
"Don't come here, Ma! Just stay there!" arshana forbids.
"Why Arshan?" yolanda asked in tears at the chaotic state of her son.
"Listen to Arshana, Ma! Don't come here if you don't want to get hurt!" Arshana.
Bi Tarmi brought a box of P3K and immediately he gave it to Arshana. Arshana immediately treated the wound in Arganta's hand slowly. He cleaned the blood that was still attached first, then applied red medicine. After that he closed the wound in Arganta's hand which was quite wide. Not just one incision, there are several. Arshana wants to take Arganta to the hospital. But it can be guessed, surely Arganta will refuse and more chaotic later.
"Loh sleep now! Don't do anything like that. I don't like to see this!" said Arshana then help Arganta to lie on the bed.
Arshana could breathe a sigh of relief seeing Arganta was able to calm down again. Only Arshana can calm Arganta. Other guy? Not calm, they will be attacked. Therefore, Arshana forbade Yolanda from entering Arganta's room.
Seeing that Arganta was already calm and asleep, Arshana told ART to clean her sister's room. Without him having to go from there. After making sure everything was clean and Arganta was calm, Arshana came out of her sister's room with a feeling of relief.
...*****...
Arganta felt a tightness in his chest and cold sweat pouring out. His mind went back into the memory of the past. He locked the door from the inside. The glass that fused with the closet was broken by Arganta, the items were all thrown onto the floor. The bed that had been neat was ruffled by Arganta.
"Papa......Mamma.....They are so mean to you! They're bi*dab people! Why are you staying with me! I don't have anyone!" Arganta curled up beside the bed while carrying a single piece of glass.
"Daniel wants to come with you! Don't stay here with Daniel himself! Afraid! Papa Mama!" muttered Arganta while his hand he said using the broken glass repeatedly.
Until the blood poured out nonstop. There was no pain Arganta felt. Just frightened, agitated, and felt the scope of his room stuffy. As if there was no light coming in, even the sound of the door breaking outside could not be heard in Arganta's ear. He slashed his hand again, until blood dripped on the floor.
"Daniel should what? They are so many! Daniel's scared!" racau Arganta non-stop. At that time the door had been broken from the outside by Arshana.
...*****...
Now Arshana gets a lot of questions from both her parents as well as her Grandpa. Seeing the Arganta condition like that, it is impossible if it is fine. Yolanda could not bear to see the condition of Arganta as before. There are many secrets that her son hides. Regarding terror, the fact that Arshana is a mafia, and now what else? Yolanda was astonished.
Arshana looked down lethargic. At first he thought Arganta was completely healed, apparently not! There is still residual trauma inherent in Arganta's memory. Makes Arshana feel the pain in a row, especially now that she already knows the fact that Arganta is her biological sister.
"Aryshana! Explain to us, why is Arganta like that?" ask Grandpa Abhi.
"Arganta had a severe trauma in his past which resulted in his depression. It's like what you saw! I thought he was healed....Not yet! If Arganta is forced to remember the events of his past, the consequences will return to his past memory when his adoptive parents are murdered! Arganta also did not hesitate to hurt himself. Even he almost died because of his actions, lucky he could survive! I ask for help from Papa, Mama, Grandpa and you dear. For now do not bring up Arganta's past again in front of him," said Arshana.
All were stunned, shocked, unable to believe the fact that Arganta was known to be tough, strong, and friendly smile in front of them. Having a severe trauma, neither Felix nor Yolanda thought much about it. Because when Arganta told them about his adoptive parents, he was fine. Not like now who could have hurt himself.
"When was Arganta like that?" ask Felix.
"Have been since the beginning, since he met me! From there I knew that Arganta had a severe trauma. Arganta has not relapsed for a long time, Arshan thought he was cured, apparently not yet. Last time Papa and Mama knew she was my real sister. It used to be even worse than now, the money in this house papa and mama don't know. Because Arganta has not been like this for a long time! I'll take him to a psychiatrist again. The cure has also run out, because Arganta is no longer on medication" said Arshana.
