The Power of the Female Heart

resignedly

after that night mas Reza also promised to stay with us and try not to repeat again , about the problem he held me accountable I will overcome later .

but in my heart it still hurts every time she goes out now there is a feeling of wast ,

every time every day I always check Reza's clothes and clothes after returning home .

until the time my child is sick because maybe the weather or indeed the inner child is sensitive to the problems of both parents .

from here I apply it in my heart to learn sincerely, and accept my destiny even if later I have to separate or unite it I am ready .

humans will not be the same destiny we can not create we can only try and most importantly I should not be too hopeful or believe in humans because maybe if you accept disappointment it is not too painful .

the time that can heal the feeling in my heart is not easy is very difficult especially I carry this baban myself .

I decided to focus on my other son, I'd surrender to God, where the wind carried my bond.

a year later the incident and my wound was slightly healed so I was getting older in thinking .

until it was true when I cleaned Reza's suit that night I found 2 items of medicine in his pocket I searched the internet about this drug because the packaging was scratched so not too clear .

and how surprised I was it was a powerful drug to relate to .

I drowned reading and I analyzed the most fatal thing to do mas Reza .

I try to be normal because if I ask questions it is also free .

what I wonder is how he does it again, he's not afraid to lose us.

I let go I try to start living my own life for free too if even I try to be a perfect wife was in vain .

moreover, the dawn is now smart to imitate the word and begin to have his desires and funny behavior can be a medicine of my heart .

at night I wake up and prostrate before Allah I give it all up .

(yes Robby the servant resigned about whatever will be accepted and whatever the destiny of the servant whom the servant craves is Your grace so that the servant can pass everything in a good way amen ).

I cried incessantly, Reza watched from behind the door she was standing behind me .

either he's sorry or he's just pretending I don't care anymore .

and when Reza's mom calls and wants to play at home I prepare everything .

a ghost who does not disappoint is my goal .

at 16.00 wib he has not arrived me later on the terrace of the house .

I saw a car stop in front of my house saw it turned out to be him .

I greeted and kissed her hand the dawn immediately ran to greet her grandparents .

(oh my granddaughter is already big and her gemoy deh gemes, son how good is all right ? it's been a long time you don't want to go to the last house Lebaran yesterday right ).

there are many questions from him that I have to answer .

I call Reza's mom if her parents come home .

***ayo sister support me who just learned yes thanks💗💗💗