The Red Bridge 16 February

The Feeling of Loss That is So Great

Satria Esa felt disturbed, during his sleep. It feels heavy and tingly, but feels good. Both of Satria Esa's eyes were wide open, as she looked, Tiara was kissing her chest.

"Near! " satria Esa snapped, immediately waking up and Tiara descended from above her body.

"Sister, what's wrong with you? I am your wife." said Tiara

"It's out of bounds, we can't do that" Satria Esa said.

"I'm sister's wife, does sister not love me anymore? and I'm pregnant sister's child!"

"I'm not your husband!" satria Esa.

Tiara woke up, and now her body was facing off against Satria Esa. Tiara stared intently at Satria Esa, her gaze turning into a gaze as if wanting to tear apart the prey.

"Say, what's the reason?" tiara.

"Daddy, I'm Esa. Not Ade, and your husband has died in an accident, you realize Tiara!" satria Esa.

"I can't believe you must have another woman."

Satria pulls Tiara's hand into her room, and shows Tiara a photo of Satria Ade.

"See her face? same no! we used to be the same, but now it's different, because I had plastic surgery. This is your husband, I do love you, but not for now I will marry you. But later, after your son is born."

Tiara then took the figura, and looked at the photo of the man inside. Tiara glazed over, as she looked at the man in the figura.

Hiks. hiks..

"Sister...!! " cry Tiara.

"Sister...!! " cry back Tiara.

Satria Esa, then hugged Tiara's body, her cries getting louder. Even hit - hit Satria Esa.

"Why don't you just die! why should my husband! " tiara said as she shouted.

"If you may ask, you will die, replace your husband" said Satria Esa.

"Sir...!!! "

"You must be sincere, for this is the truth."

"Go you, go..!! " tiara snapped pushing against Satria Esa's body.

"Go you, don't ever come before my eyes again. Go ye! go."snake back Tiara.

" Sister is gone, brother is leaving. But please, don't do things you can't do." said Satria Esa.

"Go..!! " snapped Tiara.

Hiks. hiks..

"Sir Ade...!! "

Satria Esa did not leave the house, she sat hiding behind a tree, and just watched over Tiara from the CCTV. Through the screen of his phone, Satria Esa watched over Tiara who was inside.

Tiara was seen hugging her husband's uniform, even shouting occasionally. Satria Esa, can only look sad.

"I'll stay by your side, I'll be there for you."

****

"You fought?" ask Retno's mother.

"Yes, she must also be made aware that I am not her husband" replied Satria Esa.

"Are we just going to the mental hospital? than like this."

"But what about his parents?"

"Definitely agree, pity in a house like this. If he's in a mental hospital, he's gonna be treated, who knows if he's improving. Pity the child in the womb too, you prepare everything, take him there."

"Okay ma'am, I'll take care of everything" Satria Esa said.

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"Alright if that is the best for my child" said Mother Lydia.

"I'm sorry if we take action like this. We feel sorry for her, let alone being pregnant" Retno's mother said.

"Yes, just take it. For everything."

After calling Mother Lydia, Mother Retno approached Tiara. Retno's mother stroked her daughter-in-law's hair, which was broken.

"Son, we go - yuk! " bring Retno's mother.

"Went - where's the road, ma'am?" ask Tiara.

"We go for something fresh, I want to eat iced fruit" replied Retno.

****

Tiara stared out the window, Mr. Aji was driving, while Tiara and Ms. Retno were sitting in the rear passenger seat.

"Where are we going?" ask Tiara.

"Somewhere, you will have many friends there." replied Retno with eyes that glazed - glass.

"Many friends!" tiara.

"Yes, a lot of friends. "

Satria Esa chose to ride a motorcycle, so that Tiara did not run amok when he saw Satria Esa. As the car arrives at the hospital, Tiara knows this is a mental hospital.

"What does this mean?" ask Tiara.

"I'm sorry you're with Mom, you're going to stay here" replied Mr. Aji.

"You think I'm crazy! you think I am not sane! don't be rude, I'm not crazy" Tiara said.

"Son, you're here to heal, this is for a while. You have to be treated, you are pregnant too" said Ms. Retno.

"But I'm not crazy! " snapped Tiara.

Satria Esa immediately called the nurse, and there were three nurses who immediately brought Tiara in.

"I'm not crazy..! hahahahaha, I'm not crazy. "

Retno's mother cried, seeing the condition of her daughter-in-law. Satria Esa then, immediately entered the hospital, to take care of all his administration.

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"I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy" said Tiara, who was getting weaker, because he was given an injection of sleeping pills.

Tiara fell asleep, with her hands on the straps, right on her wrists. Satria Esa, Ms Retno and Mr. Aji can only stare from behind the glass.

"The patient will be better here, the patient has a psychiatric disorder, a sense of loss makes his soul shaken" said Dr. Karina, a psychiatric specialist.

"Is it healing?" ask Satria Esa.

"God Can, because all the above powers. While we are only as an intermediary, trying to be cured." replied Dr. Karina.

"Thank you doc."

"Same - same."

"I will come here often" said Satria Esa.

"True son, you often look at him. Poor thing, only we are close." said Retno's mother.

"What is your intention to continue?" said Mr. Aji.

"God willing I want to marry her, may she recover quickly."

"If I can't marry her, I will protect her."

Tiara was still asleep, with both hands on the rope. Satria Esa, just hope in her heart, to be healthy again like before.

"I will always be there for you."

****

"So he's in a mental institution now?" ask Nature.

"yes, he is now in a mental hospital." replied Satria Esa.

"I'm also concerned about what happened to him, when I found out you died, like this. He's crazy, but long thanks to your twin brother, he's healed. And now he's like this again, so very big love." said Nature.

"I'll get him well, I'll bring him back like the Tiara I know" Satria Esa said.

While in the hospital, Tiara just kept quiet with her hands tied. Mother Lydia and Mr. Agus, very sad to see his daughter like this.

"Well, can our child recover?" ask Mother Lydia.

"It can, of course, be the Bund." replied Mr. Agus.

Satria Esa came, seeing the alarming condition of Tiara. Pak Agus rubbed Satria Esa's back, as the man of her daughter's past stood together.

"My son is like this now, do you still want to be with him?" said Mr. Agus.

"I will stay with him, I will make him come back the way he was" Satria Esa said.

"He lost the person he loved the most, he was so much in love as you were. Now, the passing of Ade, made him so very lost. Nothing can be replaced, only one sincerely accepts, it will not happen like this" said Mr. Agus.

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