The Pole of Love

Box

"Ay, that's your brother downstairs. He said he'd go home this afternoon, huh?" A friend of hers was in the doorway pointing down at her standing sister.

"Oh yeah, wait a minute. Tell my brother to help me finish the book again." Aylin shouted with a smile on her face as if she had escaped the grip that had originally pressed down on her. Aylin's breath seemed to return to normal, his chest felt plump and relieved.

"Sorry really, Za, I have to go down. My brother's waiting downstairs, bye. Have a nice vacation!" Aylin waved his hand and immediately passed leaving Amza alone still sculpting, Aylin came out with light steps as if floating and left Amza as if leaving a wound.

Amza's heart felt a deep pain that did not feel the two papers in her hand that she had originally held directly in the formless crust. Her chest was tight and the now empty room turned stuffy, Amza's body felt trembling with my eyes uninspired.

Amza threw the two papers into the trash can, initially Amza planned to take Aylin on vacation to Bali, but his desire had to run aground not to find such a rejection, Amza initially planned to take Aylin on vacation to Bali, actually it is not a form of rejection of the holiday because Amza himself has not offered it but rather it is a form of rejection Aylin against him and do not want to see it.

Amza's eyes turned hazy as she saw Aylin laughing down there through the window and Aiden scrambling Aylin's hair with the same laugh, true Aiden is indeed an introverted person but beside Aylin the man can change drastically. Aylin was the energy of many people and it was as if his laughter gave off a warmth that no one else could give. Amza squeezed her chest which felt tight.

"Za?" Budi turned his head into the room and found Amza who was moody.

"Lo why Za?" Amza smiled stiffly at this time he did need someone to listen to his complaints, presumably Budi is the right person.

"Lo likes Aylin?" Budi began to guess what he felt Amza saw the expression of the man who looked heartbroken.

"Gue bego, huh?" Amza did not try to dodge and now a clear liquid flows on his cheeks.

"Za, I can't help what Za is, and the richness of your opportunity is also already abis. Aylin's moving in." Amza glared at the words of her best friend.

"Where?" Amza immediately moved, there was no way she could afford to lose Aylin.

"Gue didn't know either, but he obviously wanted to start studying abroad." Amza glared almost in disbelief.

"How do you keep it here?" Amza stared with sharp eyes.

"Gue denger the word Keisya who yesterday helped Aylin in order to be sorted out he said he wanted to study in Amsterdam and here he also got his food recommendations he did not need to worry about the state of the lesson here." Amza glared at his heart yet to believe, with quick steps Amza immediately ran towards the parking lot.

A taxi had left with Aylin, and Aiden was waving goodbye.

"Sister, Aylin.. She's.." Aiden raised his eyebrows looking at a man who looked crumpled with reddened eyes and nose.

"He wants to go home to Jakarta, the problem is.." not finished Aiden said Amza immediately stopped the taxi and immediately rushed.

"Amza saw Aylin's taxi stop at the station and the little girl with the suitcase was apparently walking towards the station." Amza immediately paid for the taxi but Aylin had entered the carriage and Amza was left behind.

Amza began to search for which cars the girl was in one by one Amza walked and a window with a girl in it was wearing earphones and nodded her head at the sight of Amza.

"Open the earphones." Aylin heard the train was leaving and the engine was on.

Aylin took off the earphones that were originally hanging from her ears and looked at Amza with a tangled face, all this time Aylin had never seen the man shrivel up today.

As the train was moving slowly, an officer warned Amza, Aylin began to wonder what the man was going to do.

"Aylin, I love you.. Aylin!" Amza shouted as loud as possible until some people there looked at Amza. Aylin gawked he felt his ears buzzing loudly.

Aylin smiled gently and left Amza still trying to chase after him, this is the best path Aylin did. The best thing for Amza and herself, her heart ached but it was too late that her choice was made.

Amza looked down sluggishly as the train sped up and left her alone, Budi and Keisya at the back seemed to notice them, a sense of regret in Keisya's heart began to feel.

So this was why Aylin had been avoiding him and the gang, and now he could also feel what his best friend was feeling. Her tears dripped down profusely Keisya hugged Budi beside her.

"They are so..!" Keisya hugged a box he accidentally found yesterday afternoon when it was sorted out. He purposely hid it when Aylin asked him to throw the item away.

With a slow step Budi and Keisya approached Amza who was bowed lethargic, Budi patted Amza on the shoulder.

"Sorry, but I think he's got the same rich feeling you're Za." Keisya gave a box to Amza, a small ribbon engraved on the edge.

"That's Aylin writing." Amza was stunned and picked up the box quickly Amza rushed away. Right now he doesn't want to be disturbed he needs to be alone.

"He's not gonna do anything, is he?" Keisya hesitated to ask Budi.

"Don't worry, he's at the most going back to his house." Keisya nodded in agreement. They finally came back with a feeling that seemed to be carried away by his best friend.

Amza really came home, he locked his house and his room. Amza with a beating heart very quickly opened the box. A little book and paper appeared there. Aylin's diary.

It is clearly a handwriting written directly by Aylin that says his name, Amza's heart seems to melt. That word really broke his heart in one look.

I hate you Amza

That's the word in the first verse of the book, slowly Amza opened the little book that Amza's heart turned increasingly chaotic. Could it be that what he had felt all along was wrong towards Aylin, and could it be that Aylin decided on Ooy because it was the desire of his heart? Not because of her? Amza increasingly resigned he opened the second verse sheet and again the same word listed there.

What was Aylin really thinking? And why did Keisya give the book to Amza?

Seriate...