
I was silent on the spot, Still in a standing position. The sense of indecision in me can still be felt clearly and clearly, After the statement of Love from Ian a few minutes ago. This room is filled with silence.
Stupidly I had been completely unaware of his feelings, so insensitive was I? If Ian hadn't revealed it, I probably wouldn't have noticed his feelings forever.
If for example I've returned to my original body, maybe I don't know what to behave like in front of him. This made the atmosphere of the room so awkward.
"Stupid, why am I saying it now. I should have waited for you to come to your senses first. Because of this feeling, I've lost control,"
I looked at Ian who was sighing, I saw him touch his left chest where his heartbeat was. For a moment he rubbed his face with a handkerchief.
"Sunshi, if you'd seen me in our school graduation uniform. You must be proud of me, right? Look, I'm wearing this graduation uniform. You said you wanted to see me in this uniform? And said it'd catch up with me after I graduated,"
Ian smiled bitterly, He looked down small until the strands of his hair slightly covered his face. "But God seems to love you more,"
"Moonshi, don't say that. I'm here, I've seen you in that uniform. I'm so proud of you, seeing you pass like this alone has made me happy, Although maybe I'll be a long time after you graduate, But I will try to join the pass with you," My heart softly said.
"Huh, what am I doing? Like I've gone crazy talking to myself,"
"Yes, who everyone else saw you talking to yourself Moonshi," I said with a small chuckle, Looking at him who was uphill standing from his seat.
Ian stepped out of my room, Of course I was wondering where he was going. Immediately I followed the direction of Ian's departure, by hovering? Hohoho, it seems like I really do resemble a wandering spirit. My feet could suddenly float without touching the hospital floor again. Even now my body is breaking through the walls of the hospital without having to go through the door, which is really cool.
I kept following Ian along the way in the hospital corridor, A lot of patients, doctors, and sisters passed through my body. Well, I don't really care because now I'm a ghost:v , Canda ghost:v.
Before long the voice of a little boy caught my attention in the waiting room of the patient.
"Mama, look. The boy's brother was followed by the big sister who had black hair there," said the little boy while pointing at me, Of course I wonder dong.
"There is no big brother with black hair on the deck" replied the boy's mother in surprise.
I decided to approach the little boy with a sweet smile, capitalized on my experience serving small children the age of my brothers.
"Hello deck, Adek can see brother huh?" I still smile. The little boy was silent for a moment then suddenly hugged his mother's legs while crying.
"Mama, Huuwaa! Her black-haired brother can talk,"
Eh!? Eh!? How can a child cry when I ask? Ah, Bodo is mending I just run away, than the problem is getting runnyam. Immediately I floated away quickly leaving the crying little boy. Back to Ian who lost somewhere.
Outside the hospital, I turned my head right left to look for Ian. But no, I lost track of him. How quickly did he leave?
"Ah, Shit! I can't find it anywhere, "I said I'm still drifting here and there with no direction.
But suddenly a speck of light came out of nowhere to appear before me, the Light grew bigger and made my view glare. I closed my eyes to avoid the glare.
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WWUUSSHHH!
For a moment I felt my hair flutter a little slowly, Eve coldly ambushed as if piercing my bones, The wind blew on my face slowly.
I opened my eyes slowly, I found a place so quiet and quiet. My foot was on something soft down there, when I lowered my head it was just grass. I make sure I'm around me carefully.
"It's a funeral!?" I said somewhat surprised, How could I not be surprised, That I am currently standing in the middle of a super spacious cemetery. Hey, I don't know why I suddenly feel a mystical air here.
Why am I at a funeral? Wasn't I still in the hospital? How strange. What am I here to wear anyway, teleport that way? Or maybe because of the light that serves to move places?
Ah, Nevermind. Too many questions on my mind. No one answered either. I decided to drift off through this cemetery (Honestly drifting isn't bad either, so I don't have to bother using my feet for a walk and it doesn't drain my energy).
My Netraku was observantly watching around me, This cemetery is so quiet and quiet especially in the afternoon like this. Luckily it wasn't late at night, otherwise I might have been goosebumps.
Before long Netraku found a familiar figure silhouette was silent beside a tomb, He looked so sad. Oh, like I know the uniform he's wearing. Isn't that Ian? What was he doing at the funeral this afternoon?
With the nester I floated closer towards him, then I lowered my foot on the ground. Crouch down next to the tomb facing Ian.
"Dian, what are you doing here? Whose tomb is this?" I asked, of course, all those questions were not answered by Ian, He could not hear my voice.
Ian seemed to sprinkle flower petals over the tomb, his expression was very sad clearly visible from the radiance of his red Netra highlight. I just looked at her in silence. Then I curiously searched the name of the owner of this tomb on his tombstone.
Elviana Salvatore
That's the name on the tombstone, for a moment I was frozen without words. Elviana Salvatore is the mother of Ian Salvatore aka my childhood friend. I often call her Aunt Elvi. That means Aunt Elvi is now.....
My net unknowingly began to glaze over, Realizing Ian in my real world was now alone without having any more family. He used to live only with Aunt Elvi, while his father died first. Now he's completely alone.
