The Queen

Episodes 108

Darren sends Lisa to her room, and Miss Darmi brings her a bag of Lisa's change of clothes to the hospital.

"Rest me, I'll have Bu Darmi cook you some soup"

"Darren, I want to ask. What do you want after the child I bear is gone?"

"What do you mean?"

"Are you going back to chasing Shima? or stay with me?"

"What's important to think about that? you better rest a lot to recover quickly. You're out of surgery"

"I want to make sure now! answer my question quickly!"

"I'm too sick of talking to you about this. Whatever you say, I'll think about it carefully so I don't regret it a second time"

"You mean you regret marrying me?"

Darren ignored Lisa's words. He immediately came out of the room and approached Bu Darmi.

"Mom, please make Lisa some chicken soup"

"Good sir"

"Mom, may I ask you a question?"

"Among Shima and Lisa, which is best according to Bu Darmi?"

"I think it's better, Miss Shima, sir"

"Why? is Lisa bad at war?"

"No sir, Miss Lisa is very kind. But my position here is a woman. I've experienced conditions like the one Mrs Shima experienced. I understand very well how Miss Shima felt back then. I saw Madam Shima running around because she was happy to have a child. Until he forgets the nausea and dizziness he suffered. But, the harsh reality that mistress got. The difference is, my marriage with my husband was fine at that time, while Miss Shima chose to end her marriage"

"Is my mistake beyond repair, ma'am?"

"Everybody can change for the better, sir. It's just, if a woman's heart has been hurt then a lifetime will imprint in her heart"

"But I promise to change, ma'am. Is there no chance for me? I still love Shima"

"Maybe the mistress chose to separate for fear that if she survived her life would be filled with fear. Fear of pain that will recur. Or his life will not be calm because it is filled with suspicion. Sometimes, a thousand good will lose by one mistake. No matter how much we do good, no one else will remember. But the one time we make a mistake, it will be remembered for a lifetime"

Darren rubbed his face rough, trying to digest word after word from Bu Darmi. It was fortunate for her husband, because Bu Darmi could forgive her and start over. Unfortunately, Darren must be trapped to live with Lisa. Should he divorce her? given his condition that has not recovered, of course, Darren does not have the heart. But if you remember the words that pitched the accusations, Darren wants to end it all immediately. Either he eventually returns to Shima or lives alone. The important thing is that he has to empty his mind first. Leave little room for his body to calm down for a moment.

It's not easy living with Lisa. He tried it for six months, but the love did not appear in his heart. His desire to enjoy Lisa is not like it used to be when Lisa was still his affair status. It may be true, people say, if your wife is no longer attractive to you all you have to do is make her pull back or close your eyes from other women.

"Master, the madam is now being shaken. It is only natural that his emotions are so unstable and become uncontrollable. Be patient with the lady! Whatever happens in the back, do not repeat the same mistake. Because as stupid as a donkey, he will not fall into the same hole for the second time"