
Three months later....
Hoek...
Tiara ran into the toilet where she works now. She felt her stomach at this moment as if it was being shaken and nauseated once. The girl washed her face after successfully spewing out her entire entrails and came back again to continue her work.
"Did I catch a cold huh, because of the rain yesterday when I came home from work, but not only today I feel like this," Tiara muttered to herself.
The girl dissolved in her own thoughts, until she remembered that she had been menstruating for three months. Instantly her heart beats unruffled, and her mind is focused on something she is deeply afraid of. To make sure that all he asked permission from the owner of the bakery where he worked for a home permit on the grounds that he was not feeling well. It was fortunate that the bakery owner allowed Tiara to return home quickly, as she also saw that Tiara's face looked pale.
Tiara walked through the streets that were very crowded, her mind was completely out of order at the moment. He was afraid that what he thought would happen.
"Oh Allah, may what I think not happen" said Tiara when he came to a dispensary.
She was determined to buy a pregnancy test to make sure everything. The girl walked slowly towards the entrance of the pharmacy with a face that was difficult to interpret. Several times he looked to the left right, he was afraid that he would be the talk of people because he bought the tool. Given his very young age, it is very sensitive to buy such a tool.
"Excuse me mba, um..I want to buy a tool that can for.." Tiara's words stopped immediately, she felt hesitant to continue her speech.
"What would you buy, mba?" replied the pharmacist kindly.
"Ehm.that is, I want to buy a pregnancy test kit," said Tiara Lirih by trying to swallow her Saliva with difficulty, because next to her there is a mother who immediately looked at her with a cynical look when Tiara said she wanted to buy a pregnancy test.
"Oh.want to buy a testpack," said the dispensary officer with a mocking smile.
"You're good or you're ordinary," the dispensary continued with a smile that seemed to demean Tiara.
"What a matter of course mba," Tiara replied briefly.
The dispensary officer immediately gave a pregnancy test like Tiara cynically asked the dispensary officer said, "this is mba, the price is ten thousand."
Tiara immediately gave the right money and took the tool and immediately rushed out of the place.
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Once at home Tiara immediately took the testpack in her bag, and immediately headed to the small bathroom in her rented. He used the tool according to the rules contained in the package testpack. After waiting for a few minutes, he finally ventured to see the results of the tool. With a trembling hand, he took the device both of his eyes closed, his heart beating very quickly because he was afraid of the results he would see later.
Slowly she opened her eyes, and her gaze immediately focused on the two blue lines stamped on the device. Instantly he threw away the device, and his body immediately burst onto the bathroom floor screaming hysterically. Tiara covered her face while sobbing hysterically in shock at the reality she had just seen.
"It's impossible" Tiara shook her head several times while taking the device back with a still shaking hand to make sure what she saw was wrong.
But in reality what he saw was his true presence. The device shows that she is pregnant right now. Again Tiara cried but not hysterically like before. He put his face down on both of his legs, sobbing in tears.
"O Allah what more trials have you given to your servant, hiks.." said Tiara in a raucous voice.
Tiara's life was completely shattered now, just as she felt she had been relieved of her squeezing burden. But God tested her again with a very tough test for a girl of Tiara's age. How not in her seventeen-year-old age she must conceive without her knowing who the father of the child she is in her birth today.
"The servant must be how, O Allah, what the servant must do," said Tiara while holding his stomach still flat.
He did not know what to expect from his current condition. Want to be angry who should be blamed, want to hold accountable he himself does not know who has done that to him. The world is now like it has collapsed, there is no place to complain but to God.
Fortunately, Tiara is classified as a child who is devoutly religious and never absent in his five times. So that he will not do anything stupid by eliminating the prospective child in his womb today as many children his age do if experiencing the same thing as him. It is enough that he committed mistakes and sins, the child in his stomach is not sinful at all and he deserves to get life.
The girl immediately took ablution water and performed prayers. Only in this way can he complain to the creator of nature about what befalls his life now. After revealing all his grievances to the owner of this world, Tiara was relieved. She decided to take care of the child who was in her womb at this time no matter what happened later.
"Whatever happens later, I'll always take care of you son, I'll try to give my best for you because you're the only one you've got in the world," tiara said as she stroked her stomach with tears.
The next day, Tiara continued to perform her activities as usual. She also kept her pregnancy a secret to everyone both in her neighborhood and where she worked. Tiara was already determined to live her life as usual. And fortunately the child in her womb is not fussy at all, even now she does not experience vomiting at all. Only sometimes he feels nauseous if he smells pungent. But as much as possible he held her back so that people would not be suspicious of her.
"We go to work, son, healthy in the belly of the mother, baby..."