The Oldest Blossoms

be in love...

That night Rey called me a few times but the pain I was enduring made me reluctant to pick her up. That night was 11 p.m. Rey would have thought I was asleep. While Rey who was feeling unsettled then went out of her house and headed for Sonia's house. Well when Rey came home that night, her mom told her about their meeting with Sonia. Rey knew it would be bad so she wanted to straighten it out.

"What do you say to Miss? "

"Not much" Sonia replied calmly. He saw the uneasiness in Rey's eyes. Sonia realized Rey was just trying to keep up my feelings.

"You just calm down. I'm not going to make a fuss with Miss. We also broke up. You guys can date."

"I just don't want him to think that you're gonna hate him. Miss is very caring about your feelings. "

"I'll find a way to talk nice to him. I'll find another reason"

"thank ya. "

"Dad. It's midnight."

"Okey deh.. once again thanks well. " said Rey and left. Sonia ended her smile.she wanted to see Rey leave until she disappeared from her eyes.

"I'm jealous of Rey. But I have to how, in your heart there is only him." he said small.

The next day after finishing the morning apple Rey went straight to my house. The father who was sitting quietly in the morning greeted him kindly.

"Morning sir. "welcome Rey after the review.

"son Rey.... "

"Dad sir. sorry morning is disturbing."

"Ah okay, want to find Miss well? "

"Mr just know"

"He just came out. Said he wanted to see sonia."

"Ohh that way, well already then I meet the lady later. Then I say yes sir."

"Ah yeah well, heart of heart yeah."

Rey finally returned to her office. But his heart seemed to be unable to calm down he was so restless at the thought of my meeting with Sonia that day.

That morning Sonia wasn't too busy so we sat down and chatted in her room. I didn't think when I first saw me come in. Sonia's face looked very welcome unlike anything I had imagined.

"Yet in the morning you have found me, why?" the question was friendly after we sat next to one of the long sofas there.

"I want to be clear about what was in the mall yesterday. I don't want you to misunderstand."

"What the hell.hh don't need to be discussed."

"I'm not good son, I don't want you to be angry and hate me. "I'm sorry and don't dare look at him.

"Non... "

"You can be angry son, I can take it."

"I am also Trima. I accept that you and Rey are."

"Sonia." I said in disbelief as I looked at her. I can see the sincerity of Sonia's smile but still my heart is haunted by guilt.

"You forgot we broke up. You must not feel bad. We are adults, non. Lagian Rey is more suited to you, "he said in support.

"I feel guilty." I complained and Sonia immediately hugged me.

"I'm fine. Our friendship is more important, let alone . "whispers immediately but still I feel I do not deserve that kind treatment from Sonia.

"Rey." I said when I saw Rey. Rey chuckled but when I hit her arm she grimaced in pain.

"Ohhhh."

"Why? " much confused. Rey immediately showed me the bandage in her arm. The bandage was almost covered in his uniform shirt.

"Why arm? "

"Evening in a fight with the city"

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it" I said regretfully. Rey then stroked my sweet head.

"You didn't pick up my phone. Also don't reply wa me, why ?" tanyanya. I bowed and walked to the chair and was overtaken by Rey.

"I went to your house this morning. Om said you went to find Sonia."

"Ehmmm, yesterday.. "

"Mommy told me. That's why I'm looking for you. I don't want you and Sonia to be okay. "

"It is precisely because of that. "my regret while bowed.

"even though Sonia said she could accept it and said she wasn't angry but still. I feel so bad for him. "

"Sonia is very mature. You don't have to feel guilty anymore. After all, from the beginning, what I liked was that you weren't him. "

"Saying it's not as easy as doing it rey. I also have feelings .What if I was in his position. I must be so jealous, "I said melow. Rey then moved and knelt before me, taking my hand and holding it.

"How about my feelings? " he asked.I looked into Rey's eyes, eyes that hold a sense of longing.the eyes I've always been looking for all this time to see me.

"I love you Non." he said.I can feel the sincerity and seriousness of the word. I want to hug her. I want to say that I love him too. Missed her figure all this time.

"I'm not a romantic guy. But I've been tired of waiting for you all this time. I don't want to lose another chance.I want to be with you, just want you non. "he said firmly. I was hypnotized by the circumstances and the figure of Rey kneeling before me until I did not realize she came closer and kissed me.

Oh rey if you knew how I felt, if you knew how I'd tried to hold on all this time withholding my longing. How difficult it is when I have to face the reality that I am facing. It felt like the kiss paid for all my chaotic feelings so that the good and bad in my life were balanced.

"If you also have the same feelings as me please don't think of any other feelings. Just think about us, I want us to be together like any other normal couple. A few years is enough to wait for you. I want to be the most important part for you. I want to be able to do a lot with you. go on dates and do a lot of other things" Rey said afterwards.

"I just feel so selfish."

"Do you love me or not? "

"Darling... "

"Then love me so much, don't be busy thinking about anything else."

"It's also selfish of his name"

"I was a fool all along. This time I'm not letting you go again."

"If you really liked me a long time ago why not date me first" I said a little protest.

"Who told you to give someone else a love letter? reading it really makes me dizzy. Especially having to pretend to be his girlfriend. It really makes me suffer. I have to do everything he wants. You didn't know I was barely short of breath just to be a good boyfriend to her. All of that is to repay your debt for him. "

"Don't tell you to make him date. You can refuse."

"Ah come on, don't talk about it anymore. My head was dizzy" his grunts as he got up and sat beside me and then leaned his head against my shoulder.

"i'm going to sleep, don't wake me up" he warned.