The Pain of the Poor Girl

THE KSGM 25

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POV GIRLS

I woke up when I heard the voice of the person chatting in the room, I slowly opened my eyes and circulated my gaze towards the voice, it turned out that Aunt Nam was chatting with a female nurse who looked familiar on the sofa not far from the bed that I was sleeping in right now.

I remember not wearing clothes as well as the reflex to pull the blanket up to the limit of my neck, but I look towards my body already used clothes that fit my body and can I make sure this dress is very graceful and beautiful.

Aunt Nam and the beautiful nurse didn't realize I was awake, I just saw their interaction with my head leaning against the head of the bed and I saw my right hand with an infusion needle attached and actually the infusion liquid was going to run out.

I circled my gaze across the room looking for that lad laknadd, though,

Surely the laknadd man was gone because before the quarrel which resulted in me forgetting everything he said would go, whether to go where I did not want to know where.

I don't want to go back, I don't care.

I'd rather be locked up in a room alone than alone with that laknadd man, and that he could use to constantly pound my body until I was helpless.

I still remember the incident when the lad changed my name as he pleased, he, I who did not accept the name given to my parents was replaced by a man who I did not like very much, although last night I was wild and aggressive it was just that I was following his wishes, but I wanted it too.

HYPOCRITICAL

You could say I am a hypocrite, but I will open my heart if he treats me more gently, does not curb my freedom and humanizes me again without looking at myself as a mere instrument of his lust.

Even this morning he called me 'jal**ng' I did not accept, I am a woman who has never done the 'it' thing, even she is a man who takes kiss**my first name and also took the treasure that I guarded until I was 18 this year but he still called me jal**ng.

If I jal**ng then what is he? A man who has a fantasy beyond reason and don't forget the crazy thing I never want to do in this world is scratch a tattoo ink on my body I don't want to, but he tattooed his whole face.

I'd love to go home to my parents' house, but how am I supposed to?

Hopefully there is a miracle that comes to me to get away from the men of the lake.

I kept talking inside of me without even realizing that Aunt Nam was also the beautiful nurse approaching me.

The beautiful nurse had already removed the intravenous needle that had been placed in my hand.

Aunt Nam asked me to speak, but I was only with my mind, I was reluctant to open my voice without breaking down.

"Mrs, is it better?" Aunt Nam asked me again, but I still didn't respond.

"This lady is Sister Neli, Sister Neli this is our young mistress her name is Gladis."

Sister Neli also wanted to shake my hand but I'm not gubris, I also heard Aunt Nam introduce me to Sister Neli by the name 'Gladis' I have made sure it was the man laknadd.

How dare he change my name and must have announced to all his workers.

"My name is Anindyta Girl Princess, not Gladis." I finally opened my voice with a cold look.

"But the young master said Madame Gladis's name was not Girl."

"My name is G-A-D-I-S GIRL remember that." I said with high intonation.

Aunt Nam who was about to make her voice was stopped by Neli by gently rubbing Aunt Nam's shoulder that I saw.

"Greetings young Madam, I am Sister Neli one of the family nurses Mr. Beklerken."

Sister Neli who understands my mood also invited me to chat with her sitting on the edge of the bed with Aunt Nam slightly giving a place for Sister Neli to sit.

"Miss, is anyone sick or is Madam going out to see the forest orchid that Uncle Beni just planted?"

"No." Answer's short.

As if he understood the usual facial features and situations created by his young master, Aunt Nam made a sound.

"No" I refused again.

I just want to go home, I'll go on strike and eat so that the boy will want to return me to the house left by my parents.

I hate it here, I don't feel at home, and I know myself as a limit.

Not wanting to be complacent with everything he gave me.

In the end both his parents will insult me, scorn me and berate me. I was driven out without humane feelings.

I know all of that from one of the novels I read a lot, where a rich man and a poor woman will end up in separation because both parents do not approve of the relationship.

Ck, I feel as if I have a heart for that man and like he has just expressed love for me.

"Mrs, let's go to the kitchen. Is Madam able to cook, how do we cook Madam's favorite dishes, emm?" Aunt Nam did not give up on persuading me to get out of the room.

My eyes sparkled, I agreed to leave the room for the kitchen.

The three of us went out and down the stairs, until at the kitchen intersection, Sister Neli was allowed to return to the hospital because her job was done.

Because initially wanted to return to the hospital with Doctor Brand, it turns out my infusion has not been exhausted, as a result Sister Neli was abandoned and will be delivered by the Beklerken family driver.

Aunt Nam, too, I've reached the kitchen.

Aunt immediately made room for me, before she asked some household assistants who were cooking to come out to give me freedom in the kitchen.

"What does the lady want to cook? So Auntie can prepare."

"I need bread, peanut butter and chocolate. And I want 2 glasses of warm water and 1 cup of warm tea, can you make it?"

"Okay, Aunt Nam's gonna get you a shot and make both drinks."

Bread, peanut butter and chocolate were in front of me, soon I took teflon and was about to turn on the stove but I was confused how to turn on the stove because the stove in this house is different from the stove in my house.

Aunt Nam who understood my confusion immediately helped me turn on the electric stove, I forgot the butter and sugar also asked for the storage, but Aunt Nam who wanted to return it.

Having prepared all the necessary ingredients, I immediately made toast in teflon, I did not understand how to use the toasting of the rich man's bread.

Aunt Nam is making hot tea.

It only took a few minutes of my homemade toast was ready and neatly arranged on the plate I had placed.

There are 3 plates of toast, each plate contains 1 bread with different jam.

Aunt Nam also helped me bring the plate, she wanted to bring both dishes but I refused only the plate with chocolate jam and sugar butter that I brought.

Because what?

Because it's special

Now I've been sitting in the dining room, in front of me there is warm water and warm tea with 3 plates of toast with various jams there.

Aunt Nam has returned to the kitchen, only I am here looking at everything presented before me with a sad look.

I remember that my late mother used to love making breakfast for me too Daddy toast with a different jam

If Dad likes chocolate jam with sweet tea as his friend, whereas I love peanut butter with lots of butter and his friend drinks it with warm water, but I with Mother there is little in common Mother likes toast with butter is also given a little sugar drink just as much as I just need warm water.

I remember all the memories of my parents.

I did not feel my tears melt by itself, I still remember clearly in my memory all the good memories with Dad and Mom.

Dad, Mum...Girl kangen.