The Open Your Eyes (OYE)

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“HIKSSS RELEASE! YOU CAN'T SEPARATE ME FROM HIM! LEVIN! LEVIN ..!” zeza screams when the doctor and nurse want to take Levin's body. Zeza couldn't hold back his body that had dropped since yesterday fell unconscious again.

Yuna looked at her daughter's nanar.”Please take him home,” the message to Ryung. Ryung banged Zeza.

“She dropped too much to be unconscious,” watered Yuna. Heseok stroked his wife's back.

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Zeza POVs

How sick do you unfortunately get left behind? Even your brain won't digest everything that happens. My gaze was empty, I did not know since when I was lying in this ivory-white room.

I was tired, maybe my tears were dry, until I didn't cry anymore. I don't know how fucked up I look right now. I forgot to eat and I almost blew the baby mugil that was sitting in my stomach.

“I'm sorry Mommy, Son,” says while stroking it. I know my future son will feel lost and sad. He doesn't even know his father.

I hate Miami, why do people kidnap it Magical City? Why is my life not as magical as people tell me about this city? I want to blame fate, but I can't either.

“Honey, you eat first,” Mommy said to me and fed the porridge to me. I shook my head. My meal napsu has gone.

“I want Levin,” I see.

“Mommy please be sincere, Son,” said Mommy. I can't live without him.

“I love her, Mom.” Mommy stroked my hair.

“He loves you a lot, son.” I cry, if he loves me why did he leave? Why did he leave me?!

“Mommy hope you don't be stubborn Zeza, your son also needs to eat, dear. You will not lose once but twice,” Mommy said firmly. He smiled and made my tears fall. I was crying so much. I was angry, upset and all the feelings mixed into one in my chest.

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5 Moths

A woman walks with a big belly. He ate his porridge with a sigh. If she does not remember being pregnant, she will refuse to eat. He was sincere and accepted his destiny. He knew God loved him.

“You missed, Your Daddy, Darling?” I felt like I was crying again. All this time I tried to look tough, but if I remember Levin I was always very sensitive.

“Alright, son, let's go get some tulips. Daddy would love it, son.” Zeza moved after finishing his porridge and milk. He asked the driver to take him to the flower. He chose tulips because of their perfect love and for him his love for Levin could not be expressed in words. Although the man will never see the beautiful tulips that he brought.

After buying the tulips, Zeza stepped into the place that cut his heart. A place he was bored of visiting. He placed the tulip carefully. Eyes glazed. No. .. He can't be bawling, even if Levin doesn't see it.

“I love you, Vin,” watered down with a stifling chest.

Zeza sat down and his gaze was so sad.”I will never get tired of saying love words every day to you even though I know you are just silent. I'd love to never put flowers here because I don't want you to feel lonely.”

Benar—Zeza always made tulips as Levin's friend. She wants her man to know that she's like a tulip, never leaving Levin no matter what. He wiped his escaped tears. As calm as he held back his sobs.

“This tulip flower I give every day to you, though deep down in my heart, I want you to give me flowers. However, I realize even the flower in my heart has died.” Zeza chattered as if Levin was going to hear it.

Zeza grabbed Levin's hand.”Well, my love is like a tulip. Can't be expressed in words,” softly and kiss Levin's hand.

Zeza doesn't believe Levin is alive. He even knew that if Levin was dead, it turned out to be beyond his reasoning. Let Zeza explain.

Flashbacks

“Mommy hope you don't be stubborn Zeza, your son also needs to eat, dear. You will not lose once but twice,” Mommy said firmly. He smiled and made my tears fall. I was crying so much. I was angry, upset and all the feelings mixed into one in my chest.

Mommy grabbed me tightly.”Say it's a dream, Mommy,”.

“No, Dear. Levin is alive and don't let him be sad to see how you are,” Mommy said. God, thank you for giving it back. He's my life, a crutch in my fragility and my protector.

“how can Mommy? Hiks Doctor says he died?” tanyaku.

“Promise you won't be angry. You have to think about the condition of your child and most importantly Levin is still alive,” Mommy said. I'm nodding.

“Levin was actually given the drug by Amel. Until his heartbeat stops, he looks dead.” My breath's choked. Amel—that fox girl! I saw mommy's gaze asking me to calm down.

“She cried and apologized, she squashed at Mommy and Daddy's feet. He's sorry for being blind to Ric's cunning. He was just getting revenge because he blamed you and Levin killed Ric, he got Ric's men left and this is it ... Levin was finally presumed dead.”

I'm relieved to be mixed up. I want to finish off Amel right now. She was serious about her words threatening me to make me feel lost. If he's late, I'll make sure he kills him.

“You promised, Honey. Pity him, he was hit,” Mommy said.

“I'd love to kill him Mommy,” I said indignantly.

“No emotion when you are pregnant. Your husband is in a coma because the medicine Amel gave him was too absorbed in his body.” My gaze returned. Levin must be in pain and I thank him for coming back.

From today I'm keeping my body. Routine drinking milk and eating, even though I feel nauseous. My emotions are also unstable. Five months I looked after Levin and accompanied him but he hasn't opened his eyes.

Flashback end

That was the story that made Zeza's heart filled with deep fear. He's afraid that Levin's awakening doesn't exist. He was afraid that the eyes would not open.

Zeza POVs

“Hiks I'm home, Vin. I don't want to if we're separated, I'm sure I love you very much. Ak—aku hiks hiks must rest for the sake of our son. Quickly wake up,” I'm sorry. I kissed his forehead and lips.

I turned around while smothering my mouth. I'm so fragile when Levin's not around. Feeling unable to hold back my cries, my body trembled. I feel like my feet can't walk.

A warm hug from behind my body made me hold my hand. I looked at my stomach and I couldn't hold back my tears. Collapsed is my defensive wall. I sobbed loudly and turned to hug him who was hugging me full of warmth.

“Hiks hikss huwaaaaa hiksss no more hiks,” isakku. I hugged her tightly as if afraid of losing. I won't let go of my embrace.

“Syyuuttt, don't cry because you cry too much for me, dear,”.

“Hiksss I fear hikss I fear,”. I'm really afraid of losing. Now my home is back, where I let out my complaints. I cried, no matter if the clothes got wet.

TB