The Nasab is different

Reyna's story about Lala

ARga POV

I never thought in the end , I can now be so crazy about Nurmala's sister, the woman I once held in love until my death . Though the beginning of my meeting with Reyna the woman who now makes me crazy it, started from an unexpected incident altogether .

I'm very sure my marriage to Reyna was because of my grandfather's mere wits, it could also be all this is already my fate match with Reyna . But whatever it is, I'm obviously grateful to God and thank my grandfather for marrying Reyna , although it used to be my goal to get married because of the requirement to get the highest throne in the Rahardian group, because I was not willing if Rahardian's wealth was bestowed on the children of my papa's wife .

I really did not expect , why so soon I fell in love with Reyna - fell on her . Reyna could completely shift Nurmala's position in my heart in an instant , sometimes my stupid brain thinks that I've been used - the point is that I can never do it if I don't think about Reyna for a second .

I used to think, 'I am the most miserable person in the world because my mom would rather leave me . It turns out I was wrong, I was luckier than my wife, because I once had an abundance of love from mama, grandfather and papa before the woman came to take papa and everything . While what I heard from my wife's family about reyna, Reyna was further from happy . In addition to the condition of my mother-in-law who was affected by mental disorders, my wife also did not get the affection of a mother who gave birth to her, my wife was not a member of my father-in-law . But I really don't care if my wife says anything about anyone or any family from which, obviously I will continue to love her until I die . Now love until my death is pinned on my wife, no longer on Nurmala who is now my sister-in-law .

Sometimes I feel funny with my heart that is planless but firm . Why do I call my heart strong, because once I was so firm I would love nurmala until I died . But in fact destiny has a more beautiful plan for my life, in fact I had said to my friend zigar , if I will wait for Nurmala's widow and it turns out fate also guaranteed my words .

Maybe if I were, I'd be happy to hear my do'a will be answered soon . But not for now, because now my love is anchored where it should be . Nurmala is just my past and I've completely discarded my feelings for her .

When Nurmala told me, if she would divorce from the husband she had chosen . As soon as my words, which would wait for Nurmala's widow, were milling around in my head, I feared that everything that befell Nurmala was because of my former words . I feel very guilty for Nurmala, if it is true what happened to Nurmala was because of her.

By being forced to tell Reyna, about what Nurmala is going through right now, Nurmala must be mad at me for not being able to keep her secret . But it's better to be frank, anyways Reyna is his sister and he has a right to know .In that instant I decided to keep my distance from Nurmala, to keep Reyna feeling and the whole family.

This morning as usual I drove Reyna to the hospital, some time the state of the car seemed quiet like there was no one in it , wanted to start a conversation afraid later mispronounced again rich last night .

I grabbed Reyna's fingers and kissed her to get rid of my nervousness, fortunately Reyna did not refuse what I was doing at all ', though Reyna still refused to talk to me . “ Still angry who ? “ I started the conversation very carefully, but Reyna retorted by shaking her head instead .

“ Kok still diemin mas ? mas know the attitude of mas on Nurmala excessive by hugging her and next time mas will not do it again, if need mas will stay away from Nurmala and mas will no longer care about her . “ my word to convince Reyna .

“ It's not that problem that's on my mind now mas . “ finally Reyna started to open her voice . “ Mas know from childhood I never get affection from my mother, precisely the abundance of affection that I get from sister Lala . From the past , Lala has sacrificed a lot for me from starting material, energy and even the younger brother runs out because it takes care of me and Lili . Brother from the past was willing to slam bones, only to meet all my needs without me asking first . I would love to repay all the kindness of Lala, but what can I do for my sister . Would you help me repay all my brother's kindness to me first ? “ says Reyna .

’ Don't - don't Reyna want to tell me to marry Nurmala, after Nurmala divorced her husband . ’ my inner self after hearing the wife's story .

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