
When people we love and care about leave us. Then slowly we will turn into a figure or form of a strange character.
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Today I decided to go to work even though there was a bit of a debate between me and Lisa.
It's almost ten o'clock, I kiss Ade's forehead and say goodbye to him.
" Papa's heart." hugged Ade.
Upon arrival at the clinic .. I opened the door and in the waiting chair there was already a client waiting. I greet him, a man sitting far away...
" Good morning..." My broom. The man was shocked. A flimsy smile was engraved on his lips.
" Morning Doc."
I took the man to the room, I told Agus to follow us as usual.
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I went straight home to work, I opened the door of the house.Unusually, the house was quiet. I entered the room and still could not find Tiara. I tried to contact him, but only the operator answered him. But when I was about to put down my briefcase, my bead accidentally caught a letter on the nightstand.
**For the beloved
Vino*bd*.
*Honey I'm sorry, for leaving didn't tell you first. I can't possibly take you on a fight in this really scary world. You're too precious to sacrifice. Baby I think I've gone crazy.
We can indeed get through that terrible moment both of us. But not this time.
If I'm healed, I'll go home. I'm gonna go see you. That's if there's still a place by your side for me.
At that moment I heard a voice ... The sound went into my ears and straight into the center of my brain. And it manages to break the concentration. I feel like there's something on my face. Then I saw my face in the mirror. Slowly my face changed, I saw it like watching a horror movie, terrible. So horrible. And perfectly my beautiful face turned into a very terrible zombie.
In my mind there is only one.... I have to get away from you looking for my new life. And trying to find healing for myself. Doing everything I can.
When I leave, I'm sure it won't have any effect on your life. Everything will go on as usual. Everything we used to do together. It'll be easy if you do it yourself without me by your side. Because I know you can, baby. You are strong enough to live your life without me.
From who loves you
Tiaras
It was just that letter that Tiara left for me. I still remember how it felt when he kissed me on the beach Lok nga. On the beach he was sick, and kept missing leaving me until now. At first I thought he and I would not be separated. Like the devastating Aceh tsunami it divorced us for a while. And we ended up the same stranded in a nearby refugee camp.
Me and Tiara were among the victims of the Aceh tsunami. We have lost our family. I just lost both my parents and no other family.
For the first time, Tiara and I have been involved in a government program called trauma recovery. At that time Ki saw Tiara was just silent, every activity and game that there was not one that made him smile. And when our eyes met, I saw his gaze empty. Like there is no light of life.
God has destined us to be together, the day we go through and with his nets when Tiara returns to being a jolly girl. We dated for two years and at that time we decided to move to Surabaya.
All day every time we encourage each other, share stories. And one of the reasons we're still alive is just to keep each other company. We survive for each other.
" Sounds very romantic?"
The man smiled sweetly at me, nodding a nod. But there were tears streaming down his cheeks, no matter what story was next.
" What happened to Tiara?" ask me when I give Vino a tissue box.
Vino sighed, like the weight of the burden he carried, then he continued the story.
" After Tiara sent the letter Tiara left, and I continued living alone. I feel empty and lonely without the girl. But I have to be strong, just like what he said to his letter. I also do things as usual, although there is something lacking in me, it feels incomplete.
And two months later God returned Tiara to me. Yes Tiara came back even with a half soul."
" Wait a minute, that means the soul is only half what?" ask Agus who is astonished.
" Let him continue the story first Gus." I said.
" Continue Vin...!"
" Tiara was in the corner of our room, her eyes returning empty just like the first time I met her. He said he had just returned from Aceh, to go home to meet those he loved."
" I'm back, baby.... I think I'm healed now. I'm so happy and satisfied to have met them." Said Tiara enthusiastically.
"Who are they?"
" Yes they are. mother, father, brother, sister, and all my other family. The family I love so much." Tiara's story of spirit. There was a moment of silence in our room. I wonder what Tiara wants to tell you again.
" Vino, I'm sorry I left you alone. I went somewhere. hhhmmm but I don't know. I know it's like Aceh, but I know Aceh was devastated by the tsunami.
I went to the terminal, but I don't remember the name of the terminal. All I know is I've been there with you. And my only goal is one, I want to see my family. I'm sure they're not dead, like the one on the death notice board. I follow where this heart wants to go. A heart that longs for home, and for my family, especially my mother, father, brother and sister.
That night on the bus I sat alone. I circulated the sight of a middle-aged woman before me. He looked at me with a stare, as if he understood what I was feeling. But strangely the woman's face was very similar to Mother's. Out of curiosity I moved to sit beside him. The bus runs slowly, the woman tells of her dead daughter. The girl died of a disease in the brain. Then the woman showed me a picture.one astonishing thing that the girl looked so much like me. Yes similar to me, the woman looked at me again and was like looking something into my eyes.
And you know what? the more the woman approached me, the scent of her body, her breath, her voice, every inch of her face it was Mother's. The woman hugged me, we dissolved in an embrace. The feeling of longing for mother feels healed. Likewise, the woman who misses her dead daughter.
I was confused as to what was really going on, but all I knew on that train was that everyone didn't feel any loss. Everyone is happy here, everyone is happy.
It didn't feel like we were at our destination, me and the woman went down together. And when I asked him what his goal was, it turned out that our goal was the same. The fog in the morning was so thick, we held on to each other like we didn't want to be apart anymore. We continued to walk through the fog, and we managed to penetrate. Behind the thick fog was a house, a house that was very familiar to me. That house is my home, the place where I grew up. The house that a few years ago ran out on the broom of a tsunami wave.
At the door of my house I saw a man in a dress that I saw very often. Yes there is a father with a hoe on his left shoulder. At that time I felt very complete, there was a mother, a father and in the house there was a brother, sister, grandmother, grandfather, my cousin and everyone I loved was there.
I decided to stay there for a while. And on the fiftyth day, I decided to go home to see Vin. And I told them all I would definitely visit them next time.
I almost missed the bus. But baby I just saw the tail of the bus getting away. I tried to chase him but the legs weren't long enough. I'm confused, only that bus can take me home to you.
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