
The three of us were silent to hear the results from the doctor.
“For a while let the patient rest, because
patient loses too much blood,” doctor says.
After saying that the doctor said goodbye while
I walked to the chair and sat there, on one side of me
grateful that my brother survived but on the other side I felt angry.
“Actually who did this,” I said inwardly
while putting on an angry face.
Ayana who noticed it told Kana's sister to come in
seeing the state of Ria's brother while he walked casually towards me and sat down
beside me.
“Are you angry?” ask Ayana.
I just kept quiet and didn't answer Ayana's question. Ayana
tried to think of some way to comfort me but my heart was already filled with
it was anger and sadness that made me ignore Ayana's words. Anger
this soon became a feeling of vengeance and a desire to kill.
Ayana who realized I had a feeling of resentment immediately got me and asked,
“Arya, do you know why I chose you as my girlfriend?”
“My strength and a feeling that arises because I helped you first,”
pessimists.
Plaque….
Ayana slapped me really hard.
“What you do!” my yelling.
I unconsciously shouted at him. I looked at the sad Ayana, not long
then suddenly Ayana pulled me out of the hospital and took me somewhere.
“Where are you taking me?” my many.
Ayana didn't answer a word, she kept pulling me. A few moments later
I realized this road was exactly the same as it was. The day I
shooting Ayana to be my girlfriend, she stopped when she got there
and let go of his hand and walked away from me.
“I want to be honest with you, for the first time I met
with you I thought you were my friend who died 3 years ago
because he can't control his power. For the first time I just
using you as a substitute for her my first love, your face
full of regret it makes me feel that you have experienced some
terrible events but your eyes radiate the spirit of life,” said Ayana.
He stopped talking and looked at the sky.
“The more I know you, I always feel that you are
the guy I knew first who took me out of a dark hole and
silent. Unknowingly I have feelings for you, you are just like him who
pulled me out of the regret that had been in my heart all along. Possibly
I can't pay back what he did just yet, but this time let myself help you,”
ayana.
When he said that my heart felt calm, all burdens
what I felt before slowly disappeared. The night wind blows
slowly, this cold atmosphere made me able to think calmly.
“Sorry Ayana, I can't think clearly,”
regretting.
“It's okay, all we have to think about now is brother
Ria's. Let's go back to the hospital while waiting for Ria's brother to wake up,” reply
Ayana.
We both came back on foot just like we did
get out of the hospital.
“Solence, regret, emptiness and emptiness
I used to feel like everything was disappearing, it was all filled with you. I
it will become stronger so that everyone will not dare to hurt you and me
the bet,” I said in my heart once in a while looking at Ayana who walked
before me.
Under the moonlight and the night wind that blows hair
Ayana, makes me fascinated by her beauty starting from her white hair
that was as beautiful as silk in the wind as well as her blue eyes complemented all
beauty is like the harmony of a calm blue ocean. Without knowing me
stop walking because she is fascinated by her beauty.
Ayana who realized I was stopping, she turned around and asked,
“Arya what is it?, why did you stop walking?”
When Ayana called me, I realized from my daydream
and immediately reply while turning my face the other way, “Nothing,
it's just you look beautiful,”
As I said that subconsciously Ayana's face flushed and
turn around and walk quickly.
“Quick Arya or you want me to stay,” said Ayana while
walking away.
I who noticed Ayana's face reddened smiled and
said, “Wait for me,”
The two of us walked together while occasionally chatting,
the feelings of sadness, anger, loneliness, regret, and emptiness all disappeared
thanks to Ayana's smile. I walked with him in peace and silence
the night made my heart feel calmer.
When I got to the hospital door, I remembered that
Ayana finds out who Nakagami really is.
“Ayana wait, can we talk for a while before entering
inside?” my many.
“Iya, what's up,” reply Ayana.
I took her hand and took her to the garden
be next to the hospital and sit between the park benches provided
there, Ayana who was confused by my behavior preferred to sit down
in advance.
For a moment we were silent.
“Ayana, did you know about Nakagami?” my many.
“Eh,” reply Ayana surprised.
Then we were once again silent and I was a little surprised
with the words of Ayana afterwards.
“I know, about Nakagami. He was a friend who
very, very precious to me, he always saved me and
help me every time. But one day he lost control of
himself because of that power, he had almost killed everyone present
in town. He always helps me whether it's hardship he's going through, but
when he needs help, I can't do anything.
My body trembled making me unable to walk or move, I
can only see him hurt and hurt.” Ayana.
Unbeknownst to me, Ayana suddenly cried.
“Memories of the past must have hurt him,”
in heart.
I could not bear to see him cry closer to me
to him and said, “If the burden is too heavy for you why don't we
bring her along, have you forgotten I'm your girlfriend.I won't have the heart
seeing you cry like this so you have to smile, because the person who
you're probably next to you,”
“Eh,” replies Ayana was surprised and made her stop crying.
“Actually me,” I said.