
.... ...
...'You have nothing to fear, nothing else will hurt you or leave you. I'll take care of you because you're mine, baby!'...
.... ...
...--🌷--...
'Leszy.....'
' Come and stay by my side, forget all the things that hurt you. Leave the world that rejects your presence. Allow myself to guard and protect you, only I am my one-Queen.'
The opiate-sounding baritone voice continued to pull and lead my way through my conscious. A dream that feels strange as well as confusing-but feels very longing.
Stepping on the surface of the water without having to fear that I would fall drowning to its bottom. Look at all the activities of the capital that are right at the bottom of its water. Beautifully reflected like a night jewel. Is this a sign that there will be a tsunami? No, maybe!
I brushed away those stupid thoughts. Until something unusual becomes an amazing thing to look at. My attention turned to the fish and all the animals of the sea - just swimming freely in space without the water that interceded them. What's more against the auroras that float beautifully decorate the night sky filled with the sparkle of constellations.
"Lezzy--"
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Krink! Krink! Krink!!
I woke up very rudely in shock at the alarm call that was squealing my ear. With things very messed up. I try to wake myself up completely. Then looking at the still-beeping HP-that always helps bring my soul back from dreamland that I think-em-is, that's so weird!
Moreover, the dream ended when the voice of the man became a strange longing that was so intoxicating to the mind. Ok! Let me tell you something. The voice kept calling my name without me knowing who the owner was let alone the purpose of the dream itself.
And the severity of this dream also became a night friend as I slept-continuously over and over for 10 years. The day after my parents left in a traffic accident. It was also the first time I experienced it. I am so used to this dream.
Trink!
A message came in from my little friend. Reminds me of a class meeting in very crowded college hours. Not to mention with the alarm notification on the calendar today, that every Thursday I have to enter work part time earlier than the clock of the other day. The huft! Life that is always recurring without any other fun activities, is very tiring.
I looked carefully at my figure which was very different and foreign to humans in general. Looking at the reflection of myself in the mirror with not so much expectation of having social activities like the girls out there, because I'm weird(?)
Okay, let me introduce myself. My name is Prycilia Lezzy Crownsiamoer.
23-year-old woman with no lover (lifetime!) never date close and talk to a man alone never. People always look at me weird. I have an unusual physique. Sorry I mean, I have blue eyes as blue as the ocean. Silvery gray hair and slightly pale white skin. Even so, the thing that I am still grateful for from this strange physique, I am blessed with a beautiful face like a goddess.
Not because I overestimated myself, but really I did look different, then did I get a lot of praise? No, it's just silly things and indecent words that I received.
With this figure. There are many nicknames that I receive as a tribute from the girls who stare hatefully as well as the men who stare down on me. Did anyone say I'm an albino or some weird alien, some ghost? Even worse, it's called a facial operation monster. I don't know that's their view of me.
But I must remain grateful and always be optimistic in order to stay alive. I will not waste the life my parents gave me, and that has become commonplace for me.
No need for a lot of responses just silent and take care of myself, anyway they also can not judge their lives.
"Today, keep the spirit up!" I tried to encourage myself.
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*campus
- Library.
"It's boring." Mia makes her textbook reference as a base-supporting idleness of the burden of her mind. while looking lethargic Lezzy next to her.
"If you keep lounging. I can't guarantee you'll graduate in the same year as me." Lezzy is leaving.
"Aah! Where are you going?"
"I have to submit a month-end report to the Professor. You know I was pitching an apprenticeship proposal at the big Hospital before my thesis hearing?"
"Wait a minute, I know you're Professor's favorite student. But pour your genius on these crumbs."
Lezzy looked suspiciously. "This time you want me to help you with which task?"
"Hehe, please find eight books on substances and nerves of the heart."
"What?! Don't want ah, you and I are in a doctor's school with different fields."
Mia pulls Lezzy's sweater while whining. "I promise this is the last one, Lezzy."
"No! ah, take off Mia. If your father finds out about your attitude like this, he'll confiscate your monthly ATM."
"That's why, before my father killed me and confiscated everything - please help me Lezzy, we've been friends for a long time."
Lezzy glanced boredly, "Alright, just this once. You know, I can't lie to Uncle and Aunt."
"Yeah!! Lezzy is the best. Kiss my bestie first!" Mia hugs Lezzy in excitement but is held back by Lezzy before his best friend starts to lose his mind.
"Yes, about your proposal. Don't you want to think about it? the cost of internships at reputable hospitals is also expensive, especially if the expert staff wants a hand. Your tuition fees alone are already big enough. "
"It's to the point of swelling. That's when I have to work. So for a while, sorry I couldn't come to dinner at your house. "
"Mommy must be disappointed--Lezzy if you want, I can tell my dad about your tuition, and you can stay home too."
"You don't have to worry, thank you for everything for these 10 years. I'm also not renting an apartment, my parents' house is enough for me. "
"Lezzy's been working for 5 years to finance your education."
"Shut..., Mia you and your family have helped me a lot in the past and I don't want to trouble you guys anymore, so I'm going to pay for my own life, okay."
"But--"
"Mia, I want you to respect my achievements, you don't have to worry."
"You sure?"
"Alright, then I go home first. The weather is getting colder now. Please put on your warm coat while working, if there's time I'll be there."
"Prepare to do it." chirped Lezzy reassured his best friend.
