
Different ...
Zia in front of him is very different from Zia who he last met at Abra's house before he left the country. Although he still had a shy nature, but he was so brave to look back at Aslan.
No one relented to end their eye link, despite emitting a very much different feeling. Zia with her sparkling eyes looked at Aslan longing and happy, but not with Aslan she looked at Zia coldly.
"You're really happy" said Zia softly, "thank God."
Although a few hours with them, Zia can see and feel how happy Aslan's life is surrounded by them, unlike the self that does not feel happiness despite being surrounded by many people.
Zia sighed standing up from her seat about to leave because Aslan seemed to have no intention of talking to her.
"What's often in and out of nightclubs?" asked Aslan coldly.
Rising with a smile on Zia's lips, his steps stopped but he did not dare to turn around, afraid that Aslan would return to live in her. "It's not often that it's only been four times since you left" said it with a breath hold.
Aslan's hand tightened, staring at Zia's body from behind that looked so thin, her hoodie jacket looked so oversized, Zia's back was so small, Zia's back was so thin, hesitantly Aslan raised her hand to measure how much Zia's back was from afar without touching and clenching her hand.
"Why?" his question began to sound like an emotion inside.
Zia's head lowered to hold both hands, "because you went tampa farewell," he said hoarsely. "Since you didn't come on my birthday and even sent no message" Zia poked her lips, her eyes began to glaze over, "we are not together during the new year I also can not see you directly only through the postamnu" this time Zia's voice is choked more and more fluid.
Zia puffed her cheeks up looking up at the ceiling holding back so that her tears would not flow. "And last night .. because .. I hate .. I hate myself ... " Zia uttered it with a gasp as her chest began to feel tight.
"I HATE MYSELF!" his screams clutching his own collar, turned to look at Aslan with tears beginning to flow. "WHY CAN'T I BE AS HAPPY AS YOU?" his roar.
With her arm Zia wiped her tears violently, "you said you were also in love, dear Zia, but why do you look happy?, why is it that only Zia feels lost, on her own, a ..."
Zia's perch was getting choked up even more, Aslan who knew what would happen if Zia tried to hold back her crying stepped quickly, cupping both of Zia's cheeks forcing her to stare at the maya.
"Hey .. hey ... breathe .. calm .. ok ... Zia ... hey .." Aslan's thumb stroked Zia's cheek.
Zia looked up at Aslan.
"Crying not to be held back later asphyxiated" Aslan persuaded, "Zia" Aslan turned to raise Zia's clenched hands to whiten, "hei Zi do not stay still" Aslan began to panic.
Aslan's hand pulled Zia's body in his arms, stroking Zia's back slowly. Habit if Zia is holding back crying she will feel shortness of breath and cramps, until sometimes her body weakens.
"The strong should not hold back Zi's cry, shout out yells as well ok."
Zia's hand hesitantly returned Aslan's embrace before she finally cried roaringly vanishing all her sadness all along.
This was the first time Zia had cried during this year she tried to always try hard, but staring at Aslan collapsed everything she had been able to contain.
"It's not fair .. Why are you so happy?" guma Zia says, "i hate As .. I hate ... As evil ..."
"Yes, I'm evil I'm sorry don't criticize anymore" Aslan said.
Zia cried to a mouthful, whether she could hug Aslan again like now, at least now she enjoyed the hug she missed even though the hug Aslan gave was not a hug of happiness.
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The living room is transformed into a family gathering place, the living room sofa is eliminated replaced with foam lacquer and carpet. Chaka and Bilkis who were in the middle of being the center of everyone's attention.
"Chaka no no no .. don't pull"
Chaka pulls off Gea's strung hair and plays it, quickly Javir kedapur picks up a rubber band intending to tie Gea's hair, but after he picks up the rubber Javir is speechless.
"Gea bite your stomach nih ya nyam nyam nyam"
Demonstrating Gea's voice made Javir smile and went back to Gea. This time Gea held Chaka in her lap, Javir's outstretched hand giving her a rubber band.
Zia who had since noticed Javir on the membrane smiled a little, "just picket Gea Jav's hair, or you're carrying Chakanya."
Gea glanced at Chaka giving oada javir oyre to carry Chaka, but Javir preferred to stand behind Gea and tie his hair, Zahra chuckled at their awkwardness.
