The Psychopath Prince

-49- Let's Get Married!

The girl looked at the ceiling of the room with a blank look. It was day, and he had been in that position all night. In his arms was a man whom he embraced affectionately, unconscious with regular breathing. 

“Stop daydreaming, how sad. You are surprised by Yuzen's behavior like that?”

The girl was still silent as the voices continued to buzz in her head all night. He was used to hearing that voice. Although occasionally his head was a bit in pain, but slowly he felt used to it. 

His head was silent, and the voice in his head stopped blabbering. 

But then, Wanda opened her eyes. Looking at Yuzen with a sad look. After that Wanda closed her eyes and tried to feel what was inside her head. 

“I have a question. You said you were my other personality. So, does Yuzen know about you?”

Wendy who was in the dark corner of Wanda's soul was shocked. Although they are one body, but their minds are different and Wendy did not expect that Wanda would question something quite surprising. Well, considering all this time his existence is not even considered Wanda. 

That question was not something that suddenly flashed a second ago in Wanda's mind. Because last night, a flash of an incident appeared in his head while crying over Yuzen's state. A flash he doesn't remember ever happened or not. Whether it was real or just his imagination. At that time, he was seen wearing a High School uniform with Yuzen who also wore a High School uniform. Only a small incident when Yuzen seemed to be trying to get close to him was afraid of strangers. Just a quick glance before his memory jumps to the events when Yuzen appears to have just graduated High School and is begging him. 

.. 

.. 

A few years ago, 

Wanda locked herself in her room. He's been in there for 3 days with no intention of going out at all. Wanda was even just lying in her bed. Look at the window of his room with a blank look. The girl even only got up if she wanted to go to the restroom. There's nothing else he's done. Even for eating and drinking, the girl had no intentions at all. I think he wants to die. 

Die off? 

Wanda looked at the ceiling. Then slowly he got out of bed. He needs to do something. Yes, something that will fulfill his greatest wish now. Something that will make him meet his beloved mother. 

Wanda's pale lips smiled slightly. 

The girl went down the stairs and headed towards the kitchen. Ruffled the drawers under his kitchen and then felt happy when he found the rope there. Wanda climbed the stairs again to her room.

After arriving at his room the girl circulated her gaze. He stared at the ceiling of the room with a soft look before then putting the rope on the floor and walking towards the hallway on the right side of his room. He opened one of the doors that was a place to store things, and then found a folding ladder there. With great difficulty, Wanda took the stairs to her room. Then the girl turned back and took a hammer. 

Wanda returned to her room and began climbing up the stairs with a hammer in one of her hands. 

The little girl began hammering the ceiling of her room until it was destroyed in one part. It continued like that until he saw a wooden foundation ceiling of the house. 

Sweat ran down the girl's forehead. She's exhausted. His hand hurt, so that before long, he just dropped the hammer he was holding to destroy the floor that was hit by the hammer. 

Wanda grunting. 

Then come down again and take the rope. He started climbing the stairs again and tied his mooring rope to one of the woods. After her work was done, Wanda got down and stared at the rope happily. 

Any minute…. 

Soon his wish was granted. 

Wanda dragged a chair from her study desk and placed it right under the rope. He climbed onto the chair and began to let the rope coiled around his neck tightly. 

What the hell is he doing? 

Of course suicide. 

He wants to die

His life is ruined. 

Wanda closed her eyes. But then a voice echoed loudly in his head. Makes her scream because it hurts so much. Like someone stabbed his head with a lot of needles. 

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! SUICIDE, HUH? STUPIDHEAD! YOU CAN'T KILL YOURSELF WITHOUT MY PERMISSION."

Then there was no sound from the window of his room. Wanda hurriedly turned her head towards the window and turned her head when she found Yuzen on the balcony of her room. 

Damnit. 

He locked all the doors and windows of his house. But look, the man was looking for another alternative by climbing up the balcony of his room on the second floor. Somehow. 

Even more unlucky, Wanda felt like crying again when she saw Yuzen's face. He felt frustrated, angry, and sad. He wanted Yuzen to get away from his life. But somehow he also felt he still desperately needed the figure of Yuzen to accompany his life. Isn't that the wrong thing? 

Yuzen had already done a fatal thing to her. 

Regardless of Yuzen's figure continuing to bang on his window, Wanda steadily kicked his chair down. And now, the girl perfectly hung up and did not tread the ground. 

