THE PRABU'S SECRET

THE PRABU'S SECRET
FEELINGS OF ANXIETY AND DESIRE



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Queen Dewi Anindyaswari looks very anxious about the state of her son. His heart was so agitated that he could not close his eyes.


"What's the mother?. Why does my mother look so worried?. Tell nanda." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana felt sympathy for her mother.


"Mother doesn't see your monster, son. My mother saw him come out. What your racks do. Is he doing another patrol, son?." The anxiety she felt was so deep, and as a mother. He didn't want anything to happen to his son.


"Raka prabu not long mother. Do'a's gonna be okay mom." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana did not have the heart to tell his mother, if Jaya Satria is currently in a magical village. Surely his mother will be more anxious, and could be told to follow him there.


"Is that true, son?. Will your shelf not be long gone?." Queen Goddess Anindyaswari wants to make sure that her child will return soon.


"Relax mother. Raka prabu will be back." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana reassures her mother. "Mother don't worry. Mother should rest first. In the morning we will eat sahur. Raka Prabu only told the warriors who were guarding to come to the palace. Aren't we two days away from celebrating this victory mother's day."


The Queen Goddess Anindyaswari smiled gently. "alright boy. If that's what your monster's doing." His heart began to feel so big. "Then she rests first. Sorry to bother you, son." Queen Goddess Anindyaswari kisses her son's forehead. "After your racks come back, you also rest. So fresh when sahur later." Queen Goddess Anindyaswari looked gently at her son. "Nanda also take care of health. In order to be able to set something well, and walk according to what is. Weigh all incoming reports with an airy mind. My mother always prays for you, too. Because nanda is still the son she loves." It has long been felt that Queen Dewi Saraswati did not express her feelings to her son. "Because that's why Nanda has to stay with your monster, son. Help your monster, because your mother is sure she will not be at home working in this palace." Queen Dewi Anindyaswari is very familiar with the nature of her child. "As his good body, who has good desires. I hope Nanda can help your monster, son." That is the hope of the Queen Goddess Anindyaswari.


Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana almost cried listening to what her mother said. But as much as he could bear, because he did not want to show his tears in front of his mother.


"Goddessa mother. Nanda will always be with raka prabu. Mother's prayer that we hope to keep moving forward." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana suppressed his feelings of sadness. Although only the second body of Raden Cakara Casugraha, of course, the feeling he felt was still the feeling of Raden Cakara Casugraha's heart. It will never be denied at any time.


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Meanwhile, Princess Andhini Andita performed evening prayers. He wanted to pour out his extremely agitated and indeterminate mood in that direction. The night prayers of two raka'at which he did very solemnly.


"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi. Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh." After saying two greetings, and reciting. Princess Andhini Andita praying to Allah SWT.


"Allah is merciful, merciful. Which turns the human heart. I am so begging you. Servant does not want to hurt sister servant cakara casugraha. Do not let the servant feel a different feeling with the servant sister. Eliminate the feeling of excessive love in the hearts of servants. Return the feelings of the servant as before without the feeling of love. Only brother's affection for his brother, O God." In his prayer, his tears accompanied his heart. "Hamba is just afraid of you Robb. If the marriage of the brothers is not good. Forgive the servant who has had such an unusual desire, O Allah." Princess Andhini Andita expressed her sadness in the evening prayer. He had been doing night prayers for a few days, and he was not able to do it at all. Meanwhile the sword of the soul call still trembled within him.


"You can do it andhini andita. Don't share your bad passions that will hurt you later." Sukma Dewi Suarabumi as if present in the room Princess Andhini Andita. She is currently sitting on the edge of Princess Andhini Andita's bed. "Remember what I have shown you. If you don't want to see your sister end up in blood. Then you have to suppress the feeling of love that is inside you andhini andita." Sukma Dewi Suarabumi as if to keep reminding Princess Andhini Andita not to make mistakes.


While Sukma Dewi Suarabumi improved his sitting position, and after that he disappeared with a flat face. It was as if she was offended by what Princess Andhini Andita said that she did not trust her at all.


"The servant believes more in the destiny that you have set upon the servant of God. If indeed this feeling is a test for the servant. Then I will pass this test well. Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanatau wakina azabannar, walahamdulilbahobbil a'lamiin." Princess Andhini Andita finished performing evening prayers. Her tears had not stopped thinking about what would happen if she still expressed her love for her sister. Couldn't he stop that exaggerated feeling from happening?.


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On the one hand, Raden Jatiya Dewa is currently trying to understand the writings of the Qur'an taught by Shaykh Asmawan Mulia. Even though it was late at night, he still wanted to understand the Qur'an in earnest. While the three friends have fallen asleep in the mushola at this time.


"A-ba-ta-tsa?." He continued to repeat while continuing to remember the form of writing that is still separated letters. Indeed the reading of iqra taught by Shaykh Asmawan Mulia, but Raden Jatiya Dewa is very interested in learning it well. Until the voice of Shaykh Asmawan Mulia greeted him.


"Sleep raden first."


"Astagfirullah hal'azim o Allah." Raden Jatiya Dewa was very surprised by the arrival of Shaykh Asmawan Mulia. However, he even laughed at Raden Jatiya Deity.


"Alhamdulillah hirabbli'alamin's. Raden has learned well. If raden is surprised, angry, or even sees something strange, then raden says the sentence astaghfirullah hal'azim. If raden feels grateful after doing something or getting something, then raden say alhamdulilah hirabbli'alamin. That's all a good sentence. Raden must remember it well."


"Alhamdulillah hirabbli'alamin sheikh guru. I will study well. Because I love to see this writing. I'm so addicted to reading it." Reply Raden Jatiya Dewa.


"Rest first. Soon it will enter the early hours and will eat sahur. It is not good to sleep into dawn. There we will be keblasan perform dawn prayers. Continue reading tomorrow." Shaykh Asmawan Mulia was very happy to hear that.


"Alright shaykh teacher. Then I'll rest first." Raden Jatiya only smiled a little. His eyes also felt heavy.


What will happen?. Findtheanswer.


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