The One I Damba

early influence

Orange silent, closed his eyes with the breath he was still looking for, a sense of tightness still felt in his chest after what he had experienced just now. At this time his mood was no longer good after all Yudha's words seemed to insult him with bright light.

"So, do you regret marrying me...?" again Andra asked Jingga, he was waiting for an answer from the woman who is still seen sobbing.

"Andra should I regret it after all this happened, should...?" jinga replied, the woman is still crying.

"if you don't regret why you blamed my mother for all this, isn't this all the way we have to go." Andra said, the man was trying to reduce his own emotions in front of Orange, he understood very well if he exploded all would only aggravate the atmosphere, Orange is not typical of women who want to be given a hard attitude.

"Whether you don't feel, your sister cornered me, all of her words seem to make fun of me as if I were merchandise." said Orange, his emotions still peaked to make Orange still cry, understandably women are very difficult to stop crying.

"i know for that I snapped at her, I know you were hurt by her words but please don't blame my mother, because she is the woman I love the most..." said Andra trying to give defense to the Orange in the midst of a state of a chaotic and emotionally wrapped. Andra does not want to make the situation more murky, will be fatal as a result if the situation gets worse.

The orange pensive and his shoulders still rose and fell if he was still crying, he could not control his own feelings after all he had from Yudha.

"you know Orange I am so grateful to my mother for giving you to me not Yudha, Orange I am happy with you." continued Andra, the man could no longer resist saying it all to Orange, too heavy to exceed the burden of work.

Orange looked at Andra after the words escaped from the man's mouth, sweet-sounding words but because the situation was a little inappropriately made Orange think that it was all just a comforting sentence.

"i know I rejected you so much at first and now I regret it, you keep being nice to me even though I was so mean to you." Andra continued, the male continued to tell the truth to the orange which made the woman moved in her tears.

"i was angry with Yudha, even so angry it felt like my heart ached to see you cry like this." continued Andra.

The man changed the position that was originally sitting next to Orange now as if he begged to humble himself in front of the woman who was now crying. Andra's hand with a heart of heart grabbed the hand of Orange and grasped it lovingly, a touch that he hoped could bring a sense of Orange that must be feeling and his mind was swayed.

Orange shocked.

"So please don't blame anyone for us, I beg you..." Andra pleaded with Orange with a crush before her, on her knees trembling with tears and was surprised by Andra's attitude that seemed to leave all her ego and power all along.

"Andra wake up not like this..." Oranges so wrong he did not expect if Andra would do it all, he never thought even imagined it he would not let alone now it all happened in front of him.

"no orange, let me be like this." said Andra, the man seemed to want to repay himself for what he had done to Orange at the beginning of his marriage, the torture and humiliation he had done to Orange back then was very regretful at this time.

"Andra don't be like this, you're making me sadder." said Jingga who now has faced Andra.

"So, maybe I've done too much wrong to you but I'm really sorry, don't blame you for all this..." Andra dissolved in sadness apparently his fierce face turned out his heart was so easily touched and trembled.

"i've forgiven you and I don't blame mom for me and you, maybe it's been our fate" said Orange, he was so good at making someone strong for a condition but he otherwise used to cry himself if he was not strong enough to bear all his own responsibilities, heavy responsibilities of life.

Orange hands caressed Andra's cheeks, he knew if the man was about to cry but was held to his might, the mother would gently stroke the skin of her cheeks, as if giving a touch to calm and strong.

The moment the situation in the room was so sad, each one dissolved in a wistful roll over them, he said, both Andra and Orange seemed to not want to hurt each other again and did not want one of them to hate anyone for uniting them now, and now, all they want to live together happily even though they are started with compulsion which eventually makes them need each other.

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Outside Yudha was sitting on a bench in the long backyard of the house, staring at the dark sky without stars and the wind that blew quite fast.The weather that night seemed to describe how the mood of Yudha at that time, Yudha, hateful also envious and spiteful who are focused on people who should not hate.

Seeing the attitude of Andra and Orange who were so angry at dinner last is actually quite illustrative if they have accepted each other for the marriage that was started by the wishes of their mother, which was, Yudha regretted all for releasing the Orange to make the Orange is now in a position that he could never reach forever.

"That is, until whenever I will not let you go." so Yudha said to the wind, then vanished along with the blow that mingled and hit the wall.

Hate and envy are terrible indeed, making someone who was originally as sweet as honey and a piece of silk now turn into someone so scary, as well as Yudha. The man's jaw strengthened as if to illustrate how ambitious he was for all his will at that time.

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