
"Rija.. You have to promise to keep giving me your breast! As long as I'm in this curse."
"why force me?... If I don't want you to what?" while squinting at Kelana.
"Do you have the heart to see me die after all I've given you Ria. "with my face bowed down.
"hahhh" Ria was surprised as she closed her mouth.
"Yes Ria's story is very long and now I can't tell you much... Next time I'll tell you. "
Suddenly Kelana disappeared from before me..
I was shocked to wake myself up from sleep. I found a little baby who was still asleep next to me. I looked at her cute face.
I really like babies... But suddenly I remembered last night's dream... My heart was beating fast....
"what is this feeling" I thought....
Aku teringat ketika Kelana berubah menjadi balita dan memnggilku ibu . Kemudian dia berubah menjadi dewasa dan sangat gagah... aku malu pada diriku sendiri. Aku gak tau apa arti dari perasaan ini... Ya.. Selama aku kecil hingga umurku kini 19th, hanya ada 2 orang laki2 yang ku jumpai... "
"First is my brother who has been dead since I was 8. It was old and not as brave as Kelana. The second chief of the tribe of Jumirin. He's not as cool as Kelana either. He was the only beautiful man I had ever seen. Even in this city has not been a male college 2 equivalent to Kelana. "
"Why with me?... Why do I keep comparing Kelana to them...? What is this ...? My heart is like there's a flower."
Smile on Kelana's lips.. That smile rattled me from my mind that went nowhere.
I think Kelana realized that I was talking about it in my heart and mind.
my hot cheeks held shame to the baby in front of me.
"It's time I had to move. I also opened the closet looking for something to make a towel. "
I was surprised by the contents of the closet, my eyes felt like coming out on their own. The closet was suddenly full of new clothes... There's towels.and toiletries..
"I've never worn anything like this before... Even shower I only use stones to rub my body sometimes I look for flowers that grow wild to soak. "
"Now just looking at it, I already know how to use these things. It seemed like Kelan was the one who made me understand all this.
If only my parents were alive with my grandmother and grandfather, I would be happier.
I need to shower immediately.... "
I also took a shower. And I started trying on my new clothes... Honestly, this time I was wearing a shirt like that...
Finally I chose a milky chocolate sweetie with a matching pasmina. I really don't even recognize myself..
After that I also turned my gaze to the baby Kelana who was still asleep.
"How am I supposed to communicate with this baby while he's been asleep all day?"
Suddenly the baby opened his eyes and cried loudly. Then this hand reflexes grabbed him and carried him... I put it a little stand I held his head to hold it in my chest with my right hand. While my left hand held his body so as not to fall. But again I only stopped her crying for a moment. She came back crying with her lights.... Now my mind is in a state of mind... I thought of a way to calm her cries. Last time I remember giving Asiku he was instantly speechless...
I put him still in my chest... I also grabbed the cloth and made the sling in front so that it would be more comfortable. After that I gave her my Asi to make it easier for her to suckle me. Fortunately this game had openings in front so I easily opened it. And this pasmina hijab is also fitting to cover the baby Kelana who is breastfeeding.
"kruukkk krukara" a voice suddenly sounded my stomach feels hungry.
I just remember the last time I ate was yesterday afternoon. And it's 8 in the morning.
Hearing the voice of Ria's stomach, Kelana also stopped her sucking. Smiling with her little mouth.
"Ooo .... Baby mom is full, is it...?
Let's go for a walk for a meal for mom... To make it more and more. And you can drink as much". while covering my clothes...
After that I took a small sling bag in the closet to carry my money. I went out of the house and locked the door from outside.
That morning I wanted to eat at a big restaurant....
Q call for a taxi to make my trip faster. There was a baby in my sling to keep it from overheating.
After the taxi runs for 30 minutes. I was dropped off at a pretty big diner. And not far from there I could see a monument above which was made of gold. Residents here say it's a monument of monas.
"Good morning... Come on in, welcome the friendly waiter.
I went in and picked a VVIP.
"I want all the most delicious menus in this restaurant to be served ". My orders to the waiter. Though in order for me to be easier and need to choose again😅.....
While waiting for the dish I looked at the beauty of MONAS while remembering the event like something was up.
"Gosh" took my mouth shut when I realized what had happened earlier. I immediately let go of my Sling and put the saddle beside me.... Vvip so the long chair I sat in felt soft."
Just wanted an explanation from Kelana, the door of my room opened 2 servants came to bring my order. The table in front of me was full of food I ordered.
"Good Enjoy" the waiter said....
"Something awaited miss? Just myself" he asked again
"No.... I'm just the two of you with my son. We just want to enjoy some time, "my answer was short.
"oooo son mother is in the bathroom y. ". he said again.
"iyaa. "my short answer is to let them go quickly.
Sure enough they immediately excuse me to leave my frame.
"he doesn't see this big baby cooking" I grumbled furiously.
My mind floated back when I first arrived in this city, no one asked me about Kelana. When I was in warteg, even when I was in kosan. My brother and I had a long chat. And no one asked me about Kelana.
My eyes glanced at the Kelana I laid beside me. I don't know what he's thinking. One small smile adorned his lips and one of his eyebrows rose and fell. It was as if I saw him mocking me because of my confusion.
But there was another infamy with him. Kelana's body looks filled, her thick cheeks stating that. I never feel tired if I carry it. I don't even feel like I'm carrying because there's no burden I feel.