The Ordinary Youth Struggle In Town To Find Her Father

I guess there's a difference between my real papa and my stepfather turned out to be the same

They only care about their children"while my brother and I are just considered unimportant who are always blamed honestly from the age of 9 months I was only in the care of my mother and also my grandfather and grandmother,my uncle and my aunt from that age I have never felt the affection of a father..

When other people can joke with their whole family, I can only see it and at the age of 22 years I know that I still have a father but when I was a child I asked my mom about my dad and my mom just said she was gone...

it was at that time that I did not ask my mother again but after I was 22 years old then I found out that my father was having an affair, at that time I was cheating on my father

Why did all this happen but I'm sure there might be something similar to me or even more painful than I feel

and my stepfather was always rude to his son what else I was just a stepson, if I did a little wrong" pearls will come out of his mouth and not run out like that when I remember when I did wrong my father will throw me out of the house

As for my father, he only told me that a 17-year-old child should be independent,

But at that time I was only asked to help without salary just fed and yes given it as well as not ungrateful just 6 months that I lived only can produce hp that I think is not too expensive

And so is my father when I help and promised to be given even though the child helps the parents is mandatory if the child is able then can help

At a time like this I have not been able to sometimes if he was angry and I was eating he would discuss food sometimes that makes me not bear with this all

and when I was kicked out, it was fortunate that there was a neighbor who told me to work with him and also live in his house

While I was living in that man's house I never visited my father and my mother still had a sense of hate" all I've been through is work and work I'm sick of coming home,and for 1 year I did not visit the house and at that time my father began to approach me again and also my mother

And I went home for a while and asked to go to Kalimantan colored I thought if there I would be happy it was no different that I currently think and well maybe my way of life like this always and always underestimated and also always despised sorry if my story writing is turned around" because at this time my condition is the same today I want to tell my story before and after meeting my father and also the story about my father.