The Promise Of Love

34. WILDAN'S confusion

WILDAN POV.

I can't say anything else, it's me who let this happen

it hurts so much to see him in someone else's arms

why, why don't I help him when he's about to fall

letting him fall in the arms of others is not possible, this is heavy

but maybe she felt the same way when she saw me dancing with someone else and not her

I'm really sick of myself

"i went there first. ...!" I left Vina without waiting for an answer from her

my eyes traveled in all directions, I searched for Alya's whereabouts, but I found her nowhere

"is he going to his room?" I immediately headed to Alya's room

I opened the door to her room immediately, but I couldn't find her there

"maybe he's in the bathroom?" I'm knocking on the bathroom, right away,

"Alya ...., Alya......!" but there was nothing from inside, I opened the bathroom door, and yes there was no Alya there

I opened Alya's closet, and the stuff is still intact, everything is still complete

where did he go? I'm like a fool to and fro looking for a way but never met

I'll see everyone when the party's over

I saw all the guests coming home

"did you guys see Alya?"

"no brother. ...!" Ardi immediately responded to him also looking anxious

"yes I've been looking for Alya first .....!"

"no ...., you can't go anywhere!" mom suddenly forbade me

"mama what the hell, Alya do not know anyone here ma ....!"

"who told him to leave the house .....!" but my mom still doesn't want to know

"yes, brother, let me find Alya!" Ardi offered to offer himself

"what a good thing he is, until all the children mama to death katan belain him!"

"mama ...., stop ma, this is all because of mama, if until what happens is the same Alya, I will not forgive mama!" this is the first time I'm angry with my mom

I don't know what else to do, because it's all because of mom

I also went straight away not caring about my mom's ban

behind me Ardi came out, but we were in a different car

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I walk down the street at night carelessly, unlike during the day

I looked at the circular watch in my hand, the clock hand was already pointing to the number three

I closed my eyes for a moment

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until my eyes were glare ..., I immediately opened my eyes

it turned out that it was morning, I rubbed my eyes to adjust the light

I looked back at my watch, I was shocked, now it's nine o'clock, so long I slept

I was looking for my phone, and I saw a lot of missed call lists, but there wasn't a single call from Alya

I called Alya's number immediately, but couldn't get in touch, until I repeated it a few times but the results remained the same

"maybe he's gone home ......!" I gotta go home

I immediately drove my car home

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as soon as I got home, I got downstairs and ran into the house hoping she'd come home

but like last night I found him nowhere

I was desperate too, I went into Alya's room I dropped my body on Alya's bed

it's really hard, rasanua today I can't go to the hospital, how can I heal others if I myself get hurt

it feels like sleeping in an ordinary place Alya sleeps a little treat me because of the aroma of Alya's perfume that is still left in her blanket, the scent of Alya's hair that is still left on her pillow

"where are you Alya, I can't if I have to be away from you, I've waited enough for you don't make me wait anymore!"

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*initially love is not blind, but when it has entered into a dark room in the heart and is reluctant to leave then the love will be blind

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