I saw Ian seem to be praying fervently. I prayed with Ian for his mother's peace in nature. After a few moments of prayer, he looked back at his mother's grave.
"Mother, Look. I'm graduating now. I made you proud, didn't I? As you first wanted, I graduated with the highest academic grades in my class. Thank you for fighting for my future all this time," Lirih Ian who of course I can hear.
"It used to be Sunshi, now my mother. Why should two women I love leave me alone" A single tear drenched Ian's cheek, He cried in silence while covering his face with the sleeves of his uniform. Maybe he didn't want to be seen when he was crying.
"Hey, that's not true! I'm just in a coma, not dead! Even though I am currently being Transparent but at least I can still move around here and there," My protest did not accept Ian's words, Then I chose to be quiet after seeing him still sad.
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Did not feel the time goes fast, the sky has begun to show the color of his twilight. A gentle breeze blew swaying the trees around the cemetery. The birds began to chirp through the area.
I saw after calm Ian standing up from his squat while carrying a flower basket in his left hand. Looked briefly at Aunt Elvi's tomb. I also stood up.
"See you later ma'am, I'll be here again sometime,"
Ian turned around and left the cemetery, so I followed him out of here. Maybe all I want to visit also to his house after so long in the game world, after all there is nothing I can do here anymore besides being a wandering spirit without direction.
We reached the sidewalk of the highway after coming out of the cemetery area, I still faithfully followed Ian from behind. He stopped at a red light, waiting for the transport vehicle to stop so he could cross the road. It didn't take long, all vehicles stopped letting pedestrians through.
Well, at first everything went smoothly without a hitch until suddenly there was the sound of a car horn that was so loud in addition to the sound of a collision that was quite loud.
TIN! TIN! TIN!
BBRRAAKK!
The cars and vehicles at the red light were smashed when a trailer truck (estimated to be carrying a 60-ton payload) hit at high speed, Pedestrians spewed away but it was too late. They all became victims of the fatal accident without exception, including Ian who did not have time to avoid because the incident happened very quickly.
"DIAN!" I cried hysterically in shock at what I saw before my own eyes. My childhood friend, Ian he's....
My knees went limp, My body collapsed hitting the asphalt road. I sobbed, When she needs my help, why can't I help her!? Why can't I protect her!? Why can't I touch the people I love!? Why can't they see me!?
"WHY SHOULD IAN EXPERIENCE IT!? WH WHY!? WHY NOT JUST ME!?" I cried out in frustration, I cried more and more.
The sirens of police cars and ambulances could be heard in my hearing. But the noise slowly disappeared as I cried louder.
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THE TEST! THE TEST! THE TEST!
The sound of water drops coming back I heard just like the first time I woke up, I was still crying miserably while covering my face with my hands. Now I feel wetness at my feet, like there's a puddle of water underneath.
"You're finally here,"
For a moment I tried to calm myself down when I heard a voice I knew so well, although it was still a bit as hiccuping. I slowly lowered my hands from my face, My eyes must be swollen from mostly crying.
The silhouette of a man standing in front of me several meters away, he looked down on his face until I didn't know who was in front of me. Half of his body was covered by the darkness around us. Yes this place is a dark place where I first woke up.
I stood up from my seat, telling me who was in front of me? But from the graduation uniform he wore, I seem to be familiar with it.
"Why did you leave me Sunshi?"
"Moonshi, is that you?" I tried to approach him, I was a bit wary too because now his aura is very gloomy.
"You said we'd stay together, but why did you leave me, huh!?"
For a moment I was stunned after standing in front of him keeping a distance of 1 meter, Moreover, now I look at Ian's red Netra who looks hateful looking at me.
"My jaw! Why did you leave me Sunshi!?" Ian's red net was gleaming with rage.
"You misunderstood, I didn't leave you! It was an accident because of my own carelessness. I'm sorry for not being able to promise you" I said looking into his eyes in sadness.
I'm getting closer, and I'm hugging her full day. Finally one of the people I love I can hug too. But Ian just kept silent neither flinching nor returning my embrace.
Before long she let go of my embrace just like that, tightly gripping both of my shoulders. His red net was still gleaming with rage.
"I hate you so much Sunshi, you can't keep your word. I Hate you so much, "She said with great emphasis and hatred from her tone.
DEG!
As soon as my heart stopped beating for a moment, my body seemed to stiffen by itself. My heart immediately ached as if there were thousands of needles poking at me, What made Ian say that to me?
Unconsciously I came back crying, My cheeks wet with flowing tears, Still too dumb and shocked to talk. Coinciding with my silence, Ian stepped out from before me towards the speck of light that had appeared out of nowhere.
He stepped away from me, My reflexes feet moving quickly after Ian. I went to that speck of light to grab his shoulder.
A TAP! A TAP! A TAP!
"Don't go! Please don't go!" I shouted in a raucous voice as I cried, Calling his name. I quickly accelerated my run to catch up with Ian who was getting close to that speck of light.
"Don't stop, please!"
I grabbed her shoulders as well as hugged her strapping back, Coinciding with that the glare of light shone on the both of us. I close my eyes as close as possible. The atmosphere around us became dark.
The Chloe POV End
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