At first Arshana was confused to see the condition of Arganta is very alarming. Finally he took Arganta to a psychiatrist for treatment. Until they were close was like brother sister. And Arganta can only rest easy if Arshana is near him. Only the first time Arshana got an attack from Arganta. It was a small wound in the hand. If it's not in the Arganta department it will be like that. It was before the Arganta really became the Abhimarta family.
Marlin had also been attacked by Arganta when he wanted to calm down. Even his friends are in a base. Only Arshana was able to make Arganta calm without the slightest injury. Arshana was astonished and confused the first time. And until here he understood why it was just him, because their inner bond was strong.
"Mas......I'm a mother who doesn't know her son is sick! I regretted asking Arganta to explain. You know mama won't kill him! Hix.....I'm sorry Arshan's mom!" yolanda said, her crying broke out unstoppable.
"Why Arshan? We should be able to calm him down and encourage him" Grandpa Abhi said.
"Can't, Cake! Arganta cannot be calmed by other people. He could only calm down if Arshana were to approach. When he was like that, everyone who approached would be harmed by him! Marlin had already been attacked by Arganta, even my other subordinates. I'm just asking for that, please forget about today, for Arganta's sake. I want him to be fully healed!" Arshana.
"Yes, we're not going to talk about what happened today. Mama wants Arganta to heal, mama can't see it like before!" yolanda reply.
"I think Arganta has the spirit to heal because of someone! Arganta told me this guy was special to him. And he wanted to be with her when he was really with her, Arganta was healed so as not to hurt the woman he loved" Arshana said.
"Who is he, Arshan?" ask Yolanda.
"My wife's best friend, Maira! For Arganta women it is unique. That's why he has the spirit to fight the fear in him. But now........Maira felt what Arganta felt. Maybe because it also makes the spirit of Arganta down," said Arshana.
"Now how's Maira doing Mas?" ask Zulfa.
"He's improving, he's coming home tomorrow. Arganta intends to take Maira also to a psychiatrist to improve. At least can consult to relieve the trauma," replied Arshana.
"I'm sorry I was never honest with you, especially your mom and your baby. I wanted to be honest from the start, but the timing wasn't right. I hope your mom and you can accept the reality" Arshana said, hoping that Zulfa would still be by her side.
Arshana's greatest fear was Zulfa. Zulfa doesn't want to have a Mafia husband. And could be whenever Zulfa leaves him. Therefore, Arshana hesitated to tell the truth from the beginning.
"I'm disappointed in you! But what can I do now? It will never change everything! I know how you are! Even if I told you to leave your world it wouldn't! So what can I do? Sorry Papa, Mama, Grandpa, Zulfa to the room first," said Zulfa then moved from where he sat to the room.
He was very disappointed to find out the truth. But he can't change everything that's happened. Zulfa will try to accept, but not now. Because she also loves her husband, especially they will be blessed with children. Zulfa did not want his son to be born without the affection of a father.
"Arshana go first to Arganta's room!" arshana.
He's not chasing his wife for now. Arshana will make room for Zulfa himself. Free to go to him now, there are even dikeki. Arshana prefers to go to Arganta's room to see the situation.
When the doorknob was opened, Arshana saw that Arganta had woken up while sitting and holding his head. Arshana immediately approached and sat down beside Arganta.
"Have you woken up, would you like a drink? Juice or what?" tawar Arshana friendly.
"No! My head is dizzy!" answer Arganta.
"Look down! I am Temenin" said Arshana.
Inadvertently Arganta's eyes stared at the mirror of his closet broke, his room table was a little messy, and his hands were bandaged. What the hell's going on? Arganta looked down lethargic. He did not manage to fight the turmoil within him. Looking at her younger sister, Arshana knew what she was thinking.
"It does not need to be lethargic, he said he wanted to heal so he could be with Maira! Don't think too far!" arshana's Advice.
"Gue failed! I can't fight that fear! And now Maira feels what I feel! I really failed!" said Arganya ruffled her hair.
"Hey stop! Don't do this, listen to me! Loh wants to be with Maira, right?" Arganta nodded.