
Zain was still staring at the ancient book. Open slowly in the night.
After many times and back and forth to the final perpus, Zain mastered little by little the writing of the ancient Javanese script.
**my name is Dyah Adistya Shexien
Babaku is known as Wang Se
My mother Dyah Ambika
I am currently sixteen years old.
Since childhood I was very dear to Baba and my Mom**
Zain opened the next sheet
**Since I was a kid playing with my peers...
I like playing with them...
They're good
Even though I'm not the same as them.
Baba said they were Javanese like Mom.
And I, like Baba.
Their clothes are just a line
I even got some long, covered clothes
Baba's word is Chinese special dress**
Zain opened the next sheet
**Even when I pray I am not the same as them.
My friend worshipped the Gods Baba said they were Shiva.
While I pray and my Lord Allah**.
Zain moves on to the next sheet.
I am seventeen years old now.
empty no writing....
On the next sheet
I've been eighteen
On the next page again.
**Today, I went to the same market Mbok Bano. My nanny's mom.
When I came home I met a young man, handsome. He helped me and Mbok Bano**
Zain opens the next page.
**Today there are special guests Baba said
A young man with many bodyguards visited.
The young man proposed to me.
After I looked at him it turned out that he was the young man who helped me yesterday.
I received his proposal**.
We are married in three months
Zain opened the next page.
His name is Raden Narendra Arya Kusuma.
I just found out his name
one page has only that writing.
Zain opened the next page.
**Raden Narendra took me to the palace.
I was introduced to Kanjeng Prabu and his older brother Raden Alit.
I don't like the way Raden Alit looks at me.
I was horrified to see it. It was as if he wanted to ambush me savagely.
I returned home after Kanjeng Prabu approved of us**
Zain re-opened the next leaf.
Invited me to see our wedding preparations.
On the way
I'm so happy
Raden Narendra is always smiling looking at me**
Zain opened the next sheet
I heard a scream.
Raden Narendra is bleeding. Holding chest.
My crying spilled
I was just yelling...
Zain reopened the next leaf.
Zain is painting a very handsome young man. Typical of a Majapahit nobleman.
Zain at first looked ignoring the painting.
But when Aksa arrived at work, Zain was shocked.
On the next sheet...
**only painting back...
This time a mound with a tombstone**
Zain digested the painting as a picture of death. But who?
Zain opens the next page :
**a girl's painting
Ayu, pretty**
Deg. it's Zain's heart beating fast.
"City... " Murmured Zain at that time.
And back he ignored.
Painting of a girl similar to Ica. The dress is Chinese.
Wasn't... He's not Ica...
That's what Zain muttered so many times.
Zain re-opens the next page.
Keris
That's all there is nothing else.
Zain reopened...
I hate Raden Alit, he ruined all my dreams
He killed my lover
Next empty... There's nothing...
In the last page ....
Just a painting of a little boy.
The most beautiful gift from God.
Take care of him for me Mbok...
Discharged...
Zain began to realize something...
when Zain met the two a moment ago.
Aksa and Ica, they seem to be asked to settle their past.
Inside, the box also had two gem rings.
Even the night before he dispatched Aksa and Ica, Zain dreamed of using the gem.
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