Yuzen who was staring at the incident shouted in anger and frustration. The man grabbed a flower vase on the balcony and with a strong movement, smashed the vase into the glass door until it broke. Yuzen dashed quickly and then clasped Wanda's feet. Raise the girl's body slightly so that the rope around her neck does not choke her. 

Wanda rebelled and kicked Yuzen's body. But Yuzen didn't care, he kept clutching Wanda's feet and making sure the girl's rope didn't strangle her. 

Yuzen closed his eyes. He felt angry. Angry at him and his situation. 

"GET RID OF ME ASSHOLE!"

Deg. 

It was painful to hear her beloved girl scolding her so. This time Wanda scolded him. 

"Darling…"

"I DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED DEAR BY******* LIKE YOU. LET ME DIE YOU ASSHOLE!"

Yuzen wanted to roar furiously. His eyes were even glazed. For sure he won't let Wanda die. Never before he himself died. As long as he's alive, Wanda will live on. 

Under the sunset, Wanda's frustrated screams continued to be heard. And Yuzen listened with a slashed heart. 

The man immediately contacted one of his bodyguards to come over immediately. He has to save Wanda. 

"Don't die, I'll die too if you do." Yuzen Whispe. But Wanda was able to hear it and finally the girl cried as she pleased. "Wendy, please take over Wanda's body."

And then Wanda felt her head ache and then her vision darkened.

.. 

.. 

Many questions flashed through Wanda's brain when the flash was present. 

First, did he really know Yuzen for a long time? And if so, what does that have to do with Yuzen first? 

Second, why would he want to kill himself? Of course he realized the incident happened when his mother died. Is he really that frustrated because his mother left him? 

Wanda shook her head. Impossible, surely all the flashes present were just a meaningless blank flash. He doesn't remember anything like that happening anyway. Just a flash, consider it a dream. 

"Exchange places, yuk!" 

Wanda again flinched as the voice managed to disperse her daydream. 

"I also want to take care of Yuzen and have fun of course."

"Hey, I have a great idea. What if you whisper words that could make Yuzen jealous. Who knows if that guy's gonna wake up soon."

"Don't you want to take advantage of this situation, what if we explore Yuzen's body."

Wanda shuddered as she heard word for word Wendy who started babbling again. The girl shook her head in horror, it seemed like Wendy was a wild and perverted type girl. How could the figure in his head suggest to utilize Yuzen's unconsciousness? 

"It's not. We must seize this opportunity. We can hold it free."

Wanda shook her head strongly-quart. Then he said, "don't incite me and don't get dirty in my head."

"Oh come on, didn't you know Yuzen used to fumble around while sleeping together?"

"W-WHAT?!"

Then a thunderous laughter sounded in his head. Wanda grimaced a little, however she was not used to the loud noise of the figure inside her head. 

"Hey, stop laughing, you're hurting me."

"Owh, you've dared to rebuke me." Then the laughter got louder. Wanda felt annoyed and the girl pouted.

"That's it. And Hey! You haven't answered my question before. Does Yuzen know where you are?" Although Wanda recalled that Yuzen mentioned Wendy's name before she was unconscious in her flash, but who knew she had misheard.

"You think?" Wendy looked happy to prank Wanda. It was only this first time that he was able to interact directly with Wanda in a relaxed state. "You better ask Yuzen directly."

Wanda again felt bad for Wendy. "But Yuzen isn't conscious yet."

But a second later, Wanda felt Yuzen's body move in her arms.The girl quickly let go of her embrace to keep Yuzen from getting crowded. The girl observed Yuzen who slowly started to open her eyelids. 

The man blinked a few times before then the man's eyes caught Wanda's eyes looking curious and worried. 

Wanda held her breath as she looked at Yuzen's seemingly empty gaze. The man did not react as he looked at her, only continued to stare emotionlessly. Slowly, fear reached Wanda. 

"Yep…." Call Wanda. 

Yuzen simply fell silent without turning his gaze to Wanda. 

"Sister Yuzen…"

There is no lawfulness. And the frightened Wanda immediately hugged Yuzen tightly without much thought anymore. Wh why? 

What's wrong with Yuzen? 

"Sir Yuzen why?"

For the first time, Yuzen pushed Wanda's body to let their embrace slip. Wanda turned her back to Yuzen's behavior. The impulse was not harsh, Yuzen even did it gently. But the impulse provides evidence that Yuzen is rejecting him. 

