The Racer Is My Wife

I am not perfect

...The night is changing morning.. ...

...With cool and cool air accompany.. ...

...The birds began to hum.. ...

...And the dew soaks the trees in the morning.. ...

^^^-Short poetry by, Ar-Ariska^^

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The sun now began to shine on Akbar's face, then woke him from a deep sleep last night, and when he opened his eyes, Riska's lethargic face and pale look adorned the view of Akbar that morning.

"Ehm. You must have been waiting for me last night, Bee, I'm sorry I came home so late last night, because I'm still upset about your hobbies that continue to defy me." Akbar said while tucking a few strands of hair into Riska's ear.

"Ehm.." Usik Riska due to sunlight.

Then Akbar who saw the discomfort of Riska immediately closed the third layer of the window curtain so that sunlight does not interfere with Riska's sleep.

After that, he kissed Riska's forehead and went out of the room to approach Mother Dele who had been awake while fondling Aidha.

"Good morning Mother." Akbar.

"Good morning, tumben's up." Reply Mother Dele.

"Hehe, wake up Bun." Akbar.

"Ehm.. Your mouth smells bad, you drank last night huh?." Ask Mother Dele.

"Sorry Bun." Akbar replies who then goes to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.

After that, he approached Bunda Dele again while grabbing Aidha for his evening before he prepared to return to the office and work.

"Why did you come home late and have a drink?." Mother Dele asked as she looked at her only son cynically.

"Ehm..." Akbar replied silently while giving Aidha to Bik Ambar.

"Take Aidha to Ambar's room, I want to talk to your young master first." The Mother Dele.

"Good big lady." Reply to Bik Ambar who then carried Aidha and went to Akbar and Riska's room.

Then Mother Dele sat opposite Akbar at the dinner table, and she asked Akbar again with a fierce face in calmness.

"Why did you drink last night?, then go home late at night?." Mother Dele asked expressionlessly.

"I'm stressed Mommy, Riska always wants to race and race. Then I'm still upset until I decide to stop by the bar and drink instead of going home to see Riska's face that pisses me off." Reply Akbar.

"Isn't racing Riska's hobby, then why do you mind?. whereas before marrying the woman must definitely accept less and more she can only decide to invite the woman hem.." Clearly Mother Dele.

"Did Mommy forget?, I married Riska was forced because she wanted you, and only now-now only I began to love her. I still have difficulty moving on from Rabella Mommy, she said, so it's only natural that I still don't accept the lack of Riska." Said Akbar who did not accept.

"Yes you are right, Mother should not force you to marry Riska, but now she is already your wife, as well as the mother of your little daughter. are you going to keep on remembering Rabella after Riska sacrificed so much for you so far huh?." Ask Mother Dele.

"Honestly, I've tried to forget Rabella, but she's always present and present, and I've tried to get rid of my feelings, too, but still forgetting the ex who has been in a relationship for 6 years is hard Bun." Reply Akbar.

And for the umpteenth time, unbeknownst to Akbar and Bunda Dele, Riska who was about to put a dirty glass from her room into the kitchen was not so put it, so did not put it, but only because they hear their talk.

Then Mother Dele who began to realize the presence of Riska, was silent when she saw Riska who looked at Akbar with eyes that began to glaze over.

"Why is Mother silent?, is it still unclear what I said earlier?. I have not been able to fully move on Mother, it feels the more I try to leave but she is more and more present." Akbar.

"You'd better shut up." Reply Mother.

"Why Bun?, what's wrong if I say something honest?." Ask Akbar.

"Huh?." Pekik Akbar who then turned towards Riska.

"Bee.." Call Lirih Akbar who then moved from his seat.

"Yes.." Reply Riska who is smiling hides her sadness.

Then Riska approached Akbar and Mother Dele without removing the dirty glass that she had held tightly in her hands.

"Hehe. Good morning Mother, Bee." Said Riska greeting them.

"Morning.." Reply Bunda Dele and Akbar simultaneously.

"Hehe's sorry I woke up late and I didn't mean to listen to your chat either. I just wanted to put my old dirty cup of tea, didn't mean to listen." Say Riska while grinning and moving to put a dirty glass into the sink of the dishwasher.

"Bee, I'm sorry." Akbar.

"No need to apologize, I'm fine. oh yes, breakfast is ready huh?, sorry yes because I woke up late so Mother bother to have to take care of Aidha and breakfast." Reply Riska.

"It's okay, son." Said Mother Dele who felt bad about Riska.

Then silence adorned the dining room, until Riska again menginshkan silence.

"I made you a salad for a minute, you guys have breakfast first." Say Riska who then moves to the kitchen table.

"Son, talk to Riska first, let Aidha Mother take care." The Mother Dele.

"Yes Mother, I'm sorry." Reply Akbar who is not good has also brought up the decision of his Mother first.

After that, Mother Dele went to Akbar and Riska's room while Akbar went to Riska who was cutting fruits.

"Hiks.. hiks.." Sobs Riska without tears.

"Ehm.. is there not a single man who loves me sincerely and accepts my hobby?, Galuh was just an obsession without love, he said, now my husband also only makes me a wife but loves others." Speak Riska quietly with sobs without tears.

"Bee, honey.." Call Akbar.

"Ehm. i.. Yes" Reply Riska who took a breath and then turned her body.

"Bee, I'm sorry." Said Akbar who could not bear to see Riska who continued to feel imperfect.

"It's okay, what are you doing here?, not breakfast first." Reply Riska with a smile.

"Ehm... Please don't pretend, I know you're sad right?." Akbar asked as he stepped closer to Riska.

"No Bee, I'm fine." Riska replied with a smile even though her eyes were increasingly teary.

"I'm sorry.." Said Akbar who was now in front of Riska.

"There's nothing to forgive Bee, you're not wrong. Maybe it's me who keeps forcing you to stay for me, while your heart still hopes for the other." Reply Riska who then turned her back to Akbar.

Then Akbar hugged Riska from behind, and continued to apologize, although Riska always said it was okay and fine. until Riska's tears were long unable to be weathered again, then she immediately turned her body and embraced Akbar's body with a cry that sounded quite softly echoed in one room.

Seriate...

..."Although I can wait for you, but it hurts also if your love still can't I get a whole😔"...

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