
It is not easy for Airin to be a wife and become a mother at a very young age like this. He is also still in the growth stage, still in need of guidance. However, he always strengthens himself, assuring himself that he can go through everything patiently and steadfastly.
As it is now at midnight, baby Kenzie suddenly woke up and crying loudly making Airin who was busy sleeping forced to wake up. With awareness still half he brought Kenzie into his carrier, holding the baby slowly until he finally chose to breastfeed Kenzie because the baby did not stay still.
"Mama's son is thirsty, huh? Pantesan woke up, apparently wanted mimi," he said, smiling gently at the baby in his arms.
Airin continued to stand up while petting Kenzie even though his eyes were already very drowsy. He wasn't used to waking up in the middle of the night like this, but now things are different. Airin already has Kenzie who is his responsibility, he cannot ignore the child who cries loudly at night because of thirst.
"Why are you awake?"
The voice shifted Airin's attention, she glanced at her husband who was lying on the bed with a net that was forced to open.
"Sorry, Brother Nevan woke up, huh?"
Nevan changed her position to sit. "No, how come Kenzie was crying?"
"Yes, he cried because of thirst," replied Airin as he rubbed his child's soft cheeks.
Seeing how Airin looked at Kenzie made Nevan smile. He sat leaning against the dashboard of the bed, now he saw the change in his wife. Airin became more mature, her face was always beautiful and more beautiful, Nevan could see the motherly aura on the woman. Surely Airin experienced a difficult time, at his age who should enjoy the youth even had to bother taking care of the baby and also the husband.
Nevan slowly got out of bed, approached his wife and hugged Airin from behind. "Airin, sorry," he said suddenly.
"Why?" Airin asked not to understand.
"It all started because of me. If that night hadn't happened, you wouldn't be in a situation like this. You should enjoy your youth like other women, not even taking care of the baby. Because I also you so can not achieve what you have dreamed, can not complete all the initial goals that you have set, you can not achieve, because I'm all you want you should be forced to bury as deeply as possible." Nevan spoke at length with her chin perched sweetly on Airin's shoulder.
"You shouldn't have experienced all of this" he continued.
"Sister Nevan don't say that, I never feel sorry or blame for Brother Nevan. I'm enjoying my current role, having a good husband like Kak Nevan and Kenzie's funniest son. It was hard, hard, tired at first, but you two, Brother Nevan and Kenzie are the reason behind it all. I was happy and feeling grateful, there was not a single speck of regret in my heart," Airin replied as she turned to look at her husband affectionately.
Nevan smiled, he put his forehead on his wife's forehead. Enjoy the atmosphere of the two, grateful for every second of their meeting and togetherness. "Thank you, I'm also grateful to have you."
"I love you" he continued with a sudden expression of love.
Airin chuckled and replied, "I love you more!"
...•°•°•...
This holiday Nevan spent with keeping Kenzie because Airin he let to play with his friends, his wife also needed fresh air and healing. For a long time Airin did not feel freedom because his daily life after having Kenzie only take care of and care for their son.
"Yeah! Papa's son is fragrant, already handsome, already neat, whose child is this? Ish, crazy is this really my son? You if you grow up will certainly be liked by many girls. Inget, yes, you do not be cheap to look handsome. Anyway you have to sell expensive, do not be easy to like aunty at the intersection." Nevan giggled to himself after realizing what he said, he became amused himself.
"Eh, astaghfirullah! Don't come!" The man immediately shook his head, dispelling the strange thoughts that suddenly alighted.
Seeing his father's behavior, Kenzie could only look at Nevan in confusion. Wondering about what Nevan did.
The apartment bell rang out, Nevan directly carried Kenzie and opened the apartment door. Who comes to see you at a clock like this? It can't be his wife coming. It turned out that the figure of Gabril was coming. One of Nevan's sohib also studied at the same university as Nevan. But it is only rarely met because of different faculties.
"Tumben's here, what are you doing?" nevan asked after opening the door.
Gabril. "No intention to tell me to come in? My feet are pegel!"
"Yes, yes, come in!" Nevan moved to allow his friend to enter.
"Sit down, if you want a drink take in the kitchen. Usually also lo nyelonong," Nevan quipped.
Hearing that Gabril grinned. "Lo' right now there's already a bini, so I can't just go in. Afraid my eyes are stained, how do I fit in lo again horses?"
Nevan clucked while rolling her eyes lazy. "So, what are you doing here?"
"Can't you just go to your own house?"
"Maybe, just after college you don't have any looks. After all, you usually want to play here like to invite others, not alone," replied Nevan while patting softly Kenzie's butt that turned out to be sleepy in his carry.
"Yes, actually I had another intention of coming here." Gabril lowered his head, it looked as if the man was sighing. "Lo can help me say two sentences of shahada?"
Nevan was stunned on the spot, staring at her best friend in disbelief. Did he not hear wrong? Is Gabril serious? This is not something to be played with.
"Th-you mean? Lo seriously?" ask Nevan to make sure.
Without hesitation Gabril nodded. "Yes, I'm serious. All this time I kept looking until I finally found the door. I also asked my parents for permission and they said it was okay because this is my life, they are free to determine what is good and right according to me."
"Gabril, this isn't a game. I ask you again, are you serious?"
"Seriously, very seriously."
"Lo Lakalin's not just for love, is it?"
"No, my feelings are slowly no longer there for him, maybe there is but only a quarter. I'm serious, Van!"
"Okay, I'll help you."