Seeing Mia leave the library, Lezzy retraces the labyrinth of bookshelves. He may find some books from Mia's request, because he still has 24 minutes before meeting the Professor.
Bukh!
Lezzy turned his head after hearing the sound of books falling, and he also saw some books strewn on the floor. Lezzy picked up and reassembled the books that fell into the shelves. His blue savier eyes caught a book tucked under the shelf. He tried to reach it despite a little difficulty but he managed to get it.
He wiped the dusty book, Lezzy read the title of the book which he thought was a little strange 'Darkness World' and saw the author of the book named 'Rechard Melware'.
"The experience of the author while trapped in the world of Darkness World, a place that only inhabited mythological creatures such as Elves, Fairy, Vampire----Oh come on, come on, have these journalists started to lose the idea of researching something useful? Such creatures are just a myth! If there is a possibility, they have been checked. He'd rather be a fairy tale writer than a journalist." Lezzy said as he put the book on the shelf back and walked away.
Shortly after Lezzy left someone came and took the book that had been read by Lezzy and quickly left like a gust of wind, missing without a trace or sound.
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*Cafe Caln'teni Wisteria
"Please come back, sir." Lezzy said with a smile after giving a customer's coffee order.
He stared at the wall clock already at 18:32 pm, should he immediately change his part time before dark night dominate the day. Lezzy does not like dark although it is impossible but he is afraid if the events of his parents recur.
"Thank you for today, Mr. Manager."
"Go home and rest Lezzy, tomorrow you have to go to college, right? Regarding your monthly money I will transfer tomorrow only, along with other employees. because on the 14th I will go and return in 2 weeks."
"Alright, thanks again for keeping me here, for 5 years."
Lezzy walked out of the cafe. Look at the black sky with lara. Lezzy raised his hand letting the snowflakes land on his white palm.
"Snow will come down soon, I'd better get back soon."
White steam from his breath. By maintaining warmth on his hands. Lezzy rubbed his palms together. Because somehow in say beautiful---Lezzy has its own hatred of winter since the age of 11 years.
What to love when winter comes? There are no plants in bloom, animals and humans are better to stay in their homes and choose to warm themselves. Her more severe this season can claim a life-like tragedy to her parents.
Arriving at home, Lezzy quickly cleans up allowing warm water to greet her. He saw his face in the mirror condensing as a result of the hot steam from his bathtub. Staring intensely at each curve of his face from eyes, lips, to hair.
If it is said he does not care about the scorn of others, of course for him it is a lie. Because honestly, he was also injured.
Lezzy was also always crying in his room when he was in Junior High, he also wondered why he had a different face to other people, even his father and mother did not have the same eyes and hair as him.
He used to ask questions but his mother always said Lezzy was special and should not hate her current self, and should be grateful to the Creator for being given a beautiful face.
Not wanting to keep thinking about it as soon as Lezzy got up and put on her clothes, it was better to relieve her tiredness today by sleeping.
"Huft, everything's gonna be fine. Tomorrow and the next day, I-will-will be fine." Lezzy wiped her tears and calmed her mind, before finally sleeping welcoming her.
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'Leszy.....'
"Who?"
'Let's go Lezzy.....'
"Who's there, stop this and show yourself!"
Lezzy kept shouting to find out the voice that always greeted him in the dreamland. He looked around very carefully but there was no one there.
"show yourself! Explain what this all means, what do you want from me?"
'............'
"What do you mean, why should I leave Earth and come with you, who am I?"
'Because you're Mate, my queen---'
Instantly Lezzy's body heard it was silent and that second also the surroundings instantly darkened without any light. Lezzy's body began to tremble in fear from the darkness, with the cold beginning to hit him as if he was gripping his own neck.As if he was bound by something that could not be seen with the naked eye.
Lezzy's body trembled even more when he saw a dashing figure standing before him. Without knowing his form apparently due to the lack of lighting, only one thing he knew was the highlight of his eyes that were deep red.
The figure slowly walked towards Lezzy, with Lezzy reflexively walking backwards and running without direction because the surroundings were dark.
Lezzy regretted asking the voice. He was afraid and hoped that someone would help him, but it seemed impossible because there was no one else but him.
And immediately Lezzy's run stopped when the creepy figure was in front of Lezzy. Slowly the figure was holding onto Lezzy's grey hair strands. He smelled a distinctive fragrance from Lezzy's body and rubbed Lezzy's face gently.
Lezzy could feel it as the long, sharp fingernails moved around rubbing his face. "Akh!!"
Lezzy whimpered as the nail managed to scratch a bit of his cheek, making Lezzy's deep blood flow into his nails. Without hesitation, he licked his fingernails with Lezzy's blood while smiling deliciously.
'Mani.....'
"I-I beg you, let me go, hiks..," Lezzy stammered. Not to mention the tears that he could not bear. Falling so hard. The figure hugged Lezzy gently and inhaled a sweet fragrance from her body.
'You have nothing to fear, nothing else will hurt you or leave you. I'll take care of you because you're mine, baby!'
In that instant the water under Lezzy's feet slowly began to try to drown him with the mysterious figure. Lezzy couldn't move his limp body as both of his savier eyes began to close. Letting the coldness from the water creep into his body, devouring him.
Is this going to be the end of his life? Dad, I'm waiting for Lezzy maybe I'll catch up with you. Thought Lezzy and let this dream swallow his consciousness.
'Sleep Lezzy, then wake up in your new life with me-just for me...'
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