The Perfect Last God

Hidden Fear - Ch 12

[ "What are you really afraid of, boy..? Haven't you seen anything like this before?" ]

Zeyn looked blankly as Yhwach perfectly chopped up the bodies of those people without hesitation.

[[If you have reason to hesitate to see a corpse covered in blood, then you should have the same reason for killing someone." ]

Zeyn saw the clear picture, everything felt cold and empty. There was only a boy who was staring at him blankly full of killing intent.

They looked the same for a glance, but a significant difference was the condition of the boy. She has eyes that seem to care about everything, has dark circles under her eyelids due to stress and lack of sleep.

The boy was carrying a weapon that was heavier than his body, moreover, it was filled with bloodstains.

[ "Isn't it. the man who was killed with the spiked ball, it's the same situation as what the boy did...? Hahaha, what a coincidence." ]

Zeyn looked back, looking at the headless corpse. Bloodstains adorned the walls, thick and smelling unpleasant, slowly dripping like rain water stubs.

[ "Isn't it true, your condition has been tarnished? Don't act like a saint who hasn't even hurt anyone. The boy even killed hundreds of lives in his hands when he was just 6 years old!" ]

The ground he was treading on, slowly turning into many corpses that were piled up grabbed his feet. Zeyn thrashed to release their snare, but his hands became filled with blood.

[ "What do you really see, boy? What do you really feel? Why are you so eager to let go of all this? Why do you want to be a Human Being, when you do not get humane treatment. Why do you want to be those inhumane ones?!!" ]

Zeyn changed the point of view. He was at the point of view of the boy, holding the blood-filled weapon trembling. He saw his own body slowly being devoured by a pile of bloody corpses.

[ "Tell me!! Why would... Why are you so eager to pursue humanity!?!" ]

His own body, approaching him and suffocating himself. Zeyn was lifted up, it was hard to breathe and it was in a lot of pain as if his neck was about to break.

[Knowing that humanity is a good thing and definitely bears good fruit, but you are too naive. That's why you failed. Not because you're too good, but you're forgetting me." ]

Zeyn strangled his own body. He used all his strength to break his own neck.

“Ak...u...” The peck on his neck slowly began to weaken, making him able to speak again.

“I.......... want to be human.... because....... I know that it exists....lah....... p....... good and... defensible...... At least... if I can not..dak.... make pseudo..anya back.... I'm..... I can..... fix it....”.

!!!KRKK!!!!

Zeyn broke his collarbone, but the strangulation around his neck strengthened and became very strong.

[[ "YOUUU.....!!!!!!!!!!" ]

KRRRAAKKKK!!!!

 

“Haaahhhhh.

Zeyn held his neck which seemed to feel like it was strangled and dry, but he was not doing anything. However, what he experienced at that moment was something that felt very real to him.

“What... I forgot something.?”

Zeyn remembered the boy but he did not know. He could tell what had happened to the boy, but he also did not understand what had happened.

“I am just an ordinary person, then reborn into the world of Fantasy. That's a stroke of luck. I don't have a special background or trauma. But..why then, do I seem to understand everything and understand what happened?”

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“Hah? What the fuck? I don't understand any of this.”

Zeyn returned to the Restaurant, seeing Jhon and the others waiting for him. It seemed that they were already satisfied chatting with their friends and were ready to leave for the next destination.

“Sorry to keep you waiting a long time..”

Jhon was surprised to see his arrival, then hinted to immediately board the horse carriage.

“Hahaha... We just finished our business. It's okay, Young Master.”

Zeyn sat on the horse carriage, heaving a sigh of relief and looking down for a moment before looking at the urban. He sees Yhwach wearing a hood to hide his identity, mingling with the crowd, protecting him from behind.

“Young Master, is your face a little pale from before?” Asked Leiun who was looking at him carefully.

“Really...?” Zeyn touched his face and recalled all the events.

“Is there something going on, Young Master?” Wask was curious about Zeyn.

Zeyn shook his head. “I'm fine. Just earlier, I found a carcass of an unpleasant animal. Odor and.. not worth seeing.” The answer.

“Oh... Yeah, it's natural. Goblins and other lowly monsters, sometimes when we cut off part of their bodies as proof of mission, that part gives off a pretty pungent bad smell. But it was already a risk for Adventurers. You should start getting used to it.” Said Wask while patting Zeyn on the shoulder.

“Yes, I'll get used to it starting today.”

“Then! We're going straight to our next destination!”

The horses look excited and energized again, ready to walk a long journey. They were no more than 4 hours in this Kingdom, just for eating and chatting alone.

Zeyn wanted to see a lot of things, but after he was almost killed by a group of people, he only hoped that in the next opportunity he could fight someone like them in earnest.

“Oh, Terro, where's the money I gave you earlier?” Ask Zeyn.

“Ah, it's already I gave to my friend.” Terro answered while grinning.

“Give..? Why.?”

“Don't misunderstand me first, Young Master. I gave the money to my friend, in other words leave it. Because I can't go home, so inevitably have to ask for his help.”

“Are you sure? That guy could have taken your money! With a nominal that is not small, the possibility becomes greater.”

“No, no, Young Master. I trust him. She was also the one who showed Me the place of purchasing medicine for My Sister, she always helped Me take care of My Brother. Isn't it very rude to suspect it?”

“True... It's just that, if we believe too much in something, then our hope will be lost. It is better to be aware of the possibilities, rather than to be silent and continue to believe. It hurts..”

“Good words, Sir. Hahahaha!” John seems to like it.

“What you said is true, but... Honestly I want to believe.” Terro closed her eyes and was convinced of what she believed. “Even in a cruel world like this, there is at least one or two kindnesses. That's what I want to believe.” Terro said with a smile.

“Alright, I understand.”