in an embarrassed tone, saying,


"for the second time I failed to hold back my emotions, and after doing so, my heart ached once upon a time, but if I didn't follow the rules, a human always lurked at it, he said, it will give negative reports to the leader. I don't want everything to end up as futile as it was back then" the ferocious voice softly said,


"what you did back then was right!, but the words of that hero upset me greatly, as if he told me to waste the sacrifice of my brothers. I really couldn't help it because this overflowing emotion when dealing with the human hero made me like that, I was so tired of seeing my brother and sisters who had fallen in front of me, and I couldn't do anything after they sacrificed themselves, all I could do was run and run from this reality, but the faster I ran, the more reality it couldn't get away from me. Hey dad will all of our suffering really end !?" Luna's voice in a low tone,


"about that.. I. can not give the answer at all !" a low-pitched voice, a low tone,


"would my innocent sisters continue to be sacrificed to me !?" the sound of moon was like crying,


"the leaders will do anything, if it is necessary for the peace of this world!" the sound of a flat galley,


"do they not have any pity at all for us fathers!?, why do we who are little keep going to the battlefield father!?" a voice luna like crying, crying,


"honey, this is a trivial thing for them!, don't get too hopeful about it!, because !" low tone, with low tone,


"what do you mean!?, this is a trivial thing!?, DO NOT JOKE!, are we the chosen ones in this world, really obliged to suffer!?, if this continues my mind will continue to be tormented!, you will continue to suffer !, seeing the people I love crumble before my eyes!. is that what you want dad?, seeing us completely destroyed!?, is that what you want dad !?" the sound of moon was like crying,


" i'm really sorry!, which makes your life so miserable like this!, if only there were no rules that would really restrain me here, then I will fight not you who are still children!, if only - if only then I COULD MELIN -" Galang's voice sobbing, shouting but immediately stopped, saying,


"dad, didn't you just say those next door would listen to us" Luna's voice was like crying,


"pardon me !" stumbling with a loud voice


I who heard them could only wipe my eyes, and leaned against the wall next to them, staring at the ceiling.


"i understand now, I can't believe that those children who I think are dangerous, they are fighting continuously for the future of the human race, the sacrifices they make, can't reach their expectations at all!, he said !, and your wait for someone who can truly bring peace to this world (hero), it is not me, it must be someone out there, with infinite power. whereas I have many weaknesses, weaker than all of you, these-this is very sick of me!. dear god, why did you send me the weak to this crazy world!!." in cristian's heart, cristian, with a bad feeling,


for a moment I could only hear the sound of the little crying luna, and I heard their talk again, and I heard them again,


"dad, does god really exist ?" luna's voice softly,


"heard father son, God does not exist!, even though he never existed for us !" sound with firm voice.


"it looks like you're right galang, I'm sorry for misjudging you !" in cristian's heart, though,


I went straight away from this place, slowly, without leaving any sound, but only a few steps did I feel the cold piercing me, which gave a goosebump, which gave a goosebump,


"heehhh, it's cold tonight "in the heart of the galang, walking, walking,


and right in front of me, a woman taller than me, with eyes as bright as a cat,


"michiru!, why is he here !" in a heart of panic, panic,


"aren't you.." michiru,


I quickly closed his mouth and pulled him to the open door near me,


"grat"


I hid in the room where the door had opened, and hid there,


"who is in the middle of the night, who is still walking" the voice of the ferocious, said,


"well luna I want to go back to my room, because I want to make a report. Please remember what I said earlier !" noise, galang sound,


"foolish time" luna said,


then the sound of footsteps began to sound, and the footsteps were getting further and further away,


"luckily, if this woman rebelled, it might be "in the heart of the ship, full of anxiety, perhaps,


but the woman I kept her mouth shut remained silent until the two of them behind this door actually left,


"i have to get out of here" in cristian's heart, with anxiety,


since I saw the little children glaring at me continuously in this darkness, I immediately took my hand off this woman's mouth and immediately apologized,


"excuse me for smothering you, it didn't mean anything, it's just for emergencies ! " cristian while explaining, please,


"ti-ti-no kok, if for an emergency it's okay" the nervous Michiru with a smile, said,


"alright, then I'll get out of this room !" cristian with a nervous tone,


"hey, if you go out I'll find you straight away!, will it be okay for you ?" michiru asked, though,


"well, it looks like it's probably going to be okay, rather than in this room, being stared at by bloodthirsty kids !" cristian with fear, though,


"what do you mean?, there are no children here at all, why are you talking weird ?" michiru is confused,


"what do you mean mother wolf, here there are no children at all !" in cristian's heart with a sense of annoyance,


"co-try you see behind you, they're staring at us !" cristian is scared,


michiru looked back, then,


"ohh, they?, they are what humans often call dolls !" michiru who has a small voice,


"bo-doll?, what is it !?" cristian is still scared,


"the doll is a stitch of cloth, a wooden sculpture that resembles a living creature in this world !" michiru who has a small voice,


and michiru instantly picked up something on the table,


"pardon me, maybe because of the dark they look creepy, but they are so beautiful actually" michiru smiled, saying,


then he lit some candles, so that the room would be bright.


after this bright room I saw some very beautiful works of human art, and this woman in her nightgown, her white skin and her silver hair, amazed me,


"why didn't I realize she was so beautiful" in cristian's amazed heart.


I immediately asked about this thing that almost had the entire human body,


"is that a doll ?" cristian is confused,


"really!, this is a puppet, but why don't you know this!, aren't you a human race!?, aren't they the ones who made it like this, but you don't know what this is, you don't know what it is, who are you really !?" michiru while looking at me sharply,


"of course I know this, why are you asking like ?" cristian was nervous, smiling, saying,


"suspicious!, and also why I can't smell your existence at all." michiru while looking at me sharply, pungently,


then he started to approach me, my left hand immediately looking for the doorknob, to get out of here, but he quickly grabbed my left hand and pulled up, pulling up,


"it's this close I can't smell your existence, you're like a dead man but you're still moving freely like a human. Who are you really !?, are you a demon who wants to harm my sisters !?" michiru looked at me face to face, though,


the atmosphere in this room was instantly silent as soon as the woman who looked at me asked so,


"si*l, am I going to die here !" in cristian's heart full of fear.....