Wanda was scared. 

"Don't you feel disgusted at me?" Yuzen. "I'm scary, aren't I?" Yuzen tried to remember every detail of what he did in front of Wanda last night. Yuzen felt shudder as she remembered him acting crazy and even hurting her girl. 

"No." Wanda shook her head firmly. But it can't bring back the emotion Yuzen's eyes. The man felt empty. 

"You're gonna leave me." It was a one-sided statement Yuzen thought. And Wanda felt absurd with Yuzen's thought that was without evidence. 

"Not going to." Wanda held both of Wanda's cheeks and let the man stay focused on looking at her. "Why should I leave you?"

"Because I'm weird and scary. Look.." The man raised his hand and revealed his bandaged hand. "I even hurt myself. I don't deserve you."

Wanda always thought she was the most negative person in the world. He always looked down on himself. Always afraid of the environment. But look, how could a person as perfect as Yuzen look down on himself? 

"I'm not leaving." Then, Wanda remembered with her flash. "I've liked you since High School."

Deg. 

Yuzen. The man sat down and his empty eyes were now full of terrified expressions. 

"Wa-wanda.." Yuzen felt trembling as she said the name Wanda. 

Wanda herself was shocked by Yuzen's reaction. So, doesn't that prove that his flash is real? That he once liked that guy back in High School. They just met when they were in college. Is there something wrong with his brain? Is there a memory missing? 

"So, have we known each other since High School? What's our relationship?" Yuzen gulped his hard-earned saliva. He warns her to the point where Wanda remembers the past. "Be honest with me, or I'll get out of your life."

After last night, it felt like Wanda had a US card. Didn't he have to make the most of Yuzen's weakness? Even though Wanda feels weird. How could Yuzen be afraid of losing her to an ordinary, ugly girl? 

Yuzen himself glanced. The man tried to normalize his frightened heartbeat. Take a breath before exhaling it. 

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Yuzen slowly. 

"So?" Wanda tried to pressure Yuzen to continue his statement. 

"We've been dating since High School." 

Wanda felt overwhelmed. Did ya? "Why don't I remember?"

Yuzen who had calmed down tried to observe Wanda's reactions and she later realized that Wanda did not remember as much as she had imagined. Just a little memory Wanda remembers. 

"You're in an accident, forget about me. Your memories only existed before we dated. Then in order for your memories to return naturally without any coercion, I must step aside. The doctor said my presence would only hurt your head."

"Really?" Wanda felt disbelief. So all this time he's forgotten memories? "Why now…."

Feeling what Wanda wanted to ask, Yuzen immediately replied. "I can't stand it. I love you too much. I don't know why you just forgot me. I was frustrated. 2 years I stayed away, but after that? I can't keep away from you. Just watching you from afar adds to my frustration."

Wanda feels speechless. 

Isn't Yuzen amazing? How could that man be so loyal to her? 

In Yuzen's own head, the man began to compose words. Things are getting complicated. Wanda's father appears, and the girl's memory slowly returns. He must soon have Wanda or he will lose the girl. The situation is getting urgent. 

"I'm even afraid you were brought home by your father. I want you to always be near me."

"Eh?" There's no way that's the reason Yuzen suddenly got out of control last night, right? 

"i'm serious. Your father is your legal guardian. And I what? It's nobody. I won't be able to hold you by my side, baby. I've been used to being with you for days. But if your father wants to take you home, I can't stop him. I have no right. That's what I've been afraid of since I saw your father's presence in this house."

Then Yuzen moved towards the nightstand drawer and opened one of the bottom drawers. 

Wanda wasn't sure what Yuzen was taking, but it was in Yuzen's big grip. 

And then the most surprising thing was "Marry me Wanda. I promise I'll always make you happy." A ring was placed in front of Wanda. A beautiful ring with a small jewel and the shape of the ring carved beautiful little leaves. "We can be together forever. Without being separated again. This time please think of your answer and feel your heart."

Wanda had rejected Yuzen once without thinking. 

Yuzen proposed to him again. Should he accept the proposal? But he's still very young. 

Wanda observed Yuzen carefully. But if imagining Yuzen going far away, Wanda also felt sad. 

Her…. 

Loving Yuzen. Hugely. 

"Let's get married." Wanda replied as she brought her lips closer to Yuzen's ears. 

And then he let himself be crushed by Yuzen on the bed and kissed the man intensely.

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