the night woman's life

eps 14*wants like normal women*

it didn't feel like I was living this life for almost 4 years. going through a tough time , serving a striped man for money.until I ended up betting my life for putting my heart on the wrong person. I'm saturated, I'm sorry, I'm not necessarily in the direction of the moment.His silence tonight I fill with my cry in the restroom of my room. sometimes I hit this dirty body.I hate myself.

since papa no , my life is ruined. no one directs me. I have to work for the sake of my 2 sisters and my mother who is now a single parent. he can not work because my brother is 3'5 years old.I am the one in charge of all.I am the one who replaced the position of papa.

I took an old photo. "papa, forgive Lia. Lia wasn't a child like papa expected. Lia really misses papa. lia is only a young woman aged 17 years who has to be the backbone.but why should this path reward, is there anyone who loves Lia sincerely. since Lia was already stained. how many men had already enjoyed this dirty body. Lia wants to stop. Lia is no longer able to reward."

these tears are no longer unstoppable.I pour all my heart in the photo of my father who has died.I just want papa present and hug me even if only a few seconds. so that I may live my bitter life.

my crying stopped when my phone rang.

by Rizky.

" hello Rizky what's up ?"

" you're not working ?" ask Rizky

"oh no, I'm not feeling well"

" are you sick ?" tanyakanya.

" how could cmn dizzy have been taking medicine as well. by the way what are you calling?"

"i just wanted to hear your voice and say something."

" what the hell"

"you should not have to work again.I will finance your life and your family."

" i'm sorry Rizky, thank you for being so kind. anyways we have nothing to do. let my family business be my responsibility. I'm also afraid your parents are angry" I explained.

because I still need time for romance.I have to focus on working for the family.if I accept that there will be Rizky's parents abuse me again.

" it's true my guess.my mama must be talking rudely to you. "

" no . Mama you just say you're doing it and then I go home"

" hmm that's it, Lia, I beg you not to refuse my help. My parents' business let me take care. I ask not you. so accept yahh"

listening to Rizky's response that seemed to force me to accept his help. what can I do?. On the other hand I'm tired of working. The end of this is like losing my spirit in life.

" thank you Lia, oya surely you are saturated yes in kos, jalan yuk . want not? let you get excited again.I'll pick you up now."

I haven't been able to answer. it turns out Rizky had to turn off his phone first.

" ih habit deh ni people. if you have not stepped the road never wait for my approval or not "my inner.

I smiled at Rizky's behavior. a little comforted me. I changed my clothes by using Hoodie.

non-durable . Rizky told me she'd arrived.

I immediately came out and Rizky was right in front of me. staring into my eyes with love.I was nervous.what a feeling this is. I don't want to fall in love easily again.



"sorry you're nervous "god

"haha nggk really, why do you see me so much"

" you're beautiful"

" thank you" I smiled at him.

Rizky let me in her car. On the way Rizky saw my finger. Maybe he wished I was wearing a gift ring from him.

" Lia, I would do anything for you to love me"

I just fell silent and tried to understand Rizky's feelings. I felt a sincere love from her, but I still needed time to get to know her more deeply. I took out the ring box I had brought earlier. I opened and put the ring Rizky gave me. I showed my finger that had been attached to the ring.

" we'll go first."

Rizky pulled the car over and kissed the back of my hand.

" thank you "

" Yes the same as "

we continued on our way to one of the malls.on the way I poured out my heart.and Rizky always cheered me on. Rizky treated me like a queen. Her gentle, caring attitude and prioritizing me first made me melt. Sometimes we joke and laugh. Tonight I spend my time with her.