Regan and Abra had just entered the house, and Regan walked over to Zahra, who was sitting beside Bilqis, and Abra stood silently staring at them from the doorway.
Abra already has family, happiness and her life is filled with people who love her. She doesn't want everything to disrupt her perfect life for now, but if Dorio's request isn't answered she doesn't know what Dorio is going to do, at least he just asked her to meet, just meet him.
"Dad streets yuk" pinta Gea.
Abra and Regan look at each other, how can they go for a walk if Dorio out there already knows his whereabouts.
"Why?" ask Zahra, "can't you?."
Abra's head shook his head and smiled freshly before stepping foot over to them.
"Dad was afraid the money ran out Bun" Regan chirped.
Zahra laughed hearing that, Abra's hand held onto Regan's head crest and twirled around.
"Yes, Dad's money is a little more money the owner of Ganendra Group, why not ask him to treat us?" Abra raised her eyebrows.
"Dad" Regan complained to hear it.
Clamps ...
Their gazes were fixed at the same point, Aslan came out of the room where Abra was introgating them by holding Zia in her arms.
"He just needs Bun's rest" replied Aslan.
"What are you doing to him?" asked Alaric who also approached Aslan.
Alaric's suspicious question leads Aslan to cluck and bring Zia to Emma's room.
Zahra and Regan followed him from behind, Aslan slowly laid down Zia's body. Zia's hand clasped Aslan's hand even though her eyes were still closed.
"He must be crying, right?" guess Regan.
Aslan nodded without looking at Regan and Zahra.
"Is he used to that?"
"Come away" Aslan replied softly, "this is the first time she cried until she fainted, she'll be fine right ?" this time Aslan looked at Regan.
Regan's head nodded.
"If she held back crying, she would usually just be tight, cramping and limp."
Regan patted Aslan's shoulder soothingly, "she's just exhausted As, Dad came out of that room an hour ago and if she's been crying all that time so that's natural."
"Why did you make it cry As?" zahra asked Zia and stroked her forehead.
It was seen that Zia was crying again without making a sound and was still closing her eyes. Zahra glanced at Zia's hand that was so tightly grasping Aslan's.
"Company him" said Zahra lirih, "ayo Ar out."
Zahra pulls Regan's tug out of the room, letting Aslan and Zia both.
"Try to enjoy Zi's life, everything will definitely be fine."
"What if it's not okay?" zahra said so softly.
Slowly opening her eyes looking at Aslan with tears streaming down, Zia tilted her body towards Aslan and pulled Aslan's hand in her grasp putting it under her cheek.
"I've tried but it's hard" Zia closed her eyes again, "since I was born I've seen you, you've always been beside me, always beside me beyond my own twin. Suddenly you drifted away from me angry, even leaving just like that."
Zia started crying softly, Aslan climbed into the bed, pulling Zia in his arms.
"How can you be happy, fine and not think of me but I am not?. I'm tired As... tired of being so tired of holding everything back, but I can't escape you."
Zia's hand grabbed Askan's shirt and hid his face in Aslan's chest.
No, Aslan was not as happy as Zia thought, she was indeed happy to be in the midst of Ganendra receiving her presence, but there was always a time where she thought of Zia, where she missed this girl in her arms.
But he had to remember his status despite being limited to Zia's adoptive uncle. Aslan loved this girl, even loved her wholeheartedly, really loved her from long ago until now.
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Prabu's eyes reddened staring in the file in front of him, the woman is really going to start her madness to make Prabu feel like her life is again colored by challenges even though it is not a physical challenge like it used to be when she lived with Enzo and Hanna.
"I warned him" said Malvin.
"I've been warning him too"
Prabu's cynical smile rose, making Malvin frown.
"Let's play with me Savira" he hissed with sparkling eyes.
Malvin who sat in front of him sighed, "remember Prabu however she is a woman."
Prabu smiled widely, closed the file in front of him and leaned his back. "I liked his courage, his persistence and this time I started to like his brain that was able to do this all in secret."
Malvin sighed hearing it, "liking or loving?."
Malvin's question made Prabu laugh, "you asked the wrong person, you should have asked him."
"While he's crazy about Luis and forced to divorce him, you think he can keep his feelings in check when dealing with a guy like you?."
Prabu's laughter echoed, "I didn't do anything."
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