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Nadine just dropped her body on the mattress with blank eyes staring at the ceiling of her room.
His mind flashed back when Ergin's eyes showed not the slightest love as he had once felt.
" Now I'm right to lose yourself Ergin."
Say Nadine's words with a clear grain at the end of her eyes. Tonight felt very heavy from the previous nights when he had known that Ergin had thrown away love for him.
"Oh.... God, I still want that guy."
Nadine said back with a loud voice filled her private room space.
Nadine now only lives alone in a large house owned by her late husband. The woman becomes the heir to the husband's only property.
During their marriage which lasted approximately 5 years, Nadine did not have children because she deliberately used a contraceptive. So that during the course of the marriage relationship with the man Nadine did not get pregnant.
Nadine did not want the offspring of the man who became her husband. So unbeknownst to her husband she used a pregnancy inhibitor.
Until one day her husband found out about Nadine's actions that caused the man to immediately have a heart attack.
Not only that, Nadine's husband knows that his wife does not love him. Her husband knew that there was another man in Nadine's heart.
The marriage took place because Nadine was targeting wealth with her social status. Reinforced again by the discovery that the woman did not want a child in their marriage.
Because he loved Nadine too much and did not want to lose the woman, the man was able to harbor his sense of regret for that long. Intentionally Nadine's husband kept all the secrets and ended up dying from the disease he suffered.
"Argin... I am so sorry!!! Not visible in your eyes? "
His shout re-echoed in the room that was designed soundproof. So that the household assistants who work there do not hear a single thing.
Now Nadine is unable to control her emotions, the mattress pad that was neat and slippery is now unraveled due to the pull of both hands Nadine who was upset mixed with anger was vented by crying as much as possible and hitting the mattress and throwing the closest thing to her.
His face had been visibly smug with swollen and flushed eyelids. The originally neat bed became a mess with some items lying on the floor.
Like a broken ship where some items are broken due to being thrown deliberately on the floor and the walls of the room.
There was a sound from a device that was deliberately designed for domestic assistants who work at home if calling from outside the room that was kedab sound.
"Excuse me madam, there's a woman coming to see you."
Said the housekeeper who worked there. Nadine, who had stopped crying after shedding all her heart, got out of bed and walked towards her
doorway.
"Well wait about 5 minutes I'll be down."
Without opening the door with a similar device attached beside the door Nadine spoke to her domestic assistant.
Nadine walked into the bathroom and stood right in front of a mirror. Trying to tidy up his tangled hair and wash his face that still looks damp but not like before.
Reapplying make-up to disguise the visible scars on her eyelids.
Taking clothes then walk down from the second floor to the living room located on the lower floor of the two-story house.
The back of a woman sitting with her hair neatly bunned back.
"Sorry Madam what is the need? So step foot up here and want to meet me?"
Nadine said in a soft and friendly voice to open the conversation between the two of them.
The woman's face looks slightly changed when Nadine looked at her face and the words of Nadine who had just heard her ears.
"Did you squirrel me? The woman who used to see you play in a park in a parlour."
Reply to the woman with a serious look at Nadine who suddenly remembered
the memories that the middle-aged woman said.
"Yes... Lord... Lady Esma! "
Shouted Nadine spontaneously standing from a sitting position then walking towards the woman in front of her.
The woman's reflexes stood up and their hands clenched each other and now the two women hugged each other tightly.
They mention each other's names, seen two people who miss each other after a long time did not meet.
"I'm glad Madam still remembers me and now comes to visit me... "
Nadine, who is currently re-emitting, has fallen from both ends of her eyes.
But this time it was a cry of happiness. Ms. Esma is a visitor that Nadine waits for every month. Ms. Esma became the only woman to visit her often while still in foster care.
Thanks to this woman he can go to school even to sit in a college with Ergin and Murad.
From there grew the seeds of love between Ergin and Nadine. Ergin who has a cold attitude that is not easy for women to approach her, only two women who are present in Ergin's life are Dilsha and Nadine.
Dilsha is a woman who is only a close friend, but Nadine is Ergin's best friend and lover.
Ergin's mother always took Nadine home and often spent time in Ozturk's mansion.
But unfortunately after Nadine prefers men who are older than her age and well established make Nadine away from Miss Esma so that their relationship becomes tenuous.
At that time Ergin was only a young male figure heir to his family, while the man whom Nadine married was an established businessman with a wealth that was fairly small.
Nadine thinks that Ergin is a spoiled child who will not be able to make himself happy even more so about the material problems that are still obtained from his parents.
Distinctly with handsome men and millionaires even though the age of both of them adrift far not a problem by Nadine.
Nadine quickly accepted the man's proposal without thinking about Ergin's feelings at the time. At the same time Nadine was in a relationship with two men.
Until the time Nadine's relationship with her late husband was known by Ergin's best friend, Murad.
Murad threatened Nadine to inform her of her betrayal. With no regrets Nadine let the man who became her lover's friend tell her betrayal.
Of course, at that time Ergin immediately reacted when they had planned to get married. Moments of marriage felt in plain sight, but was instantly destroyed by the attitude of Nadine who received a proposal from a man who became Nadine's husband today.
"Nadine's... Why did you feel so good that you let go of my son? Did you never love her?
Miss Esma said by directly reminding Nadine of her past actions. Nadine sat next to the woman and spread her head on Miss Esma's boat.
The woman used to be like that when she was sad. Miss Esma is a mother to Nadine, herself feeling the affection of a mother she never got from her own birth mother.
How to get affection while Nadine does not know who the mother who has given birth to herself and with the heart put herself in an orphanage while still a red baby.
Lady Esma who gives a little meaning to the figure of a mother to Nadine.