The New Life Begins

16. Origins

This morning Roland returned to visit Arsen's residence. He saw the whole corner. Nothing was changed, just an additional wedding photo of her brother and Chery with super jumbo size, beautify the luxury home Arsen.

Roland sighed in relief. I don't know, she misses her dead sister.

Yes, Roland already knew of the fact that Arsen had left. And this figure before him, was not his brother.

And Roland wants to straighten things out.

"Where should you start?" Roland spoke for the first time. Seeing the nervous Sandi, and Chery who was still moping about yesterday.

Both of Sandi's hands were sweating, her neutrality was met with Roland's neutrals which from earlier exuded an incredible calmness.

It's nothing, it's just, Sandi still remembers the events of the last time with Roland.

So, Sandi was scared to the point of being nervous like this.

Chery was beside him. But Chery is currently busy with her grief. So, Sandi had decided, that she would face Roland alone.

Sandi gave a small smile, then her hand invited Roland to continue with her words.

Roland nodded, then he lived in oxygen, then slowly disposed of it.

"Gue already knows, if Bang Arsen already does not exist. And I wouldn't be wrong, lo,"

The deg!

Both Sandi and Chery, they flinched in unison, then the attention was full for Roland.

Roland smiled as he was.

Even Sandi's surprised expression, was very similar to her late brother.

"Gue is mentally ill. Owner of multiple personalities, and the last time I was here, not long ago, my other soul was. And I'm supposed to heal when I check last time,"

Sandi and Chery nodded in understanding. They already knew the details of the disease, but why were they still wondering.

Roland put one of his hands into his jacket pocket, took out a worn one and gave it to Sandi.

Sandi accepted it.

His eyes grew for a second. Sandi was surprised that she, her father, mother and sister were there.

Ja. At the age of Primary School.

But what makes Chery and Sandi surprised is that there is another boy who is very similar to her.

He's Arsen.

"He's a twin brother, lo. Arsen Alvero." Said Roland making Chery and Sandi's attention back on him.

Roland nodded his head slowly. Then he took that photo. He put it on the table to continue his explanation.

"This is my sister Arsena Cloude. And this is your family. You used to be a driver in my house, and your mother, ART in my house. That's what I know from my story,"

Chery's eyes started to glaze over. Unexpectedly, all the red threads began to look clear.

"My brother died of illness. I was frustrated at that time. My brother's name is the same twin brother lo, so I always say, if your twin brother, Bang Arsen, that's his son,"

"You were married young at the time. At that time, he was still eighteen years old. He is also certainly frustrated, fitting know his son was taken ama nyokap me, because my bokap deal bokap lo..., at that time the age of lo ama Bang Arsen probably around third grade SD, and I'm grade 2 SD,"

Roland paused. He looked at Sandi inside, Sandi of course is still friendly face with desperately holding back her tears so as not to fall.

"Nyokap ama bokap lo, stopped working, and returned to the hometown without Bang Arsen. Bang Arsen also thought, if I'm calm, Bang Arsen will return to his original family, but ...,"

"But what?" Ask Chery curious.

Roland sighed for a moment, "you came unexpectedly, and asked that Bang Arsen return again to be his son. At that time the house was empty, nyokap you also know my home password, so he entered without anyone knowing. Leaking my house gas,"

The test!

A single tear escaped. Passing Roland's smooth cheeks.

Roland recalled how poignant the shadow of the past was.

"We just got home from school, Bang Arsen was also happy to see her, but not to make me feel. But seriously, you want to go ahead?" Ask Sandy.

Whatever it is, Sandi will accept it.

"At that time, I thought I would say Bang Arsen's son. Bang Arsen was a wise man, he chose to talk. Bang Arsen also said that the holidays will come home, but you do not want to. He won't be coming home if Bang Arsen doesn't come,"

"Bokap you followed, bring you too. Maybe so you can catch it and go home. But not at all. Nyokap you still kekeuh, and say that we better die together. And it's not kidding!"

"Lo nyiramin gasoline to his own body, and no more nego, he turns on the lighter. The fire broke out too quickly, and my house ended up on fire. And his position, I was in front of him. Since then, I have been mentally disturbed. It was as if you were entering my body. Maybe karma for my family, for taking people's children as good as he wants."

Chery covered her mouth with both hands. Her tears and Sandi fell.

Too painful and horrified indeed.

"But why don't I remember at all?" Sandi is sure, if she is sitting in 3rd grade SD, surely she will remember.

But he doesn't remember it at all.

"Well me, Bang Arsen ama lo. We were kids, and my house was on fire. We're all dying, the only loss of life just bummed lo,"

Sandi's two hands close her ears, her stuffing began to sound. His head suddenly got dizzy.

Not dizzy because suddenly his memory returned like in the movies.

She was just dizzy, because she never knew her mother's life story. Once you know, why should it be this sad?

"The three of us are severely traumatized. I don't want to at all either. I'm based on my story. That's why I didn't come, he couldn't make lo,"

"So, you three permanent amnesia is that?" Asked Chery who was possessed by Roland.

"Bang Arsen didn't know he still had a family. Bang Arsen just know, if he's not a real boy nyokap ama bokap,"

'Sen, you should have heard this, Sen. There you see us again, right. You get us all together, Sen. You should have held on a little more, Sen.' Inner Chery crying.

"My parents took this fact from me ama Bang Arsen, when I said that if I was healed, they could only tell me the facts. We are all very sorry for the passing of Bang Arsen. Because of that, we really love Bang Arsen,"

Pluck up!

Chery hugged Sandi from the side. Sandi did not reply, even he seemed to feel nothing.

His brain is completely screwed.

"So, I'd like to apologize. I-i-"

"Go! I don't want to be scared anymore,"

"I'm sorry for my family."

Roland got up from his seat. Then sit down in front of Sandi. Roland had been sobbing ever since.

Sandi shook her head hard.

His life has been ruined since he received it.

No matter how hard his fate is, he still lives.

But right now, she thought her mother had a fate uglier than her.

And he hated it, because he couldn't help his mother.

He forgot his mother who was suffering.

"It's been living in my body. She really loves Bang Arsen-"

"You don't want to leave, let me go." Sandi got up, her hand was blocked by Chery, but Sandi threw it away.

Chery jerks. It's not usually a password like this. But Chery cursed him.

Sandi really breezed away.

I don't know where he's going? Because Sandi also has no clear direction of purpose.

"I'm sorry ...."